Chapter 76: Hidden Feelings
"Sir, why are you here?"
Qu Yuxin just wanted to go downstairs to find some recipe details, but as soon as she opened the door, she saw the manager pacing at the door.
"Zhang Shunxian is Mr. Song's assistant, I heard...... He's been in an accident lately, has he found someone?"
"I haven't heard of this, but how do you know the name Zhang Shunxian?"
Qu Yuxin tilted her head, could it be that Zhang Shunxian made friends in this place so soon with his "personal charm"?
"I already knew Zhang Shunxian, when he was still a doctor, and even before he met Mr. Song. ”
The manager's name is Xu An, and the first encounter with Zhang Shunxian was that she was a little groggy because of excessive depression and nervousness after the college entrance examination, and she fell down the stairs and was sent to the hospital.
Her brows were furrowed, and she stared helplessly at the raised plaster legs, thinking that a month's vacation had been wasted in this place filled with the smell of disinfectant water.
She looked around with interest, and across the bed was a dark-skinned teenager in the same pose as herself.
Xu An pursed his lips and snorted coldly.
"Mom! she's glaring at me!" The boy's broken gong voice that was still in adolescence startled Xia Xiaobai, as if she looked up at the infusion tube, as if even the medicine was scared faster.
"I didn't even have a family to accompany me when I broke a bone, so I guess I was too uneducated and selfish. The boy's mother glanced at Xu An.
Xu An didn't refute either, "There is no tutor." ”
She raised the corners of her mouth, as if to laugh at herself. Xu An was well-behaved when she was a child, and her family said that she was born like her mother.
She must have grown up to be a beautiful woman in the city, but her family was poor, and her mother remarried a rich man when she was six years old.
Her family's disgust and hatred for her mother then descended on her.
Because she looks like her mother, just like her.
Like her mother, she must be a vixen who harms people's families when she grows up.
When she was nine years old, her father dragged her to the home of a wealthy man surnamed Lu, where she met her mother, snuggled up to a girl her age.
The girl has a similar name to herself, and she is the widow of the original match.
"It's not like my mother at all, let go of my mother!" Xu An rushed over, and didn't go far before her father pulled her back by the collar like a chicken.
Lu Ting was not moved, and was coquettish in her mother's arms, as if she was sharing her mother's love with her.
Xu An's eyes were red with anger, but her father whispered good things to Mr. Lu on the side.
I witnessed others trampling on my father's dignity, and my father did what he didn't care.
He finally got a spot in the regional distributor, and she felt that no one was meaningful to her at that time.
When her father picked her up and said, "We're going to be rich soon," she pushed him and ran away.
"Why do you think about these things again? Xu An patted his head, trying to forget.
"The examination report says that you have a slight concussion, so it's better to be careful. ”
Xu An looked at the doctor standing in front of the door and said seriously: "My surname is Zhang, Zhang Shunxian, just call me Doctor Chen." ”
She squeezed out a bored expression and turned her head to the side.
"It's the first time I've seen you wear a white coat so gracefully. Xu An thought of his cold and handsome face and pursed his lips.
The college entrance examination is off the list, and Xu An's results are nothing new, neither abnormal nor abnormal.
"What is the major in college?" Zhang Shunxian grabbed a chair at that time and tilted his head to peel apples.
Xu An put his hands behind his head, and was silent for a while and spit out two words: "Finance." ”
"Why don't you study medicine?"
"I don't want to spend my life in this miserable place. After speaking, she subconsciously looked around the white wall of the ward for half a week.
Zhang Shunxian twitched the corner of his mouth.
Obviously very quiet, but why do you always feel that she is a bit of a fool?
Xu An flipped through a book in the shade of a tree in the hospital's green space in a wheelchair, and the dappled sunlight left by the canopy dotted her printed dress.
"Actually, it's kind of fascinating. ”
Through the window on the third floor of the inpatient department, Zhang Shunxian complained that he was thinking, unconsciously patted his head, suddenly thought of something, looked at his hand hanging in the air, and then laughed.
"Doctor Zhang?"
The middle-aged woman behind him asked tentatively behind him.
"Oh, yes. ”
Zhang Shunxian turned around, smiled and said, "Your son will be able to go through the discharge procedures tomorrow." ”
Xu An looked at the empty hospital bed next to him and said coldly: "I want to be discharged." ”
"You haven't healed yet. ”
Xu An was silent, got up and began to pack his things.
"You put it down!"
Hearing that Zhang Shunxian was annoyed, she still didn't think so, and glanced at him impatiently.
"Xu An ......"
"Shut up!" Xu An threw the book on the bedside on him, pointed at his nose and shouted: "Who are you?
After finishing speaking, she put the bag on her shoulder and passed in front of Zhang Shunxian with a cane expressionlessly.
Don't look at it.
Zhang Shunxian squatted down and picked up the book thrown on the ground, which was Xi Murong's poetry collection.
"What kind of person is she?"
Just bow your head and say goodbye,
Is there anything in the world that can really turn back?
What about the river,
Just like the grassland in autumn, they will wither and wither together.
Xu An didn't go to the hospital again, occasionally she would feel guilty, and finally blamed Zhang Shunxian's fault so that she would be relieved.
At the airport, she was the only one dragging a trolley suitcase, and for the first time, she felt lonely, and this feeling could be cold.
She was also amazed, this adjective had been with her for ten years, but today she really realized its existence, and she burst into tears with sadness.
She smiled and entered the ticket gate without looking back.
Later, Xu An came to S City, and until now Xu An has not had time to tell Zhang Shunxian what he liked at the time and what his extreme hatred was because of it.
But considering that there is a cold relationship now, Xu An can endure the sadness in his heart.
"At that time, I actually liked Zhang Shunxian too much, so I couldn't see his thin central air conditioning, he seemed to feel sorry for everyone in the world, but I knew that there was no such angel in this world. ”
Xu An smiled bitterly, lowered his head, and stopped talking.
"Don't worry, I don't think Assistant Zhang is the kind of person who will commit suicide casually. ”
Qu Yuxin shrugged her shoulders, and her casual tone was actually comforting the poor woman in front of her, the most terrible mistake of a woman was to focus on unworthy people.
Qu Yuxin can see from Zhang Shunxian's eyes that Zhang Shunxian doesn't love anyone, or that his love has been lost, and now Zhang Shunxian only has himself.