Chapter 219: Backfired
I already knew in my heart that this would be the result, but I still couldn't help but want to ask, it can be said that Liu Qingyun's love for Gu has reached the point of radical fanaticism and can't extricate himself.
If you love someone to this extent, he will give everything to defend what he loves in his heart, and as a result, he will not hesitate even if he dies.
Gu Tiantian couldn't bear his love, and he didn't dare to accept it, so he could only refuse euphemistically.
Liu Qingyun didn't care about all this, he only knew that he had fallen into a quagmire from which he couldn't extricate himself, and he didn't want to break free, but he wanted to sink all the time.
He even thinks that only in this way can he have the value of existence, he can't believe that he will come to this point, he should not have been tempted by her in the first place.
Everything is like this, and there must be an effect.
In the process, you don't have to condemn, you don't have to regret it, and you can't want to change your life against the sky.
The misty fog that came from the sky, Xuanchu Academy hadn't been like this for a long time in a hundred years, and even if people were close by, they couldn't see each other.
There was a man huddled in a corner of the academy, he was drunk but not drunk, his face was vicissitudes, and his eyes were foggy, as if he was drunk.
He doesn't know how long it has been.
"Senior sister, what should I do if my senior brother continues to be decadent like this? Usually he is the best for you, you should find a way to save him. ”
"Yes, Senior Sister, we can't just watch Senior Brother go on like this, he is our hope. ”
"Little junior sister, no matter what happened between you and Senior Brother, I only hope that at this juncture, you can stand up and pull him, I believe that only you can make him cheer up again. ”
Gu Tiantian also knew that all this was his fault, if he hadn't rejected him so cruelly at that time, I'm afraid he wouldn't have come this far.
Now that he has been begged by the three senior brothers, how can he refuse?
As they said, Liu Qingyun was indeed their hope, if he fell like this, then the Xuande Hall would not be as brilliant as before.
The result is not only this, but it will also completely eliminate a person's combat effectiveness, he is an unprecedented genius, and he must not bury his future for the sake of a woman.
This ending, Gu Tiantian can't afford it, let alone bear it, he has no choice, and he can't choose.
Liu Qingyun has not cultivated for ten days, it can be said that he has been decadent for ten days, if he doesn't want to try to save it, he will continue to be decadent forever.
The fog in the sky was getting thicker and thicker, and Gu Tiantian opened layer after layer, and there was a food box in her hand, which contained very delicious food, which she made with her own hands.
I don't know how long I walked, I don't know how many corners I walked, and finally I found him in all directions.
"Senior brother, I brought you delicious food today, which I made for you with my own hands, so eat it while it's hot. ”
Without raising his head, Liu Qingyun continued to maintain a posture, still curled up, and did not open his mouth to answer.
"Senior brother, I beg you not to torture yourself like this, there are some things that cannot be forced, if I could, I would rather not be here. ”
The corners of Liu Qingyun's eyes twitched suddenly, and then he didn't react.
"If my presence makes you feel pain, I ......"
"Don't leave me. "I was afraid that I would lose her now, maybe I was afraid that I would never see her again, maybe I was afraid that I would be even more decadent than I am now, so I quickly responded.
"Tell me, brother, what am I going to do to get you back on my feet?"
"Forget about him and stay with me. ”
“...... You know, I can't let him go......"
At this moment, Gu Tiantian suddenly made up her mind and decided to give up here and find a place where no one knew her, but she would live her life.
Although she also wanted to take revenge and kill Guo Zhenxing with her own hands, the current situation had disrupted her previous plan, or she wanted to sneak to the back and look for an opportunity to kill her enemy.
"There's another way, I'm gone. Liu Qingyun suddenly laughed, but he laughed at such a failure.
If the person who came to him today was not Gu Tiantian, I am afraid that he would not even say a word to the other party, and now being able to say such things is already a great 'gift'.
The most terrible people are those who have been hurt by love!
"No, no, no, you are the hope here, and you are a role model for the senior brothers, if you disappear like this, don't you think it's too worthless?"
"I think it's worth it, you can disappear for him, I can disappear for you, in short, I can do everything you can. ”
"Senior brother, I never thought of hurting you, let alone that you would be in such a situation today, and if you do this, it will make others feel distressed. ”
"What about you? Do you feel distressed?"
"I ...... I would ......."
"That kind of distress between brother and sister, right?"
"Senior brother, I'm ...... I'm sorry, I can't go against my heart, I have to be responsible for you, I have to be responsible for myself, if you don't even have this responsibility, I ......"
Gu Tiantian didn't know what she was talking about, in short, she wanted to use another way to cheer him up again, and the degree between them was not grasped at all.
"I have no responsibility for me, and he has no responsibility at all compared to him, he is so irreplaceable in your heart, even my own mount ignores me now, you say that I live in this world, what else is worthy of my nostalgia?"
"No, senior brother, you are wrong, there are still many places worth remembering behind you, your family, your friends, and all your juniors and disciples, these people should be worthy of your nostalgia. ”
"But these people are not as good as you combined. ”
“...... What do you have to do to cheer yourself up? You say, if only I can do it. ”
"Forget him and fall in love with me. ”
"It's not as simple as you think, even if I forget him, it's not possible for a while, if you can, you have to give me time. ”
"Really, can I really take his place?" Liu Qingyun suddenly jumped up, his face beaming with joy.
In just four days, he has lost a lot of weight, especially the jaw, which is terrifyingly sharp.
Only then did Gu Tiantian see his face clearly, and he was also shocked in his heart: "There are 10,000 possibilities for everything, and things haven't reached the end yet, why don't you give yourself a chance?"
The meaning of this sentence is obvious, it is to say: whether you can catch me or not is completely out of yourself, you said that people like me, but you did not take actual action, did not make me feel that you are thinking about me all the time.
Even, the two of us haven't experienced anything yet, don't you think it's too abrupt for me to accept you like this?
Although I have him in my heart, but now I am thousands of miles away from him, and I can't see him every day, but I can see you every day, maybe my feelings will be cultivated in this way.
Furthermore, he and I haven't reached the end yet, no matter who you are, you can pursue yourself, this is the minimum right of the other party.
In fact, there is a deeper meaning in this sentence, Gu Tiantian had no plan to really walk with him, because this matter was incomplete.
But if there is a real change in your heart and you accept Liu Qingyun, you will not choose to go with him, because it is against your conscience for everyone.
She couldn't do that, and her conscience wouldn't allow it.
If Liu Qingyun wants to hear the most heartwarming sentence in his life, then it is the sentence just now, and a warm current flows into the depths of his heart.
The eyes are shining, the heart is longing, thinking of the words she just said in her mind, and suddenly woke up.
Xin said: "That's right, things haven't come to the end yet, how do you know that He Xiu is the one who can walk with her at the end? Not to mention that her current person is by her side, at least I can see her every day." ”
"As long as I behave well in the next few days, be a good man, and take care of her all the time, maybe I can really make her forget about him......"
Many possibilities flashed through his mind, and at this moment, there was no longer a negative attitude in the past, but more of a positive thought.
He snatched the food box from her hand, grabbed a chicken leg, and chewed it hard.
Seeing that he had completely cheered up, Gu Tiantian left a trace of happy tears.
Liu Qingyun is good to herself, how can she not know? Lying down, didn't she already have him in her heart, at this moment, she was afraid that she would really fall in love with Liu Qingyun.
Because he is not only excellent, but also very considerate, and his status is a whole lot higher than He Xiu, he is reasonable, and there is no reason to refuse him.
"Senior sister, I never knew you still had this hand, don't worry, from today onwards, I won't be like this again, it's getting late, you hurry back and rest, we'll see you early tomorrow morning." Liu Qingyun's mouth was full of Dengdeng, and he was very happy at the moment.
This matter has finally come to an end, and Gu Tiantian doesn't know if the sentence just now is good for him, in short, he feels that now Liu Qingyun can cheer up again, which is the best result at present.
The goal was achieved, but the heart gradually became uneasy.
She felt that God was playing a joke on herself, why should she let herself be involved in this fight?
I didn't feel much ability, so I wanted to be like an ordinary person, find a quiet place, build a warm little thatched house, and work with my beloved husband at sunrise and sunset.
Money doesn't need much, and good land doesn't need to be tilted much, giving birth to a son and a half daughter, watching them grow up safely and healthily, that's all.
However, things have backfired, and things have reached a point where they can't control it, so they can only take one step at a time.