At that time, the students in the class, as well as the teacher sitting on the podium, everyone's eyes were fixed on her alone, but Ye Shengxiao's face did not show any panic, she just nodded slightly at the teacher, raised her clear eyes and swept around the classroom, and after seeing that only Ji Yun had an empty seat next to her, she shrugged her shoulders indifferently, and Shi Shiran walked over.

At that time, in addition to feeling extremely amazed at this belated girl like his classmates, Ji Yun was more surprised, and in addition to amazement and surprise, there was also indescribable envy and jealousy.

She imagined in her heart, if she was late, would she be able to be so unflustered and generous?

Ji Yun smiled bitterly, definitely not.

The answer to this is yes, because there are reasons for it.

She comes from the countryside, in the past eighteen years has been cringe, the first time she came to the modern city full of high-rise buildings, no matter how hard she tried to hide it, she couldn't immediately erase the rustic atmosphere that seemed to be carved into her bones, and there was no way to hide the embarrassment on her body, in the face of everyone's eyes, she would definitely be embarrassed to blush and have a thick neck, and she didn't even know where to put her hands.

It is precisely because I can't do it that I envy those who lift weights so easily.

And Ye Sheng Xiao is that person, she is shining all over her body, and she is getting more and more cold when she shines on herself.

It seems that from that time on, the three words of Yesheng Xiao were engraved into Ji Yun's heart with a special attitude.

In the years that followed, she looked up to her, jealous of her, admired her, and hated her.

She had no intention of getting close to Yesheng Xiao, flattering her, pretending to be innocent and being friends with her, and then a lot of things happened, many of which I can't remember.

Only the first time I saw it, like an old photo that has never faded, still exists in the bottom of my heart.

But these pictures have been many years later, and Ji Yun doesn't know why he can still remember them so clearly, even the curvature of the corners of Ye Shengxiao's mouth at that time, the confident and generous and polite smile, and the raised skirt corners of the white skirt on his body, these trivial details are remembered very clearly.

Ji Yun's gaze fixed on the photo in her hand for a while, and she didn't deliberately calculate how long it was.

It seems like a few minutes, or just a few seconds.

Then she raised her hand, tore up the photo in her hand expressionlessly, piled up other old things in the corner, closed the window, and lay down directly on the bed without bathing.

The alcohol during the day still exerted its powerful power at night, Ji Yun tossed and turned in bed and had a splitting headache, and when she finally got confused, she dreamed of Ye Sheng Xiao again.

Ye Sheng Xiao, these three words seem to have become a spell in her life.

This time it wasn't a distant student day, but not so long ago, on the day she was found out maliciously making money, in the office of Yeshengxiao's company.

He was crying bitterly and begging for something, but the other party looked indifferent and unmoved.

Ji Yun's heart fell to the bottom inch by inch under such a face, and the overwhelming fear stretched out its claws, and came up with teeth and claws to pinch her.

Just when she thought that there was no hope, Ye Sheng Xiao opened her mouth expressionlessly, still in a light tone, but the gaze that looked at her was a little complicated.

"Ji Yun, I didn't want to completely cut off your way out, classmate, since you have realized your mistake, then I will give you this chance. ”

"I won't publicize your affairs this time, but this is also the last time I will be extrajudicial to you, today you walk out of the company, we are the bridge to the bridge to the road, I will take my Yangguan Road in the future, you cross your single-plank bridge, and then you don't have to have anything to do with it, you can do it yourself." ”

Ji Yun was overjoyed when he heard this, almost unable to believe what he had heard.

Is this woman really willing to let herself go?

Ji Yun looked at Ye Sheng Xiao in disbelief, and assured her of something, and after that, when he walked out of the company, his mood was indescribably complicated.

Ji Yun turned over on the bed, dreaming of what seemed to be true and false, she seemed to be standing in front of the company again, a little trance, a little stunned.

Eventually, she woke up on a bed full of clutter.

Ji Yun turned over and sat up, staring at the dark night outside the window, stunned and didn't know what he was thinking.

What was she thinking at that time?

When she heard that Yesheng Xiao was willing to let her go, her heart, more or less, should be grateful, right?

Is it grateful? If so, where did that story come from?

When you take a candid photo, when you type it up with a picture word by word, or even when you click send, have you ever hesitated at these moments?

Ji Yun's mind was groggy, and many thoughts that he would never have had before rushed into his mind.

Before I pressed the send button, I thought of the sunshine when I came out of the company that day, it was a good day, the sun was clear but not scorching, and a few clouds were floating in the sky, which seemed to be a good end and a good start.

But that's all that, that illusory thing that doesn't exist, is over.

Do you want to ask regrets?

In fact, I shouldn't regret it, after all, many people in this world are born with everything, and they never need to make a choice.

Unlike yourself, you have to struggle to live, only by trying to survive, can you live as a person, only by using all means, will you not be looked down upon, only if you have enough strength to climb up and rush forward, can you leave behind yourself the cowering person hiding in the corner.

Ji Yun has never been a person who likes to look backwards, and the reason for these messy thoughts that appear in his mind today should be because he saw that old photo before going to bed.

What about that old photo? Ji Yun looked around blankly, and only remembered after a while, oh, it had been torn up and thrown into the trash.

It's good, it's actually good, everyone has their own way to go, she won't be reincarnated, she can only rely on her own strength to struggle to survive in this life-and-death world, others, no matter who it is, can't really understand her, can't really help her, she can only rely on herself.

Ji Yun had an expression on his face that he didn't know whether to cry or laugh, and he glanced at the sky outside the window again, and then slowly lay down.

Before falling asleep, she muttered slowly, and her voice was scattered in the air, like a dream talk, like a whisper.

Originally...... It's not dawn yet......

When will it light up?