Chapter 91: Blessings After a Breakup
Liu Yanbo didn't know what others thought of wandering, but he was sure that he himself definitely didn't like wandering days.
He had lived twenty-six years, but thirteen of them he was a homeless homeless man.
Liu Yanbo hates wandering, and even in the dead of night, he has questioned more than once why he wants to live.
During those days, he had no family, no friends. Many times, even he himself is not sure that he really exists in this world.
It wasn't until Han Feiyan appeared that Liu Yanbo found the direction of his life.
But the good times didn't last long, because of his own neglect, ignoring the desires that a normal person should have, blindly pursuing the ordinary life in his heart, and finally ending up with an empty ending.
Then, Yin Hanruo appeared and tied Liu Yanbo, who wanted to flee again, with a marriage certificate.
Love represents a kind of spiritual happiness, but a marriage certificate represents a real home.
Compared with spiritual happiness, Liu Yanbo needs a home more.
This is also the original purpose of his coming to Haishi - to find a city, meet a person, and settle down.
Han Feiyan frowned, and in one sentence: "Then do you love her?"
Han Feiyan didn't know Liu Yanbo's past, but she knew enough about his attitude towards feelings.
This man is too rational and indifferent, and it is impossible for love at first sight to happen to him.
What's more important is the way he expresses it, there is no infatuation with a woman's emotions in his words at all, it is really like choosing to get married just for that marriage certificate.
For some reason, thinking of this, Han Feiyan actually had a hint of joy in her heart, quietly waiting for Liu Yanbo's answer.
Liu Yanbo's gaze fell back on Han Feiyan from the window, and asked rhetorically, "Does this matter?"
"The most important thing is that I am her husband, she is my wife, we have obtained a license to get married, and this is what I want. Liu Yanbo asked and answered.
In this marriage, this is what he cares about, and that's all he has left.
And this is exactly why Yin Hanruo was able to contain Liu Yanbo.
Hearing this, Han Feiyan's brows were relaxed.
Liu Yanbo didn't answer whether he loved or not, that is to say, he was running away from this question, which proves it-
He doesn't love her?
But soon, Han Feiyan frowned again and asked, "Just because she got the certificate with you, you can make changes for her." And because I was just a girlfriend, I had to live a hard life with you, is that fair to me?"
Liu Yanbo sighed lightly and said slowly: "Does it still make sense to say this now? As you said, you have done something wrong, and I have something wrong, so it is better to let it pass, right?"
"Isn't it good to be like this now?" Liu Yanbo smiled bitterly: "You have the life you want, and I have also found what I have been looking forward to for a long time." Why bother to worry about whether you were sorry for me or if I failed you?"
He wanted to escape, to escape from this emotional vortex.
There are many words that Liu Yanbo can't explain, such as the difference between Han Feiyan and Yin Hanruo.
Han Feiyan has feelings for Liu Yanbo.
Because of love, both parties will tolerate each other, and Han Feiyan's personality is not strong, so in the days when she got along with Liu Yanbo, she never expressed her dissatisfaction with life.
Liu Yanbo is also a person who has been lonely for too long, and has long developed the habit of "selfishness", being self-centered in everything and difficult to take into account the thoughts of others.
If Han Feiyan had brought up her dissatisfaction with life, Liu Yanbo would have made some changes for her.
The difference between Yin Hanruo and Han Feiyan is that Yin Hanruo has no feelings for Liu Yanbo.
Without love, there can be no emotion, everything is a purposeful transaction.
I'll give you a home, and you will shelter me from the wind and rain.
If Yin Hanruo did not clearly put forward these conditions, Liu Yanbo would not have made any changes for her.
- But there are no ifs in this world, and if you miss it, you miss it.
The ending is not the best ending, but it is the most real fact in front of us.
Liu Yanbo's answer was unsatisfactory, but it was clearly expressed.
The reason why he made changes for Yin Hanruo was because of that marriage certificate.
As for Han Feiyan, Liu Yanbo loves her, although he didn't say it explicitly, but he also proved it with his actions.
If he doesn't love, why should he come today?
Liu Yanbo lit another cigarette, took a deep breath, and said softly: "Feiyan, as long as you want, we can still be friends." β
Many people often say that two people who once truly loved each other should not contact each other again after breaking up, let alone be friends.
Liu Yanbo didn't understand why, because he couldn't do it.
Han Feiyan was too important to Liu Yanbo for him to let go of her completely.
The love she once gave was like a ray of sunshine, warming his once cold heart and bringing a ray of light to his dark world.
She pushed open a door, allowing him to step out of the cage she had made.
Liu Yanbo dare not forget this love, and he can't forget it.
Han Feiyan stirred the milk tea on the table and fell silent.
The past plots came to mind one by one, how could she really forget the man in front of her.
It's justβ
After a long time, Han Feiyan raised her eyes and sighed lightly: "I still don't want it!" I asked you to come because I was really angry yesterday, and it can also be said that I was jealous, but now it is much better. Like you said, let the past pass, you can't go back anyway. β
It's too hard to turn back.
Is there a sentence in this world that is more tear-jerking than the sentence "can't go back", and is more suitable for couples who are still in love after breaking up?
Han Feiyan's eyes were already red, and she said softly, "Whether the future is good or bad, this is our own choice. β
After speaking, Han Feiyan picked up the milk tea on the table and said with a forced smile: "Yan Bo, I wish you a happy wedding!"
Liu Yanbo also picked up the milk tea on the table, glanced at Han Feiyan deeply, and said with a smile: "I also wish you happiness!"
It was right or wrong!
With these two blessings, the unforgettable love between the two has come to an end in a real sense.
From then on, they are separated from each other and do not owe each other.
Although you live in the same city, maybe you will never see each other again?
Maybe in the dead of night, they will still think of each other's good and bad, but they will not deliberately appear in each other's lives again.
This is parting.
There is no love-hate entanglement when we broke up that day, and there is no right or wrong when we first met today, only the last sincere blessing.
After a breakup, don't be friends or enemies, this should be the best ending, right?
Han Feiyan took the milk tea as wine, and after drinking it in one go, she got up and said, "I'll go first." β
Liu Yanbo also drank the milk tea in the cup, and first let out a dumbfounded "oh", but soon he got up and smiled: "Go slowly." β
Han Feiyan smiled, pursed her lips and said, "Change your Mu Qu's temperament and love to pretend to be indifferent!"
She's gone.
Liu Yanbo was left stunned in place, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and a look of pain appeared.