Coldly watched the stupid classmates beside him. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

I knew I had to have an ugly look on my face, maybe a sneer, maybe a mockery.

......

My name is Barnyard Kitty and I am seventeen years old.

In this Gensokyo, my luck is good. Born with a prominent family background, and there is no need to bear any pressure, it can be said that there is no need to worry about food and clothing.

The barnyard family is one of the few first-class families in Gensoky Township, and it can be regarded as a high-ranking family. And as a child of a separate family, I was given a mission to inherit my father's kendo and protect the younger sister of the clan, Ah Qiu.

The Zong family said in writing, and I only used peace of mind to do a good job of guarding.

But why should I be allowed to study?

If I didn't know anything, I would surely be a competent bodyguard, a loyal dead man.

Knowledge makes me cowardly.

Being in the barnyard family, it was very easy for me to touch the shady scenes of the entire Gensokyo.

The book ruthlessly records the struggle of the barnyard family for generations, and records the barriers faced by human beings in the entire Gensokyo.

Faced with the confinement of the demon race, the human beings, who are as powerless as captive livestock, can't even resist the weakest.

This kind of thing is not something that a little person like me should be bothered about.

I just don't want to die.

The teachings of my family and my father have been instilled in my mind since I was a child, and the walls of the family gym are always hung with those four big characters - "Kill yourself to become a benevolent".

Everything the family did was just so that I was not afraid of death, so that I always had the courage to show up for the barnyard family.

My father also often taught me, "Only those who are not afraid of death are worthy to live." ”

But I clearly know that no matter how exquisite the swordsmanship is, under the demonic attack of the monster, it can't even withstand a single blow.

The samurai of the barnyard family must be able to treat death as home.

However, I always couldn't do it.

I shudder at the thought that in the world after I die, and for countless hours afterward, I will never reappear, as if I never existed in this world.

I was supposed to be a samurai who was not afraid of death.

But I'm just a dignified coward who shirks his responsibilities now.

I don't want to be "willing to die".

And I don't even want to believe that I'm doing it wrong.

If you don't know that the horror of death is happiness, then aren't those pigs and sheep in captivity at home the most enviable existence?

During that time, I was in a state of confusion, and it seemed that even my faith had collapsed.

My father seemed to see my abnormality and asked me to come to the temple house to study, so that I could recuperate my temperament and recover my condition.

I saw my father's idea and didn't refuse.

Perhaps, for him, this is nothing more than a period of melancholy for a young man.

Maybe my father also experienced this kind of entanglement.

But I know that I can't be like my father, I'm afraid of death, I'm afraid of death.

Until one day I walked out of the village.

......

I didn't dare to breathe.

I was afraid that the fluctuations between my breaths would ruin the beauty in front of me.

The scene and mood at that time are still remembered to this day.

......

I came to the vicinity of Hakurei Shrine during a walk.

I didn't expect that I would go so far, even going around to the back of the shrine.

Maybe it's a knee-jerk desire to see where the humans of Gensukyo, the guardian of the former generation, lived.

I thought it was a deserted place.

The chronicles left by the previous generation of the clan recorded that the Hakurei shrine maiden died due to an accident, and since then, the relevant records of the Hakurei shrine maiden have always been blank.

I, and even many people in the village, thought that the Hakurei inheritance was severed.

It wasn't until I pushed back the grass that I heard a sheep cry, and then I saw the shrine still alive in front of me.

I don't know what kind of mood I felt, so I didn't particularly bother with why the sheep appeared in the back yard of the shrine, but I just quickened my pace and walked towards the front of the shrine.

Then, my fast pace slowed and slowed down, and then I stood still.

Looking at the girl not far away with a broom, standing in front of the steps of the shrine and looking at the scenery in the distance.

It was probably a landscape that I will never forget for many years to come.

......

Since the advent of the world, the encounters between people have been extremely coincidental and accidental. Among the many individuals in this Gensokyo, I don't know whether I should despise it or cherish it because of this pure accident.

I only know that this most fortuitous encounter has changed the deepest sense of fate, and I can't move even a step that shocks me.

This girl in red, who is as pure as an elf, is looking at the scenery at the moment.

It seems to be in a daze with a broom.

Is she the shrine maiden of this generation of Hakurei?

Definitely. I affirm this inference without any reason.

Familiar with history, I know what a difficult fate each generation of shrine maidens faced.

Even though their fate is bumpy, they are still the guardians of us from generation to generation.

Powerful, elegant, and beautiful shrine maiden.

Guardian of humanity.

It's the elf-like woman in front of her.

Is she also burdened with such a sad and helpless fate?

Then, when I realized that the girl in front of me was Hakurei's shrine maiden, I suddenly felt a bitter inferiority.

Because of the sense of security.

A dignified man, but because of the appearance of a weak woman, he feels a sense of security.

I don't have a place to be ashamed.

Thinking has also become a mess.

......

Suddenly, the girl seemed to give me a look of presence, and looked back at me.

What beautiful eyes.

However, there was no next interaction.

The girl stepped aside and put down the broom, then sat down directly in front of the entrance to the shrine, pinched a piece of pastry and stuffed it into her mouth, and then took a small sip of tea.

Suddenly realizing that I had been discovered, I was in a hurry.

What should I do? Go up and talk?

The moment this thought came to me, I was born timid.

I didn't know what to do, so I walked to the shrine with stiff steps and pretended to be a natural visit to this ancient shrine.

A nice voice also sounded suddenly.

"I don't know what you're nervous about," the shrine maiden said, holding her teacup, "and you can't stuff the money for less than 100 yen each time." ”

Said something like that.

His embarrassment was seen through in an instant, and he became even more hurried.

But the latter sentence drew my attention to a quaint money box in front of the shrine.

"Hmm. I plucked up the courage to reply, and began to fumble for my purse.

I didn't bring a lot of money with me when I went out, only 500 yen, and I was a little embarrassed to put it all into the cash box.

No response was obtained.

I was relieved that I wasn't teased either, though.

Then I felt that my head was stupid, how could such a girl make fun of me because I stuffed too little money.

I visited the shrine and stuffed money, but I didn't find the god enshrined in the shrine.

Not sure what to do next.

I was going to turn my head and walk down the steps.

But there was always a voice in my heart telling me that if I left like this, maybe we wouldn't have any more crossings.

I felt very sad for a moment.

"My name is Barnyard Kitaka, are you a shrine maiden here?"

"Oh, is it from the Barnyard Family? My name is Hakuri Reimu, and I'm a shrine maiden here. ”

After a hurried hello, I almost ran away in embarrassment.

My father always taught me to die bravely, but I left it behind.

But at the moment, I seem to feel that if I really want to die for someone, maybe it's not so difficult to accept.

......

When I heard someone talking about Hakurei's shrine maiden, I was still lying on the table, but I inadvertently pricked up my ears.

However, the content of the conversation set a fire in my heart.

What a frivolous remark!

They don't know who they're talking about!

To be sure, it was not uncommon for classmates to talk to each other about the beautiful girls in the village. Even I sometimes get involved.

However, the object of the conversation is the Hakurei shrine maiden, and the Hakurei Reimu, I can't sit idly by.

Reimu Hakurei was the first beautiful girl I discovered.

It's as if I've found a treasure that I can't take away, and I wish no one but me would find her worth.

I'm supposed to be a samurai, but I seem to have the mood of an artist.

I couldn't help but fall into melancholy. ——————————————————————————

[Note: The chapter on the techniques of forcibly changing the topic in the first volume has been blocked] [Temporarily updated in this chapter] Teacher Mo Ming suddenly came to the temple house half a month ago.

To be honest, if it weren't for the fact that the big beauty would come to class less because of Teacher Bai Ze, almost no one would object to an extra big brother-level teacher.

After all, Mr. Bai Ze's class is too serious.

Although they are not repulsed, the students still spare no effort to tease this new teacher.

However, after all this time, none of his classmates had ever seen him really angry.

He is a very well-bred person.

However, he was always able to deal with naughty students before revealing his majestic side, which also shows that he does have two hits.

The barnyard eagle doesn't like Teacher Mo Ming very much.

It's like I've only seen a few times my sister, and Teacher Mo Ming is also unclear.

I don't know whether to say that he is good at dancing with long sleeves or is scheming, in all fairness, it is indeed difficult for Mr. Mo Ming, who is happy all day long, to make people feel resistant from the bottom of their hearts.

Are all outsiders like this?

That's right, after all, there are thousands of people in the outside world, so outsiders should be very shrewd people like him.

Obviously, now it's just chatting and farting with a few classmates, but sometimes the glances always make Xiaoying feel as if he has been seen through.

The same insightful gaze has only appeared on his sister Aqiu, who has only seen a few faces.

This feeling made Kitty Hawk a little annoyed.

"You know bragging? Someone like you can't be a teacher. The barnyard eagle interrupted Mo Ming's chanting of self-touting spells.

"Hey, do you dare to fight back, teacher, I soaked all the girls in the school back then, and my girlfriend changed every day, believe it?" Mo Ming didn't believe it herself. But of course, there was a look of righteous indignation on his face.

"Since you're holding it like this, then you're going to soak Teacher Huiyin back and prove it to us?"

"Yes, yes, soak Teacher Huiyin back!" Miyake and the others next to him also coaxed.

Maybe they didn't notice that they had already regarded Mo Ming as their own person who "stood on their side". This seems to be something that Huiyin has tried so hard to do.

"What? Are you kidding? Teacher Huiyin is not ......."

"As long as you truly love each other, race and age are not a problem!"

"I'll you," Mo Ming almost cried, "Are you really students?"

"How's that?

"Although Teacher Huiyin is a big beauty, but I'm sorry, you teacher, I have seen too many beauties outside in the first half of my life, and I'm tired of sight, I'm in love with beautiful women every day, it's very hard to understand? I'm tired, I won't love anymore. ”

Of course, Mo Ming omitted a few keywords. For example, "two-dimensional", "galgame" or something.

"If you can soak Teacher Huiyin, we will guarantee that you will pay attention to the class in the future, complete the homework on time, and give an extra share of the year-end money, how can you bet?"

There is still money at the end of the year? Why didn't Teacher Huiyin tell me about such a good thing? Mo Ming thought.

"It's nonsense!" Mo Ming glared, "At a young age, you can gamble? Who did you learn from?"

Mo Ming suddenly stood up, took out the majesty of a teacher, and began to speak loudly.

"Look at you, one by one, young, good don't learn, learn to pick up girls?"

"Do you know what love is? It's not love that governs you, it's desire! Look at what you say—pickle girl! What flirtatious and shallow words? Do you really think it's a fun and exciting game?"

"In your eyes, maybe love is light and fancy, you will never know how simple and heavy love is," Mo Ming glanced at the female students who had cast their eyes on the other side, adjusted her standing posture, and showed a poet-like expression, "True love is the encounter between souls and souls, no matter how long or short it lasts, such an encounter must be very solemn, and the souls of both parties must be deeply shocked." ”

Even though it was the end of class, the whole classroom was quiet.

Everyone's eyes were focused on Mo Ming's body, listening intently.

The old-fashioned teacher Shirasawa never mentions this kind of topic, however, this kind of topic is always the most concerned and talked about by young people.

Mo Ming exuded a melancholy temperament and sighed leisurely: "It is very normal for you to be curious about lust at your age, but you have to learn to distinguish between them. ”

"The spiritual connotation that distinguishes love from mere lust is the desire to find a guardian for one's own solitude. Lust is rooted in possessiveness, whereas love is essentially a giving, the opposite of possessiveness. ”

Mo Ming slowly moved towards the girls' pile.

"The giving of love is neither humble devotion nor arrogant charity, but it is a natural outpouring of inner abundance and therefore transcends moral and utilitarian considerations. The sage Nietzsche said it well: 'Whatever is done out of love has nothing to do with good or evil.' ’”

The girls burst into applause.

"Teacher, who is Nietzsche?"

The bear child was patted on the head by the girl next to him: "Silence! Listen to the teacher!"

Mo Ming smiled slightly and adjusted her voice, trying to make her voice deeper and more magnetic.

"A beautiful girl can elicit my admiration, but it can't make me obsessed. What fascinates me is the beauty that has a spirit, the beauty that is inherently connected to all things that are beautiful. In a girl with such a beautiful trait, you feel not only the beauty of herself, but also the beauty of nature, the beauty of art, and the beauty of life through her. Because all this beauty was understood by her heart, and it was wonderfully expressed in her temperament, demeanor, speech, and movements. ”

"The girls in our class are undoubtedly spiritual women," Mo Ming wasted no time in returning the topic, "Born in this comfortable and peaceful fantasy town, you are born with a quiet temperament than girls born in the noisy and chaotic outside world." You're all rare good girls. ”

"Unlike Huiyin, I am not against falling in love, but in the same way, I don't encourage love. ”

"I only hope that if the girls in the class really fall into love one day, I hope you will carefully discern and use your own eyes to find the other half who really loves you. ”

"As for the male classmates in the class, if you really want to fall in love, my advice is to first set your attitude right. Infatuation with beautiful women is a common trait of men. But love is different, it is very serious, and it is necessary to tremble and self-denial. If you can't grasp your own proportions and lose ground, then you will lose the opportunity and regret it for Meng Lang when you were young in the second half of your life. ”

I don't know if they understand what I'm talking about?

After finishing his words, Mo Ming turned around and walked out of the classroom, leaving a lonely back, hiding his merit and fame.

Only the stunned boys and the girls with little stars in their eyes were left behind.

......

The classroom was quiet for a while, and then suddenly it was lively again.

Everyone seemed to open up the conversation.

The same goes for the Miyake people in the corner.

"I kind of believe what this guy says, maybe he's really in the relationship counseling business out there. Miyake sighed.

"Hey, you didn't look at those girls, you didn't know if you were deceived by that guy. "Murakami is dissatisfied.

"But Teacher Mo Ming is really a bit powerful. "Sasaki Road.

"Wait," Miyake suddenly realized, "No, that's why he's gone?"

"That's right, shouldn't this guy be scared and know that he can't catch up with Teacher Huiyin, so he suddenly started talking so loudly, right?"

"This ...... This is the rhythm of forcibly blowing and forcibly shifting the topic afterwards......"

Several people in Miyake began to denounce this coward teacher Mo Ming.

No one noticed the barnyard who was lost in thought because of the teacher's free talk.

Barnyard Tian Jun is pulling his eyebrows, as if he has been enlightened, but also seems to be entangled.

......

Mo Ming, who turned back confidently, began to snicker as soon as she left the classroom, and almost bumped into Teacher Huiyin around the corner.

"Ahh

"It's fine. I heard Teacher Mo Ming's extraordinarily high talk!" Huiyin smiled.

"......" Mo Ming's face darkened, and it was over......

"Teacher Mo Ming really has ideas. ”

"It's not," Mo Ming lowered her eyebrows, "I also used to read some books in my spare time, and I thought that the words in the books might be able to be used, so I memorized some of them, and Teacher Huiyin didn't laugh." ”

"Well, I've seen what you said in books. ”

"Oh, Teacher Huiyin, who is well-read and knowledgeable?!"

"People from the outside are much more expansive in their minds than people in Gensokyo, so they often have better insights. ”

"Yes, no wonder Teacher Huiyin also has a lot of books from outside in his house. ”

"Why did Teacher Mo Ming suddenly tell the students about this?"

"Alas, because a few students were so naughty that they ...... at the time"

You can't say it's your student who asked me to chase you down, right?

Mo Ming decisively betrayed Miyake and them, made up some plots, and finally got over the tricks.

"Teacher Mo Ming is too kind," Huiyin was slightly dissatisfied, "The teacher must have the majesty of a teacher, and he must punish the naughty students appropriately." ”

"Well, I made a note of it. Teacher Huiyin, let's go to class, it seems that the time for the class has passed. ”

"Okay, goodbye. ”

"Goodbye. ”

Turning his head, Mo Ming smacked his lips with a toothache.

In the future, you can't just talk nonsense at will, these students are easy to deal with, but their boss is a parent of food and clothing.

I knew that if I just said a few more good words from Teacher Huiyin in the class, I might be able to add points to myself.

But fortunately, he didn't say anything bad with a big mouth.

......