Chapter 33: Giving Up

"Is it okay to eat hot pot, are you afraid of spicy?" I asked, eating hot pot this season is a good choice, but ordinary girls can't stand the spicy smell of hot pot, and are afraid of acne on their faces.

Tang Xinyu nodded happily and said, "It seems that we have a common hobby, we both like to eat spicy food, hot pot is my favorite, it's not good if you don't eat it twice a month!"

I smiled and rode her to an old-fashioned alley.

There is a hot pot here called Lane Tang hot pot, the store is not big, but it is extremely famous, few people above the white-collar class know, a small shop that is very poor, with my current dress and identity, the high-end local waiter will not let me in, I can't afford it, although the grade here is not high, but delicious, clean, I think this is enough.

"Hey, this hot pot restaurant seems to have been open for more than ten years, right? I remember coming here once when I was a child, and then I always wanted to eat, but I couldn't find it, Ye Fan, you are so good, you can actually find here, I am going to eat a big meal today!"

Tang Xinyu's performance surprised me, she has all the characteristics of a goddess, beautiful, noble, and extraordinary temperament, but there is no pretension and arrogance, which is very similar to Yu Yi, but very different.

When I thought of Yu Yi, my heart was inevitably dull, and I asked for a dozen cold beers, and drank them by myself, wanting to use the wine to kill my sorrows, and at the same time, I also told myself in my heart that although I was separated from her, she was the only woman I had ever really loved, and I had to keep a certain distance from others.

It may not make any sense to do this, it is just a matter of self-comfort.

"Why are you drinking alone, the first time I eat with you, I toast you, thank you for the handsome guy Ye for appreciating the light and having dinner with me, a difficult woman!" Tang Xinyu was not ambiguous at all, and raised her glass to collide with me.

Her lips were delicate, ruddy and shiny without lipstick, a little cherry sip, sipping the rim of the glass, drinking very slowly, her expression was struggling, obviously she didn't drink well, but she still stubbornly took a sip.

After the dishes on the table were served, we ate and chatted, and I noticed that she was very eloquent and listened to her tell stories about her childhood.

There are plain ones, and there are also heart-warming ones, which have nothing to do with me, but they can be said by her mouth, and they have been processed with a soft voice, but they are so fascinating, unconsciously, more than half of the hot pot has been eaten, and she has not finished speaking, and I have long forgotten what the purpose of inviting her to dinner is.

I was completely immersed in the scene of relaxing and talking freely between my friends, and I later learned that it was the influence of a person's personality charm, and her personality charm is imprinted in my life.

"By the way, I have gone to the principal in the past few days, and I have also gone to your college to find the dean, your student status has not been cleared by the school yet, because this has to go through a certain process, from the school declared by the college, and then from the school declared by the Education Bureau, I am afraid that it will not be processed in a month or two, so there must be a turnaround for you to return to school!"

After three rounds of drinking, Tang Xinyu finally cut to the topic, she drank a bottle of beer, the original milk-white melon seed face has been slightly red, from noble and elegant, to the current hazy charming, I don't know when, my eyes began to look at her cheeks, I know this is out of politeness between friends, but her face seems to have magic, once it is stained, it is difficult to move away from it.

Seeing that I didn't show a disgusted expression, Tang Xinyu said more seriously: "Remember what I told you, a month later, the National University Games......, right?

Tang Xinyu's expression became more and more expectant, and she wanted to continue, but was interrupted by me halfway.

"Do you know how many schools participate in the National University Games?"

"They are all key universities, plus the kind of special colleges and universities opened by the state and invited from abroad, there are more than 300 in total. ”

"How many athletes are there in each school?"

"According to the strength of the school, the declared projects are also different, because our school is not very famous, so we only have the right to apply for three projects, six people to participate, and some powerful schools are afraid that there will be twenty or thirty people to participate. ”

"There are thousands of competitors in one piece, and I, a porter riding a sacred ox, am worth among the vast powerhouses, what do you think are the chances of me winning a medal?" I asked rhetorically in a low tone.

Tang Xinyu's face changed, and she realized that she had been brought into a pre-set condom.

But she was still unwilling, and paused and retorted: "Don't try, how do you know that you won't succeed, there is only one chance, don't you want to fight for your fate, Ye Fan, in my impression, you are a person who will persist in running even in the face of a desperate situation and a completely impossible competition, and you are a hero who creates miracles, I beg you, don't give up, okay, even if it ...... Even if it's for me, even though we've only met a few times as friends, I really want to see the day you rise again!"

Her words reminded me of the scenes on the field of the Games, surviving in a desperate situation, facing an impossible situation, I still held my head high and broke the shackles with blood and sweat.

How energetic I was then! But that's in the past.

I smiled faintly, and while getting up, I said: " I'm not afraid of your jokes, what I'm most afraid of now is seeing my past acquaintances, I'm afraid that others will find out that I'm out of prison, and, no matter what the attitude of the school is, I've made it clear what I think, I won't go back, because, no one wants to study with an outlaw with a murder weapon, I'm living a pretty down-to-earth life now, and the ordinary life belongs to me, just like my name, the autumn wind and falling leaves, ordinary and ordinary, the past is already history, forget it early!"

When Tang Xinyu heard my words, her eyes were like bright moon, flashing like autumn water, her lips were a little pale, and she said, "Do you really think so?"

I paused, nodded vigorously, and said, "Don't mention this matter again, let's go, I'll send you home!"

I was just about to walk over and help her up, but Tang Xinyu stubbornly shook off my hand, pursed her ruddy thin lips, and said: "You disappointed me too much, the Ye Fan I know is definitely not the current coward, just waste my hard work on a Dou who can never be helped!"

Tang Xinyu ignored the sprain on her foot, and resolutely turned around and walked out of the hot pot restaurant.

I tried to stop her and try to send her home, but she was too resolute, more determined than I had repeatedly rejected her, and I knew that she was completely disappointed, and as I said, I was a coward who could never be lifted.

Looking at the back of her leaving, I leaned up the only half bottle of wine left on the table, and when I went to the front desk to pay, the waiter said: "The beautiful woman has already deposited money before, she has bet 500 yuan, and you only spent 180, which is 320 yuan for you." ”

I took the money in my hand and felt heavy.

I took off the towel around my neck, carefully put my wallet in place, supported my tired body, and rode in the direction of the slag area.

It was close to six o'clock, the sky was flickering and dark, and I rode forward in despair, running the red light several times, and was scolded for being blind by the timing of the drive.

I don't have time to pay attention to this, and the contempt and abuse of others are already commonplace for me, and I can't bring the slightest wave in my heart.

I was thinking back to what Tang Xinyu had said before, perhaps, I was too calm and made her think that I had fallen hopelessly, but how many people can understand my desire to return to school in my heart? But the past is only history after all, and too many factors stand in my way, making it difficult for me to step into the threshold of school again in my life.

By the time we got to the house where Golden Tooth lived, it was almost dark, and the door was open, but there was no light inside.

When did this product even know that the electricity bill was saved?

I parked the car and stepped into the gate with my front foot when a sense of foreboding came over me.