Chapter 620: Worry because of love, fear because of love

Wang Xue poured boiling water into the kettle, cut two slices of lemon, and put three spoonfuls of honey.

It took two minutes before a glass of water was poured out of the jug.

The water was still very hot, so Wang Xue walked into Li Da's room and put the water on the small cabinet next to it.

At this time, Li Da was already asleep.

His breathing was even, and his face was flushed with an unusually drunken flush.

"It's really good to be drunk, you can say what is in your heart unscrupulously, and you don't care if others can sleep or not, you yourself sleep soundly. ”

Wang Xue complained as she took off Chen An's shoes and then her socks.

I originally wanted to forget it, but at this time, my feet that had been wearing shoes for a day were naturally sweating, and I let him sleep without washing his feet, Wang Xue felt like ants crawling, and she was uncomfortable.

"Come on, I'm out of luck. ”

Wang Xue returned to the bathroom, washed her hands, connected the hot water with a basin, mixed it with cold water, tested the temperature, and then brought it to the room.

Li Da is still like a dead pig, the same as just now.

He really won't move when he's asleep.

Wang Xue rolled up his trousers and put his feet in the water.

"Am I Li Da's maid?"

Wang Xue couldn't help but complain about herself.

I feel that I have too much of the immediacy of a maid in the old society, serving tea and pouring water for the master, washing and cooking, and washing his feet.

When she took care of Luo Dongqing, she didn't serve to this extent.

"I'm just afraid that his feet will stain the sheets, so I'll wash them when the time comes. Well, that's it. ”

Wang Xue found a reason for her behavior, and at the same time washed Li Da's feet.

After cleaning up, when Wang Xue was about to undress Li Da, she couldn't help but carefully observe Li Da's sleeping face.

"Actually, it's nothing special to look at. ”

She talked to herself, but at this time, Li Da would not respond to her.

Wang Xue sat on the edge of the bed, sighed, and said, "Sometimes I really wonder if you have any special functions that can make women like you with all their hearts, and there is obviously nothing worth liking! I've always taken care of you more, so why do I like you?"

Wang Xue was a little unconvinced.

The two really want to figure it out, Li Da naturally has it when she takes care of her, but when she compares them one by one, she still takes care of Li Da more.

But after finishing speaking, she observed Li Da like a thief again, and found that he didn't react, so she breathed a sigh of relief.

"I guess I drank too much. ”

Wang Xue found that she also had a lot of things to say, her intentions for Li Da, and what she wanted to complain about him, but she didn't dare to let Li Da hear these words, so it was better not to say them.

Wang Xue sighed and decided that she should not stay here for a long time.

took away the quilt that Li Da was pillowing under him, and Li Da still lay down to the side like a dead pig.

Wang Xue roughly untied his belt and took off his pants for him.

I'm still wearing autumn pants inside, so I won't see anything I shouldn't see.

Despite this, Wang Xue still felt that her face was a little hot.

Isn't her current behavior very much like a virtuous wife who takes care of her drunken husband?

The average wife does not wash her husband's feet.

Wang Xue feels that even if she is a wife, she is more virtuous.

It's a pity that she can't be Li Da's wife.

Wang Xue was originally a little excited, but suddenly became a little uncomfortable.

Is this what it feels like to like someone?

Sometimes happy, sometimes troubled, sometimes painful, sometimes sweet.

And the time for this transformation is also very short, and when you are happy, you suddenly think of unhappy things.

put Li Da's head on the pillow and covered him with a quilt, and Wang Xue was finally able to retire.

It's just that, looking at Li Da's quiet sleeping face, a certain emotion in Wang Xue's heart suddenly amplified.

She stared at Li Da for a while, and suddenly felt the urge to kiss him.

Wang Xue's head slowly lowered, and finally, she restrained her impulse, originally to kiss Li Da's lips, but in the end, she only touched Li Da's face lightly, and was about to leave, Li Da suddenly grabbed her hand.

Wang Xue was suddenly shocked, could it be that Li Da had been awake all along?

He's fishing?

Thinking that when he took off Li Da's coat just now, he seemed to be cooperating intentionally or unintentionally, but he was thinking about things in his heart at that time and didn't notice so much.

Wang Xue's heart was in turmoil, and she heard Li Da whisper in a daze: "Let's sleep together." ”

Li Da's eyes only opened a slit, he didn't see clearly who the person in front of him was, he only felt that it was a person.

In fact, when he was washing his feet, he faintly felt it, and then, he subconsciously felt that this was Long Ya.

Now Li Da, his brain is not very clear, and he has forgotten that Long Ya is not here.

And Wang Xue thought that Li Da was going to sleep with herself, so she subconsciously struggled, but her strength was not as great as Li Da's, and when she struggled, Li Da grabbed her tighter, and pulled her to the bed at once, and then lifted the quilt and wrapped Wang Xue as well.

Wang Xue was stupid, but before she was pulled into her arms by Li Da, she instinctively kicked the cotton slippers off.

Li Da took her into his arms.

Wang Xue smelled a strong smell of wine, which was not good, the taste was very strong, making her feel dizzy, as if she was drunk.

What shocked her even more was that Li Da's hand reached in from the hem of her clothes.

Wang Xue was stiff, she didn't dare to move anymore, she even forgot to struggle, and her mind was blank.

Although it is blank, at this time, Wang Xue actually thought a lot of messy, what drunken disorder turned out to be true, what should I struggle or cooperate, and whether Li Da would get pregnant if she messed up, etc.

There are a lot of distracting thoughts, as if they are schizophrenic.

When Li Da's hand grabbed the position that could not be said, Wang Xue couldn't help but let out a low groan.

She was ashamed and annoyed now.

It's annoying that Li Da actually did such a thing to her strongly, and it's shameful that she has never had such intimate contact with a man.

But the body seems to be reacting.

She is really a woman with a lot of desire.

This made Wang Xue very ashamed.

Her concept is more traditional, and she feels that it is really shameless for a woman to have this kind of thought.

But no matter what she thought, her body instinctively longed for Li Da......

The old cow still wants to eat tender grass, and the old deer in his heart has already hit the speed of a deadly rhythm.

However, Li Da stopped and said with some confusion: "How can this still shrink Teacher Long?"

Wang Xue: "......"

Shrink......

Hearing this, Wang Xue still didn't understand that Li Da was mistaken.

This drunk!

Wang Xue angrily pushed Li Da away, got out of bed, put on his shoes and ran away.

Li Da opened his eyes in a daze, he opened his eyes too slowly, he couldn't see Wang Xue's running figure, looking at the ceiling, he suddenly thought: "What did I want to do just now?"

Forget it, don't think about it, sleepy.

Li Da closed his eyes again.

On the other side, Wang Xue returned to her room, but buried her head in the pillow.

She was angry.

Angry Li Da, even more angry with himself.

She could understand Li Da, she was just mistaken, it was a misunderstanding at all, he didn't have any thoughts about himself.

And she can't understand herself.

What the hell was she looking forward to?

However, there is another place that is angry, and that is the word "shrinkage".

She was upset, but there was nothing she could do.

Wang Xue originally wanted to take a shower and then sleep, but now she is not in the mood.

When she returned to her room, she felt like she was once again wrapped up in all kinds of negative emotions.

Shame, anger, self-blame, jealousy, sadness, all kinds of emotions.

Wrapped in this negative emotion, she still went to fruit, and when she opened her eyes the next day, she found that her pillow was a little wet, and there were still some dry wet marks in the corners of her eyes.

She only remembered that she had a very sad dream, and when she woke up again, she didn't remember the details of the dream anymore, she only remembered that there was Luo Dongqing and Li Da in it, and it was a very sad story.

Because the matter of liking Li Da was known, Luo Dongqing despised her, feeling that she still liked boys younger than herself at such an age, and it was even more excessive to grab men with her.

And Li Da also disliked her and felt that she was shameless.

The sadness was so strong that even now that she had woken up, she still felt that she was still immersed in a dream in which she could not defend herself or ask for forgiveness, so she could only bear it silently.

Holding her knees in a daze for a while, Wang Xue suddenly thought that this was a dream.

She breathed a sigh of relief again.

Fortunately, nothing so horrible happened, and it didn't reach the point of no return.

Wang Xue's inner sadness was diluted a little, but she was still a little sad.

She actually wants to have her own love, but who would have thought that the first person she liked was a little boy who was so much younger than herself and had multiple girlfriends.

Obviously, they should have a generation gap.

Wang Xue realized that it seemed that because Li Da was very mature, she had never been able to treat Li Da as a younger brother, but as a peer.

No wonder things go wrong.

I also analyzed the reason why I fell into the pit, but it didn't work.

Wang Xue sat up from the bed, today, she rarely wanted to take leave and didn't want to go to work.

When she came out of the room, she saw that Li Da was already in the kitchen.

Seeing Li Da, Wang Xue recalled that last night, Li Da forcibly pulled her to the bed and hugged her for a while, and also did something to her.

For a while, he couldn't help but feel ashamed and angry, thinking that he was so ruthless to himself in his dream, Wang Xue was even more angry.

"Morning. ”

Li Da greeted Wang Xue, Wang Xue glared at him, ignored him, and went directly to wash.

“?”

Li Da was a little dazed.

Wang Xue is usually very gentle, and it is impossible to be angry for no reason.

Could it be that I offended her by getting drunk yesterday?

He felt that was the only possibility.

Li Da thought about it carefully, and he finally thought of the reason.

It seems that he said a lot to Wang Xue yesterday, as for what he said, Li Da vaguely remembered that it should be Ma Dong's matter, as well as Xiao Xiao's matter.

I don't remember the details.

That's for sure.

Li Da had forgotten all about the rest of the matter, and he remembered to chat with Wang Xue.

Li Da is actually very close to the truth, he did offend Wang Xue because he drank too much, but what really offended her was actually the word shrinkage.

Wang Xue doesn't want to lose face?

"She must be angry because she knows that I'm already with Long Ya, so I'll apologize to her. ”

Li Da thought in his heart, communicated with Wang Xue well, and then thought about Luo Dongqing's side.

Sure enough, there was no impermeable wall, and he originally thought that he could hide it at least until the second half of the year, but as a result, he was drunk and said everything.

However, probably Wang Xue can guess it.

Li Da sighed in his heart, his alcohol consumption is really poor, and it is best not to drink it in the future.

He actually knows this, the original self only got drunk once when he graduated from college, drank three bottles of Xiaolang wine, and then let his roommate carry him back, just sleep well, his head doesn't hurt, his stomach doesn't hurt.

The roommate also had a headache for a day, so much so that Li Da once felt that his alcohol consumption was OK, not awesome, and he didn't pull his hips.

However, yesterday's drink was a bit strong, and I didn't feel anything when I drank it, so it turned out to be a delayed seizure.

However, Li Da's health is really good, and he is refreshed after a good night's sleep, and he does not feel uncomfortable after a hangover at all.

When Li Da was thinking crankily in his heart, Wang Xue also finished washing.

"I worked hard for you last night. ”

After Li Da got up, of course his IQ returned to normal, and he knew that Wang Xue must be taking care of himself, so thank him first, Wang Xue will never show face to him again, right?

As soon as Wang Xue heard the words "last night", she remembered what happened last night, and she was embarrassed again, glared at Li Da, and said, "You're welcome, anyway, I won't care about you next time." ”

When you're drunk, you like to talk nonsense, and when you grab others, you say how important it is in your heart, and when you say you abandon it, you abandon it, hum!

Wang Xue counted the ruthless Li Da in her dream on Li Da's head.

Also, I won't give him a chance to eat tofu next time!

When Li Da heard this, his scalp suddenly went numb.

It's over, Wang Xue's indifferent tone, it's the first time he's seen it.

She must have been disappointed in herself.

How did he know that Wang Xue was so angry with him, but it was because of Wang Xue's own dream.

Who would have thought that?

People sit at home, and the pot comes from dreams.

"I'm sorry, I apologize for what happened last night. ”

Hearing Li Da say this, Wang Xue's face was hot again, and she almost couldn't hold back her expression.

"Do you remember last night?"

Wang Xue hopes that Li Da can forget about it.

"Of course I remember. ”

Li Da felt that he had nothing missing in his memory, so he was very confident.

Wang Xue felt that her heart was beating much faster, and she was now ashamed and annoyed.

Aren't you stupid and pretending that nothing happened, or pretending to forget?

If you have to say it directly, it makes her feel ashamed, it's really a big fool!

Wang Xue complained frantically about Li Da in her heart, but she didn't know that the cross-server chat between the two of them started here......