Chapter 0183. Gray Despair [One Update]
In fact, because of Du Ruo's particularity, the people of Tianyimen, or Wang Feng, have more souls than other forces. Maybe the Instrument Sect has also done a lot of research in private, but Aya Xiaolu and the others have enough confidence and confidence that they have done more homework than everyone else.
The transformation problem involved in ghost cultivation, Du Ruo and Wang Huai have been modeled and cross-verified by all walks of life earlier because of their cases, so to be serious, Wang Huai and Du Ruo have also secretly had a lot of experiments on track cultivation.
The ghost cultivator in front of him, who had always refused to reveal his name, did know a lot of things, and Aya Xiaolu also understood that the other party had indeed said a lot of information that they had not been able to obtain in the past.
However, because he never explained the key point, even if Li Feifei accepted the other party's words, Aya Xiaolu still decided to verify with the other party again in private according to his own judgment.
After all, they are going to cooperate next to fight some of the people of the ghost clan together, if there is no way to trust each other, in Ayakoji's opinion, it would be easier not to cooperate.
"If you can't convince me, then it's okay for us to go our separate ways. Aya Xiaolu revealed his meaning to the ghost cultivator quite bluntly, his eyes were clear, as Hui Yanghuo said earlier, the little girl's soul was also very clean, and almost all filth was unwilling to exist in front of the other party, "I can accept that the partner has his own secrets, but if your concealment will put us in danger, then please forgive me for having to part ways with you." ”
"You don't have to worry about being hunted down by the people of Huiyang Palace, I'll talk to them over there. "Aya Xiaolu can understand that everyone has a bottom line that needs to be protected and maintained, but it's a pity that her position today is contrary to the ghost correction, so she can only take such a measure, "If the problem you are worried about is related to us, just take it out and make it clear together." ”
"If you have additional concerns about the ghost clan's side, I think as the object of cooperation, we have more rights to know the direction of your anxiety, otherwise it will be difficult to take everyone's feelings into account when the fight starts later...... In case of irreparable regret, no one wants to see it. ”
Oni Xiu also agreed with Aya Xiaolu's observation, his concealment had no effect on the people of Huiyang Palace, but he also knew that his final plan would really make the people of Huiyang Palace feel betrayed in the end.
Especially the two little girls Aya Xiaolu and Li Feifei have always been very gentle and friendly to themselves, and they will not be prejudiced because of the ugly behaviors deliberately shown in the past.
"I know the exact identity of the 'Watcher'. Oni Xiu struggled slightly in Ayakoji's gaze for a moment, and finally chose to explain part of it, "But I didn't say it before because I knew that she was controlled, and she was forced to make these moves." ”
And since he chose to say it, the rest became natural, and the slightest unnaturalness was gradually left behind, "I think we all know that as long as we kill the monitor, we will have a chance to disarm the little time bomb on all the ghost cultivators, but as a coerced person, the monitor is actually innocent......"
"I know that such an explanation is very weak, but she really didn't subjectively do such a thing to the ghost cultivators...... If I hadn't been 'picked' out in the first place......"
As if sensing that he had accidentally said something he shouldn't have said, Ghost Xiu made an abrupt and awkward pause, causing the eyes of the two to freeze in mid-air, showing an eerie silence.
"So you took the initiative to transform into a ghost cultivator because you were hunted down and killed, right?" Aya Xiaolu closed his eyes slightly, and said after exhaling a breath of turbidity, "True or false, if it weren't for meeting us, would you choose to continue to sink instead of struggling to escape?"
Aya Xiaolu will not casually wronged good people, but this ghost cultivator's previous performance can't be used as an excuse for 'innocent'. He knows the twists and turns of right and wrong, so even if he is unwilling and coerced at the beginning, the result is that he decides to go with the flow.
If it weren't for the fact that Aya Xiaolu and Li Feifei were capable enough, it would be really hard to say what the situation would be now.
"So what can it be?" Onishu understood that Ayakoji didn't directly burst out of his mouth, and he sneered self-deprecatingly, "At the beginning, I wasn't sure that the 'Monitor' was her, and if we didn't cooperate with the Oni Clan's rules, all of us would be punished and executed directly." ”
"Indeed, in your eyes, if I don't resist from beginning to end, or act with the intention of avenging my friend, I will even enjoy the life of a ghost cultivator in the middle...... But I have to say, you children just enjoy your life, and you have always been cared for and protected by the Great Gate Sect and by the Master, brothers and sisters, so you will never understand the feeling of being involuntarily!"
"Finished?" The only gentle emotion on Aya's face had been completely cleaned up as the ghost cultivator said more and more, and her originally beautiful appearance was enough to shock people, but she didn't expect that after she pulled her face down, her momentum could make people feel even more depressed, "To be honest, your grievances are nothing in my opinion." ”
Bitter, of course bitter.
But life is like this, less than the top, more than the bottom.
Don't make excuses for your own loss of control, face the gains and losses calmly, and strive to surpass the past shortcomings, why do you want to talk a lot?
Is that 'watcher' really as good as Oni Xiu said?Or will this ghost cultivator really throw away his life because of the 'watcher' who once had a deep bond?
There may have been a moment, but the end result was that he failed and sent himself to the hands of the Oni Clan, where he was the first experimenter. In the follow-up life, if he is really as tough as he said, then he may not even need the help of Aya Xiaolu and others, and he can break free from the quagmire of the ghost clan.
"Huh...... You may be right. Ghost Xiu looked at the gray-black ghost qi overflowing on his body, and only felt that these ghost qi were the same as the sin and despair he carried, "The original idea has long been blurred as time passes....... I can't even remember what I looked like at first, so how can I be qualified to tell you this?"
But Aya Xiaolu didn't follow his words, but looked at the ghost cultivator a little strangely, and his tone was obviously puzzled: "You didn't understand what I just said so much, didn't you understand?"
"You really can't change what has happened before. But there are so many things to do in the future, so many companions to save, and just start again, what is there to be afraid of?"
"I've been a human monk for more than 20 years, right? I've been a ghost cultivator for a thousand years, can I grow a little?"