Chapter 294: Immersed in Pain
If it hadn't been for Zomi interrupting me, I would still be immersed in my father's memories.
"What's wrong? Something feels wrong with you. Zuo Mi looked at me blankly.
"Oh, reminiscing about some of the past, I didn't even see the last time my dad left, if it weren't for you and Sister Wen Hui to help me, I was thinking, where should I go now?"
"Fool, don't think about it, my sister and I won't abandon you, you are my little heart!"
"I'm relieved to have your words, have you cleaned up?
"No need, I've already cleaned it when you're in a daze, do you think there is still a smell in this room?"
"I'm sorry for you. ”
"What's polite with me, by the way, what were you thinking just now? I was stunned for a long time, and I didn't bother you. ”
"Looking at my father's letter, I remembered the past when I was a child, my father gave me all his love, I really didn't even have the opportunity to fulfill my filial piety, I was really bad. ”
Zuo Mi sat next to me, patted me on the shoulder and said, "Don't blame you, really, husband, let's go to Dad's incineration to buy some fragrant wax paper." ”
"Good. ”
Walking on the road, Zuo Mi enlightened me.
"Husband, some time ago, I was chatting with a friend, he accompanied a younger brother on a trip in Hokkaido, Japan, and I asked him if he was having fun. He told me that he and his brother were not all the way, so the trip was not very pleasant, and he told me in detail that my brother was pestering his parents to go to Japan to play, and his mother was not at ease, so he invited my friend to follow my brother over. His younger brother, whose family is not wealthy, has just entered college and has no ability to make money on his own, but he has the ability to spend money, let's take a small thing, the price of goods in Japan is very expensive, a cantaloupe costs about 30 yuan. A friend asked me: "Can you agree that you can't make money, your family is not very rich, you don't blink just because you're thirsty, you don't want to buy water, but you eat three cantaloupe in one go?" There are a lot of such people around me, another friend of mine, whose family conditions are average, but he lives a very "high-level" life. She thinks the lunch box in the unit is unpalatable, so she goes out to the restaurant at noon every day, and she will deliver a cup of milk tea for more than ten yuan in the afternoon. When I hang out with her, she always pulls me to eat at popular and expensive restaurants. Traveling with her, she has always bought and bought all kinds of food and souvenirs with inflated prices in the scenic spot, spending money like running water, stinky tofu is not delicious, she tasted a piece, spit it out, frowned in disgust, and threw it away. I didn't dare to persuade her to spend money and not to be too lavish. Every time she tried to persuade her, she squinted unconvinced, brought out two of her famous quotes, and opened her mouth with confidence. The first sentence is "Girls, you must be rich", and the second sentence is "When you come out to play, you must be happy, and don't care too much about money." "It seems that if I persuade her to be economical, it will seem that I am too stingy and stingy. I thought she must be well-off, until one time I went to her house, where she lived in a damp, narrow and small house on the outskirts of the city, and had to climb up a very steep staircase from the first floor to the second floor. Her grandmother was wearing her high school uniform jacket, sitting at home picking vegetables, she asked her grandmother why she didn't go to play cards, and the old man said: I lost dozens of dollars in the past two days, and I was not happy to go today. I borrowed their bathroom, and my grandmother didn't forget to tell me to have a bucket of water from the mop to flush, don't press the button, the water is flushing, wasting money. Officially, such a thrifty old man gave all the savings he had saved by selling vegetables to his granddaughter and let his granddaughter squander it. Having dinner with her parents at noon, her father said that he didn't expect her to make money to support the family, and the little salary she earned would be good for herself to eat and wear.
Later, the friend asked me to go on a trip with me on vacation, and mentioned to me that it was very cold to commute to work in winter, and she was going to buy a car, and her family agreed to buy it for her. When I heard this, I could only laugh and laugh, not knowing what to respond to. There is a saying that says, "My eyesight is like dung, and my parents see me like a septic tank." I laughed when I heard that.
Zuo Mi continued: "Many people in my generation are like this. Some time ago, there was a discussion on the Internet about whether children should be poor or rich, and those who advocate affluence asked: Boys should be poor? How much enmity do your children have with you? I also want to ask those children who take their parents' hard-earned money and spend extravagantly: How much do your parents owe you? I know a boy who has made an IOU to his parents for all his expenses from college to work. The money spent on occasional travel and travel was also earned by his part-time job, and after working, he took money from his monthly salary to repay his parents. When the child becomes an adult, the parents no longer have the obligation to support them, and there is no need to discuss the topic of poor and rich support. But the reality is that many people get married and let their parents take on mortgages. ”
"Wife, these living examples of yours have a great impact on me, if you are like me, born in an ordinary family, you should know that every penny your parents earn is not easy. Especially when my parents were sweating profusely in the scorching sun, when my parents were doing mental work in a small cubicle, sometimes a big meal would consume their day's salary, and to be honest, I would feel guilty if it were me. ”
"Husband, I agree with you, many people around me don't know what they are thinking about one day, wearing a brand that can be named, and when a pair of shoes costs thousands of yuan, their parents are wearing obsolete old shoes, and they laugh at their parents for being outdated. When you feel that your knowledge, literacy, and vision are far beyond your parents, so you dislike your parents for "not seeing the world", have you ever thought that in fact, your parents hold you to a higher place, and you have the opportunity to see a bigger world. You live a youthful and invincible life, you live a glamorous life, but you can't see behind you, silently supporting your parents, in order to let you live a better life, you are still whispering to the world. ”
Soon I arrived at the grave, and I didn't know who had given me a monument to my father, but I knew that I had to thank him. I put down the incense wax paper in my hand, did the ceremony, Zuo Mi also followed me to do the same, lit the incense wax paper, I have been watching this incense wax paper burn, and said some apologies to my father, Zuo Mi listened silently, after I finished speaking, Zuo Mi spoke: "Dad, I am your son's wife, my name is Zuo Mi, you can rest assured, I will not let your son suffer, you can rest assured under Jiuquan, the wind chimes are very good, I will take good care of him, with my support, there will be a world, Dad, I will often come to see you with the wind chimes." ”
Back home, Zuo Mi cooked, I started, no matter how I look at Zuo Mi, she is a good wife and mother, beautiful, and virtuous, no matter how I look at him, I am not worthy of him, short and no money, nothing, tied to such a white rich beauty, I really make a fortune.
During the meal, I said to Zuo Mi: "Wife, don't hurry back first, I'll stay for a few days and stay in this place, I'm afraid I won't have a chance in the future." ”
"How come, it's up to you, this is both your home and my home, you can come back whenever you want. ”
"Wife, you are so good to me, I can't imagine what it would be like without you?"
"Am I not here?" Zuo Mi muttered.
"Let's eat first, I like your stir-fried dishes the most. ”
Zuo Mi looked at me and smiled sweetly.
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"Tang Tang, have they arrived in Guangyuan?" Jin Wenhui asked in the laboratory department.
"It should have arrived, Sister Wen Hui, I have already sent the location to Sister Zuo Mi, or you can call and ask." ”
"Okay, thanks, I'll call and ask. ”
Jin Wenhui returned to the office, a little worried about his younger brother and Zuo Mi, and made a call.
Zuo Mi took half a day to pick up.
"Sister, why did you call me suddenly?"
"I'm worried about you, will you speak?" Jin Wenhui said unhappily.
"I and the wind chime arrived early, and we've already eaten, sister, I haven't seen you for a long time, I miss you a lot, are you home alone?"
"In the hospital, you miss me, why don't you come back to help me sooner, the honeymoon hasn't been enough?"
"Sister, no, let me tell you, there's not very good news. Zuo Mi whispered, for fear that I would hear it.
"What's bad news, isn't it what's wrong with my brother?"
"No, sister, the father of the wind chime died when we came back, and now the wind chime is very sad, alas, I am depressed to death. ”
"Isn't my brother sad in this way?"
"Definitely, staying in the room, being alone and sullen, but the better thing is that it seems that the memory has changed, recalling the fragments of his father when he was a child. ”
"Alas, if my brother's memory is really restored, what a blow it will be to him, he is already like this before he recovers his memory, I am really worried about him. ”
"Sister, don't talk about it, the wind chimes are opening the door. ”
Jin Wenhui hung up the phone and sat in the office in a daze, not knowing what to do, until Chen Yong came in Jin Wenhui reacted.
"What's the matter, beautiful chairman, who messed with you, sullen, why do you have those eyes?" Chen Yong teased.
"You care about me, is there anything wrong?"
"Let me guess, the answer from your eyes should be related to my brother, let's talk about it, maybe I can solve it?"
"How do you solve it, my brother's father is dead, can you bring him back to life?" Jin Wenhui looked unhappy.
"Well, I'll call my brother later. ”
"Don't fight, my brother is feeling bad. ”
"Okay, if you don't fight, you won't fight, let me tell you something, Huang Liya's physical examination center has started to open, this woman has a big background, this is a terrible opponent. ”
"The cake is already small, but now there is one more person to share, it's really not enough to share, this Huang Liya has to think of a way, what does Yan Musk mean over there?"
"It's not interesting, maybe I have my own ideas. ”
"Forget it, it's better to ask for others than for yourself, let's find a way to do this slowly. ”
After Chen Yong went out, he heard the news from Jin Wenhui's mouth, and his heart was also very heavy, and he returned to the office sullenly, and Li Hao came in after a while.
"Husband, what's wrong?" Li Hao said with concern.
"My brother's father ......," Chen Yong held his head in his hands.
"What should we do?"
"I don't know, now my sister is by his side, I hope he can forget his sorrows, I really don't know what to do, my brother has nothing but us brothers and sisters. ”