Chapter 231: Shake Your Mind
How intimate it used to be, how cold it is now.
"Xiaoyan, do you still refuse to forgive me?"
Lu Xiaoyan's eyes were indifferent, "I have already forgiven you." ”
People die for money, birds die for food, she can understand.
"But all your actions now tell me that you have not forgiven me. ”
Every time Luan Xiaoge wanted to take the initiative to approach, Lu Xiaoyan would always avoid it, and he would not let him have a chance to contact at all.
Lu Xiaoyan raised his head and looked at Luan Xiao, "I don't resent you anymore, but we can't go back." ”
"Xiao Yan, I really don't have a chance at all?" Luan Xiaoge still didn't give up.
"For the sake of our mutual good, let's keep our distance, otherwise when we meet, we will only remember those bad pasts, and it is better to miss them. ”
Lu Xiaoyan has a resolute attitude, what she hates most is being deceived.
But Luan Xiaoge was unwilling!
"Xiao Yan, Fu Jin Lan used to treat you like that, you are willing to remarry him, why do you want to change me to do everything I can, am I so inferior to him? In your heart, I will never be Fu Jin Lan's opponent, right?"
Luan Xiaoge's eyes were red, why is everyone like this, the first choice between Fu Jin Lan and her is always Fu Jin Lan, where is he not as good as him!
The road map is silent.
She had never compared Luan Xiaoge to Fu Jin Lan, and such a comparison didn't seem to make much sense.
Why did he think this way?
"Luan Xiaoge, I'm telling you very clearly. You are you, Fu Jinlan is Fu Jinlan, I have never had the idea of comparing you, and I hope you don't think too much about it. We don't have anyone in our business. ”
She had expressed countless times that she was reluctant to contact him again, and it wasn't because of anyone.
It's not that she didn't give Luan Xiaoge a chance, he gave it up with his own hands.
Lu Xiaoyan couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart, but Luan Xiaoge always thought that because of Fu Jinlan, Lu Xiaoyan was unwilling to forgive him.
"Did you know that if it weren't for him, your mother wouldn't have died at all, and your father might have lived a good life in this world. Luan Xiaoge was already carried away by anger.
Luan Xiaoge yelled, Fu Jin Lan had done so many things to be sorry for her, and although he had deceived her, he was already trying his best to make up for it.
Lu Xiaoyan was stunned, "What did you say?"
The death of her parents was an accident and had nothing to do with Fu Jinlan, but what did he mean by this?
Luan Xiaoge's hand was on Lu Xiaoyan's shoulder, and his eyes were red.
"You've been deceived by him all along, you know?"
Lu Xiaoyan was even more confused, "What are you talking about?" The death of my parents was just an accident, don't talk nonsense." ”
"It's all come to this point, don't you want to believe it?"
Luan Xiaoge's hand slowly tightened, and the strength to hold Lu Xiaoyan was much greater.
"Do you remember when your parents had an accident, where was Fu Jin Lan?" Luan Xiaoge followed the temptation.
"If you think about it, don't you ever feel that something is not right about you?"
When Luan Xiaoge said this, Lu Xiaoyan was dumbfounded.
Her memory seemed to be awakened in an instant, and she looked at Luan Xiaoge in horror, "It's all just a coincidence, what does this mean!"
When Lu Chongli had an accident, Fu Jinlan appeared at the scene of the crime, and his mother's car accident also happened because of Fu Jinlan.
"Xiao Yan, don't deceive yourself, you don't understand anything at all!" Luan Xiaoge's hand holding her shoulder slowly loosened.
Lu Xiaoyan seemed to have lost his center of gravity, and his legs were a little paralyzed.
Luan Xiaoge hurriedly helped her, "Are you okay?" ”
Lu Xiaoyan pushed Luan Xiaoge away as if he was stunned, "Don't let me hear you spread rumors about Fu Jin Lan again, I won't believe you." ”
Luan Xiaoge desperately grabbed Lu Xiaoyan's hand, "Why don't you believe me, I didn't lie to you." ”
He had indeed lied a lot before, but this time he really didn't lie to her.
Lu Xiaoyan was as iron-hearted as if he had eaten a scale, and he didn't believe him.
"It's okay for you to be sober!" Luan Xiaoge wanted to wake Lu Xiaoyan up, why was he so indulged in the lies made up by others, and now what he saw was an illusion created by Fu Jin Lan!
"I only have right and wrong in my heart, so I don't bother Luan. Lu Xiaoyan refused coldly with a straight face.
No matter how Luan Xiaoge told her or defended herself, Lu Xiaoyan never listened to a word, and even began to be rejected.
She raised her head suddenly, her eyes facing Luan Xiaoge's eyes.
"If you want me to hate you, you can do it. ”
Lu Xiaoyan is not a child, how can he be easily moved by other people's words.
"Okay, I'll not say anything. Luan Xiaoge sighed helplessly, he would not believe anything he said, this helplessness has been deeply engraved in his heart.
Lu Xiaoyan left angrily, leaving only a back for him.
Lu Xiaoyan suddenly remembered that his father seemed to have something to explain to him before he died, but he never had time to explain it clearly.
She remembered that her father seemed to have something left for her.
She immediately hurried back to the place where her parents once lived, looking everywhere.
She searched her father's entire study, and found not the slightest trace of what had happened.
"It shouldn't be," Lu Xiaoyan muttered, touching his head very dazed.
My father usually likes to put important materials in the partition of the bookshelf, but this time he didn't find anything.
"Could it be that I'm thinking the wrong direction?" she questioned herself.
Lu Xiaoyan calmed himself down, and then tried to think about the place where his father was able to hide the clues.
Maybe what he left behind is probably a USB flash drive or some other form of evidence, not a paper version of the material.
But this expands the scope of the search even more.
Lu Xiaoyan sighed helplessly.
She really wanted to find what Fu Jinlan left behind immediately, so that she might be able to help Fu Jinlan resolve her grievances.
But even if he turned the Lu family upside down, he couldn't find anything, if there really was, she should be able to find it when he was decorating, but now she still found nothing.
She sat in the living room in a daze, staring at the ceiling in a daze, as if thinking about something.
Lu Xiaoyan didn't know how long he was in a daze in the Lu family's old mansion, until someone arrived to break the peace.
"Mom. ”
Hearing Rin Bao's voice, Lu Xiaoyan subconsciously turned around, "How do you know I'm here." ”
She hadn't told anyone before she came, how could Rin Po find her.