The subconscious mind is always a hidden corner that is difficult for people to explore.

Hu Dekai, who has been bullied since he was a child, may not know that since when he started, another self has appeared in his brain.

Maybe loneliness is another reason for his existence, obviously he is afraid of loneliness, but no one wants to get too close to him, and in a world where no one is with him, he finally gave birth to another self in his heart.

A personality who is willing to accompany him, who is willing to share his thoughts with him, and who can talk to him, is born.

This personality has no name, but judging from the way this personality speaks, this person does not feel very sorry for him, and even sometimes there is a bit of humiliation in his verbal evaluation, and it can be seen that these two people also quarrel.

You can imagine what it would be like to sit alone at home, talking to yourself and even arguing in front of a shabby mirror.

Hu Dekai should have lived this kind of life since he was a child, but when he was young, he had an older brother, and at that time he still had a little comfort in his heart.

When others are unwilling to take care of him, his brother is willing to play with him, is willing to talk to him, and is even willing to take care of this younger brother who was born with a disability.

But his brother also grew up one day, and gradually grew up, Hu Desheng gradually understood that his younger brother could not be the only one in his world, and he also needed some friends in his future life.

However, Hu Desheng didn't understand these things when he was a child, until Xu Lai came back from outside and listened to his uncle talk to him about the outside world every day, and his heart finally appeared yearning.

He had longed for the day when he could go out of the mountains, see the world beyond the mountains, and meet some new friends.

But if he wants to do this, he is afraid that he will have to be separated from his brother for a while.

A child who is still in school has a lot of things to do with his younger brother, and when he understands what the lifestyle of most people in this society is, he is somewhat bored with his younger brother at home.

But he can't be blamed for everything, who doesn't want to drink with friends, who doesn't want to indulge occasionally, to feel the lights outside, and indulge in laughter?

Young people have this idea, but he doesn't have this opportunity, his daily life is almost fixed, school, homework, younger brother, this is almost all of his life.

Day after day, year after year, everyone has their irritability.

For a while, he looked at his younger brother with a stupid look, and he didn't even want to tell him, how much he wished that his brother could be like a normal person, at least he didn't have to spend too much time on his brother.

Go out and take a look outside the mountains, and maybe you have a chance to heal your brother!

For a long time, this phrase had been in his head.

In his heart, he was actually reluctant to give up this younger brother, he knew that his younger brother had no friends since he was a child, and no one wanted to play with him, and everyone was looking at him with colored glasses.

Even parents have a sense of boredom with their younger brother.

In the whole family, the only people who don't dislike his younger brother are him and his grandmother.

So before he plans to leave, he hopes that his younger brother can gradually adapt to it, and he still has time to slowly distance himself from his younger brother.

He wanted to see that without his own dependence, maybe his younger brother could really live on his own, so that he would be admitted to university in the future, and when he left home, his younger brother could live alone.

But he didn't know that his rejection of his younger brother actually caused Hu Dekai to have an indescribable resentment in his heart.

Of course, the person Hu Dekai resented was not him, but his uncle.

When Xu Lai went home, he talked to Hu Desheng, and he secretly heard it on the side, don't look at him looking a little stupid, it seems that his brain is not normal.

In fact, this child is very smart, he can see many things, he has grown up looking at people's faces since he was a child, he is far more sensitive than ordinary people, but there are certain problems with his language expression ability, and it is very difficult to speak, so many people think he is a fool, and he can't understand or speak.

Including his parents all think so, let alone Xu Lai.

Hu Dekai heard the conversation between the two, and knew that since his uncle said those words to Hu Desheng, his brother's attitude towards him had obviously changed a lot.

Although many times it is still like when he was a child, my brother still takes care of himself, but he is no longer as responsive to his needs as before.

This huge sense of disparity is the most difficult thing for him to accept.

In his heart, his brother is his ultimate person, and no one can snatch it away, maybe in his opinion, others have other friends besides his brother, but he only has his brother.

So he didn't allow anyone to come near his brother, who was his own and couldn't share it with anyone.

But now, my brother seems to be estranged from him, all because of Xu Lai's conversation with his brother, in his opinion, this is the uncle coming back to snatch his brother.

His idea is actually very simple, he doesn't want his brother to leave, and he also remembers that when his brother was sick, he didn't have to go to school, and he stayed at home all day with him.

Seeing his brother lying on the bed, he also lay beside his brother with his little head tilted, listening to his brother tell him stories and teaching himself to read.

So he thought of making his brother sick, but it was too difficult to get sick, how could he get sick if he was good?

He thought about this for a long time, until that day when he secretly took the book back from his grandmother's house and showed it to his brother, he could see the tiredness in his brother's eyes.

Later, I heard my brother say that if this book was seen by my father, he would definitely break his leg.

At this time, he remembered that he had heard someone say before that he would have to rest for a hundred days if he broke his muscles and bones, and the naïve Hu Dekai actually thought of asking his father to beat his brother, if he could break his leg, it would be the best.

Thinking about the time that his brother could travel at home for a hundred days, and that he had someone by his side for a hundred days, this was something he dreamed of.

As soon as he thought of this, he couldn't help himself, grabbed the book and hid it in his brother's school bag.

And Hu Desheng, who went to school the next day, naturally didn't expect his younger brother to be careful, and when he was in class, he accidentally found the book in his bag, and he was immediately gasped in fright.

You must know that the book that his uncle brought back, he himself had to secretly lie on the bed and peek, and the women in it were all dressed very violently, and he carried this kind of book with him, if someone found out, then he would be finished.

But it's not hard to guess who stuffed this book into the bag, and the people who know this book are him and his brother.

Now that the book is here, what does the younger brother want to do?

Hu Desheng didn't think too complicated, after all, his younger brother was still a child in his eyes, and his brain was not easy to use, he didn't think that his younger brother wanted to harm him, but he just thought that his younger brother wanted a paper airplane yesterday, and he didn't fold it for him, so he stuffed the book into his bag, planning to tell him to fold it to him when he had time.

So after school, he secretly took the book, hid in the corner and flipped through it, trying to find a drawing paper without too many characters, tear it off and fold a paper airplane for his younger brother.

But he didn't expect that the books in his bag had actually been seen by someone a long time ago.

The man didn't give him a chance, and directly informed the teacher of the incident, and the teacher confiscated the books in his hand on the spot, severely criticized him, and wanted to punish him.

Hu Desheng was already very aggrieved at that time, and when he came out of the teacher's office, the first thing he did was to pull the classmate who reported him, and beat him violently, and the fight between the two quickly attracted the attention of the school teacher, and even because of this incident, even the police came.

That book has once again become evidence of his guilt, a rogue crime is buckled on his head, and Hu Desheng really has no way to explain it.

Because he was just looking through the forbidden books and didn't do anything out of the ordinary, he was punished lightly at the time, and his parents were contacted to take him back.

Hu Desheng's father has been an honest farmer all his life, and although the family has no money, he thinks that he has never done anything bad in his life, and he can straighten his back and speak in front of anyone.

But what his son is doing now makes him unable to raise his head at all, and on the way back with his son, he doesn't have a good face, and punches and kicks are indispensable.

After returning home, he even asked Hu Desheng to kneel in front of the door, and he picked up the stick in his hand and beat him again.

Hu Desheng gritted his teeth, but he didn't say where the book came from, and he didn't say a word about his younger brother.

That night, Hu Desheng's father drank a lot of wine, and fell asleep on the bed in anger, taking advantage of the night, Hu Desheng took his brother's hand and cried goodbye to him.

He knew that he would not be able to go back to school in the future, and he remembered the way everyone looked at him, and he had no place to talk about the humiliation in his heart, he just wanted to leave home now, and he didn't want to return to this place that made him sad.

As soon as Hu Dekai heard that his brother was leaving, he immediately panicked, this was not the result he wanted to see, he just thought that his brother could accompany him at home if he was beaten.

Now that he heard that his brother was leaving, he was sweating anxiously, but he didn't know how to dissuade him.

In a hurry, he thought of his father, and while his brother did not go far, this kid secretly told his father that his brother ran away from home.

The angry father was still thinking that it would be cold at night, and he would ask him to go back to the house to sleep later.

Who knew that this unlucky son would secretly run away from home at night.

At that moment, he was so angry that he gritted his teeth, picked up the stick at the door and chased him out, chasing all the way to the small river before stopping Hu Desheng.

But this time, Hu Desheng didn't let him say anything, and had a violent quarrel with him for the first time.

During the quarrel, Hu Desheng was slapped by his Lao Tzu, and the slap was so heavy that Hu Desheng's eyes were black on the spot, and the soft head under his feet fell into the river.

This scene was all hid to the side, and Hu Dekai saw it in his eyes, he saw his brother being slapped into the river by his father, and he plunged into it, but he didn't come out.

At that moment, he panicked, he knew that he was the initiator of all this, if it weren't for him, his brother would not have had an accident, and at the same time, on that day, he also planted a seed of hatred in his heart.

He hated the man who drove his brother to death, the man he kept calling Daddy.

It was from this moment that the second personality in his heart appeared, appearing silently, but as it should be.

Because he was afraid of a person's life, he used to have his brother here, but now his brother is gone, and this personality born from the heart has become the only person he can rely on in this world.

And his hatred for his parents also planted a seed at the same time.