Coming downstairs and standing at the door of Shen Jiayue's room, Jiang Yi knocked on the door without the slightest hesitation.

After waiting for a while, there was no sound inside, and just as he wanted to knock on the door again, Shen Jiayue's voice came, "Come in." ”

Stunned for a moment, he pushed open the door and found Shen Jiayue wearing pajamas, sitting at the desk, writing something, and after a closer look, he found that she was writing a diary.

"Do you still have a habit of keeping a diary?"

This surprised Jiang Yi a little, he had been with Shen Jiayue for so long before, and he didn't find out that she still had this habit.

"This diary is my previous one, and I accidentally flipped through it, so I wrote it at random. ”

Shen Jiayue put away the diary, "Do you have something to say to me?" It just so happens that I have something to say to you, the sound of the rain at night sounds very pleasant, let's go out and talk." ”

When Shen Jiayue came out, he held a photo album in his hand, and the two of them moved chairs and sat under the eaves, the raindrops were like drops of falling beads, rolling to the ground at will, disappearing, and there was a hint of coolness in the wind, and the summer rain seemed to have a special magic, which could extinguish all the heat and anxiety during the day.

Shen Jiayue looked at the falling raindrops, looking very quiet and graceful, Jiang Yi didn't speak, and enjoyed the summer night rain with her.

Shen Jiayue said suddenly: "I know what you want to tell me, did Xu Ying tell you about me?"

"Yes, but she just said a few things about you when you were a kid. ”

"What she said was true, I did change a lot at that time, the feeling of losing my favorite thing in one night, that feeling of pain and confusion, it took me three years to put it in my heart and not let anyone notice it. ”

"Actually, I don't blame my father, I just couldn't understand at that time, why a person can become so fast, he just told me that he wants to start a family again, I won't object, even if he doesn't have me in his plan, I don't blame him, I can take care of myself, I just can't let go, obviously his relationship with my mother is so good, how can he bear to never go to her grave after she dies?"

"In the days after my mother's death, I shut myself up in my room, and I heard everything they said, and those uncles and aunts who had been very kind to me said very cold and merciless words, and I knew then that I would have no one to rely on in this world. ”

Different from when she visited her mother's grave before, Shen Jiayue's expression and tone were very calm, as if she was telling someone else's story, but her hand holding the photo album was very hard, and her muscles and veins became obvious.

"At that time, Shen Qiqi was still very young, my father still remembered him at that time, but he went to work later, so I came to take care of him, although it was a little hard, but I think it was worth it, no matter what, he was always my father, at least he hurt me, I wouldn't let him go, but Jiang Yi ...... Do you know that pain?"

Jiang Yi stretched out his hand and gently held her hand, although he didn't speak, the temperature from the palm of his hand slowly soothed the pain in her heart.

"For a long time, I didn't want to mention or anyone to mention things about my family, this is a thorn in my heart, even if I touch it lightly, I will bleed, I don't complain, but I am uncomfortable, I am in pain, I am desperate, there is only one belief to support me to come over, that is, to let those people see clearly, I Shen Jiayue is not an object, no one is qualified to determine my value, what about children? ”

"I've said a lot of things to hurt you before, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to, the path I'm going to take has already been decided, you know, I won't give up easily, but, I didn't expect you to say those words in front of my mother's grave......"

Jiang Yi looked at her, his eyes were gentle and firm, "I know you have a way to go, and I won't stop you, but you met me, I want you to understand, this is not a mistake, I want to be by your side, I want to take you away from those painful memories, I want you to understand my world, and I also want to like the world you are in for you." ”

Shen Jiayue gently lowered her eyelashes and opened the photo album, "My world is in this, and this place used to be all I had." ”

A woman in a white down jacket is holding a little girl in a red cotton jacket in her arms, smiling very happily, and a man in a dark blue coat standing behind her, smiling very gently.

At that time, Shen Jiayue was still very young, Shen Qiqi should not have been born yet, and this photo should be Shen Jiayue's most precious memory.

"I kept these photos quietly, and some of them were cut up by my father. ”

"Jiang Yi, let me ask you a question, what you said in front of my mother's grave, are you serious? Are you really that ...... Like me?"

Shen Jiayue suddenly changed his words and looked at Jiang Yi very seriously, but there was no obvious joy and expectation in his eyes, as if he was just asking for a question.

"Yes, I liked it when I confessed to you, but now...... I'm afraid this feeling has gone up to the next level, I ......"

Before he finished speaking, his lips were blocked, Shen Jiayue's face was close at hand, his eyelashes were slightly agitated, and the warmth and softness of his lips made Jiang Yi react.

Closing his eyes slightly, the tip of his heart was trembling, he deepened the kiss little by little, a dazzling light came, and thunder sounded, but it didn't disturb the two people who were snuggled together.

The rain seems to be slowing down......

"Are you all packed?"

"Almost, Dad, or I'll stay with you, you've only been in good health for the past two days, and I happen to have nothing to do at school......"

Before Shen Qiqi's words were finished, he was interrupted by Shen Changfeng, "No, I'm in good health, don't you still have to take the postgraduate entrance examination?" Take the exam well, if there is nothing to do, don't bother your sister all the time, you are also a young man, you have to learn to deal with it yourself." ”

Early the next morning, Shen Jiayue began to pack up his things and prepare to leave, originally Shen Qizheng wanted to stay, but Shen Changfeng strongly objected, so Shen Qizheng had to pack up his things together.

The suitcase and other things were put into the trunk, Jiang Yi saw Shen Changfeng standing at the door, his expression was a little reluctant, he knew that he was looking at Shen Jiayue.

Jiang Yi patted Shen Jiayue's arm, Shen Jiayue understood what he meant, and just said lightly: "Then let's go first, if there is anything, Dr. Li will contact me directly, if you need to be hospitalized, I will go directly to the hospitalization procedures, you ...... Take good care of yourself. ”

Shen Changfeng showed an extremely happy smile, "I know, you have to take good care of yourself outside, but I am relieved to have Xiao Jiang by your side." ”

Shen Jiayue didn't say anything more, and when Jiang Yi and Shen Qiqi got into the car, they started the car and left.