Okay, I'll wait for you. The younger brother felt that he could afford to wait, as long as his sister could continue to work hard, there would be no problem in taking the exam.

Subsequently, the two left school and went home.

……

The day the college entrance examination results came down.

The mad woman fell ill at home.

When the siblings returned home, they saw the woman lying in the kitchen, and the younger brother hurriedly dialed 120 and rushed to the hospital, but on the way, the woman died of terminal cancer.

This incident caused a lot of blows to the siblings.

Although they already knew that the woman had already suffered from an incurable disease, the sister and brother were still very sad.

Man, yesterday was fine.

But today, people say no, no.

It's like a dream, shattered with a bang, without any chance of saving and making amends.

When a woman first found out that she had cancer, because the medical expenses and surgery fees were too expensive, even if she sold a house, it was less than one-tenth of the cost, and the woman despaired.

did not listen to the doctor's dissuasion, resolutely left the hospital, and hung an old breath that he could live one more day.

And in the rest of her life, the woman did the last two things in her life.

The first thing is to find my long-lost daughter.

The second thing is to witness the success of the two children in the college entrance examination, and to see the two of them working together to be admitted to university.

The first had already been done, and the second could have been done, but she still didn't end up being able to see her brother's report card before she died.

……

After the death of the woman.

There are only two siblings left in the family.

During this extremely long summer vacation, the two didn't go shopping and play games much.

Their minds are full of cremation scenes.

A whole person goes in, and when it comes out, it becomes a small urn.

It's so small that you can hold it with one hand.

It's light, but it's heavy.

……

A month later.

Although the summer vacation is not completely over, the freshmen need military training, and the younger brother can only go to school.

The elder sister took her brother's salute and sent him to the station and watched him leave.

And the repetition stage of his third year of high school can be regarded as the official beginning.

……

In college.

The younger brother was not in a hurry to find a girlfriend.

The female classmates in the class confessed to him that he had someone he liked.

The female classmate asked him who he liked.

The younger brother did not answer.

Every night, I would call my sister to ask each other what they had been doing lately.

"Sister, I look at your circle of friends, it seems that there are not as many selfies as there used to be recently. ”

"I didn't pay much attention. ”

"Is it after I left home...... Are you lazy? I don't wear contact lenses anymore, and I don't wear makeup?"

"Hey, I've been exercising every day lately, my face has been tanned, and makeup is useless. ”

"But tanning has nothing to do with contact lenses, right?"

The two men asked back and forth.

But I never ask the other party if they are looking for a partner.

It's as if this question is a death proposition, and it will not be easily asked, let alone answered.

……

Half a year later.

The younger brother became the president of the school's literary club, published hundreds of poems, and had countless certificates.

I was fortunate enough to be featured in a local newspaper.

He was happy to buy drunk in a late-night bar.

After drinking, I returned to my bedroom and continued to write in my diary.

……

Wake up.

He hurriedly went to the magazine shop outside to buy a new newspaper for today, and saw where his news about the great poet would appear.

"I should be in the headlines. ”

His gaze immediately fell on the banner on the front page.

Full of anticipation, he was stunned.

The news on the front page banner is:

Yesterday, an 18-year-old female high school student committed suicide by jumping off a building after killing a female teacher.

Not only that, but there is also a picture on top of the text.

The photo of the female murderer is-

My own sister!

……

"How...... How could it be? My sister, how could she have committed suicide by jumping off a building?"

He couldn't believe it and hurriedly called his sister's phone.

Powered off.

QQ, stealth.

WeChat, no one replied.

He was in a hurry, and after asking the counselor for leave, he hurriedly went to buy a plane ticket, but today's ticket was sold out.

In order to be able to get to his destination faster, he chartered a car.

……

Hangang City.

The younger brother hurried home, and there was no one at home.

It's Sunday, there's no class, she's not at home, is the news true?

Is my sister really dead?

The younger brother hurriedly contacted the nearby Jing Bureau, and the person on the other side of the phone said that the deceased was indeed Chu Zhizhi, no doubt.

The body is currently in the Department of Forensic Medicine and is being studied.

……

With no body in sight, the younger brother could only look at the diary he had written in despair, in order to find some memories of his sister.

"Sister, I have a good life in this school, but I miss you very much. ”

"That's right, missing you comes from two feelings. ”

"I can say bluntly that one is from the fact that you have protected me since I was a child, beat me, made me have awe, worship, and regarded you as a superwoman. ”

"When I was a child, you were omnipotent in my eyes. ”

"If it's too tiring to go up the mountain, you'll carry me on your back, and I'll feel very relaxed, lying on your back, and taking a nap. ”

"After going up the mountain, in order to let me play, you also deliberately knitted a swing, the seat of the swing belongs to me alone, and the person pushing me behind me will always be you. ”

"The second feeling, in fact, I am embarrassed to say. But the good thing is that this is a diary, you can't see it, and I can say it boldly. ”

"This second relationship started when I was a freshman. ”

"Sister, do you remember that night after self-study, we ran home together in the heavy rain?"

"Under the eaves of that sheltered from the heavy rain, there happened to be a lightning flash, and at that moment, I saw your face. ”

"You used to be not the type I liked. I like cute, kawaii, it's the kind of girl in anime with a sweet voice. ”

"But you're not, you're a complete woman, you can beat and scold, I even think that after you get married, your husband will also call you a big brother. ”

"But at that moment, when I looked at your face, I was stunned. ”

"Your face with raindrops, wet bangs, water-stained lips, and wet white clothes made my mouth dry for a moment. ”

"My first reaction was...... Oops, it's heartwarming...... Oh my God, my sister is so good-looking. ”

But the next second, I was ashamed, because I knew that I was not right. ”

"Since then, I have had more feelings for you, and I have been with you as before, but I have always kept this feeling in my heart and have not said it. ”

"Until one day...... I saw the household register. ”

"I saw it in the household register...... No name on me. ”

"I'm starting to doubt my identity, I suspect that I'm not biological at all, I'm a little scared, a little disappointed, a little disbelieving, but there is also a hint of excitement and hope!"

"I found Mommy very bluntly and asked what was going on. ”

"Mommy didn't lie to me, she told the truth, she said, I am adopted, only the adoption certificate, so my name will not appear in the household register. ”

"Mommy and Dad, what they want is naturally a son, who can pass on the lineage. ”

"But...... The first child is you. ”

"I wanted to have a second child, and I happened to have a plan. ”

"They adopted me in order to have a son. ”

"That moment...... I'm happy because I know that you and I are not related by blood, so it's normal that we're in love, we're married. ”

"I have lived for eighteen years, but you have occupied me for eighteen years, your good side, your bad side, my good side, my bad side, we know each other, I think, we are a match made in heaven. ”

"In the year I've seen you again, I've found that you've become a person. ”

"You're no longer that girl, but like a very naïve child, you like to play those childish games, you like to eat spicy strips, jelly. ”

"Not only that, but even your look and behavior are so like a girl next door. ”

"Also, when I was shopping, you put your arm around me without fear, in fact, I was quite happy in my heart, because I felt that I was your boyfriend at that time. ”

"Despite these behaviors, I like you more and more...... However, I still feel guilty. ”

"This sudden adoption news, even if it is true, can't give up our eighteen-year sister-brother relationship, and it can't be cut in two, right?"

"I hope again, and I blame myself again, because you have long been my relative. ”

"People's normal feelings are from love to marriage, from lovers to relatives, which is a thing that gradually becomes deeper. ”

"But now, I have to change from a relationship with relatives to a relationship with lovers...... To be honest, I'm a bit messy, I'm a little unacceptable, I always feel like it's not right. ”

"What was supposed to be desperate has become hope, but now ...... I couldn't accept this kind of hope, and I felt that I should resist. ”

So, I made up my mind that I wanted to find a girlfriend in college, and after that, this delicate relationship between you and me, I will always bury it in my heart and never say it. ”

"So, although I know that you failed in the next month's exam, and on the surface I try to help you revise, in fact, I am very happy in my heart, because in this case, you will definitely not be able to get into the school of my choice. ”

"That way, you won't see me spending all my time at school looking for other girls. ”

"But if you are by my side, then the feelings that I originally buried in my heart will be unwillingly revealed, although I am very rational now, but man is an impulsive animal, I am afraid that one day I will lose my mind to you. ”

"So, it was the best choice for you and I to go to college separately. ”

"When I participated in a group activity to a nursing home, I fell in love with a girl from the e-commerce class next door. ”

"Originally, the contact information had already arrived, but that night, you said a piece of news that made me heart again. ”

"When I called, I asked you why you didn't wear contact lenses. ”

"You say I don't like it. ”

"You know what? When you say this, I feel that even though there are thousands of seas and mountains between the two of us, I will climb over the mountains just to see you. ”

"But...... Sister, when I want to be with you, why do you say just leave?"

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