Poverty, despair [off-topic, don't order]

The Didi driver solicited customers, was caught by local law enforcement agencies, and fined 20,000 yuan to commit suicide by drinking pesticides, which is extremely sad for the family.

He could not bear to go to the passenger law enforcement department many times to continue the negotiations, but to no avail, which made him very depressed and not in a good mental state.

This news stung me deeply, it turns out that a life is sometimes worth 20,000 yuan.

Some people say that it is not worth it for him to commit suicide for such a trivial matter, and some people say that he can borrow 20,000 yuan casually, but this can only represent your situation, not him, and you will never understand what kind of torment his situation and heart are suffering.

It's easy to stand and judge a person, but some people are destined to live in this world with a sad and humble heart, when difficulties and pain befall him, he won't care about whether it's worth it at all, and his only bargaining chip may be his worthless life.

However, only by living can we see hope, and you must know that life is not worth at all if you exchange life for money.

Some time ago, a video of a truck driver scolding while driving became popular, and many people said that they cried when they watched it, it was someone else's story, but many people saw their own shadow in this video.

In the video, the driver is scolding the "gas guzzler" while crying.

Why? Because when he woke up, the oil in the tank was stolen by the "gas guzzler", which is equivalent to saying that he has lost thousands.

This big truck is his entire net worth, bought back with a loan of four or five hundred thousand yuan, and he has to repay more than 10,000 yuan every month to repay the loan, this big truck is a tool for his whole family to make a living, children go to school, parents are treated, and the family depends on it for food and clothing.

He slept less than four hours a day, rested at one o'clock in the morning, woke up at five in the morning to run a car, and in order to make more money, he hadn't been home for a long time, and the money in exchange for such work intensity was emptied by the gas guzzler at one time.

"I didn't even go home, just to run an extra lap to earn some money, is it easy to drive a truck? Do you have a conscience?"

A middle-aged man, howling and crying without scruples, what kind of life pressure makes people like this? He is complaining about gas guzzlers, and he is also using this to vent the difficulty of life.

Some people spend thousands of dollars to buy clothes, buy cosmetics, go to KTV, go to nightclubs, and even ...... But there are people who are running around all night for these thousands of dollars and have an emotional breakdown.

Life is never fair, and everyone who tries their best to live under the pressure of life, they bear all the pressure, carry the burden of the whole family, and there will still be a sudden collapse, why?

There are things that come out of your eyes when you cover your mouth.

There is a question on Zhihu: At that moment, did you feel that life was not easy?

I saw these pictures.

An old man who was over the age of six, wearing a pink Minnie Mouse doll costume, took photos with people on the street, charged a pitiful few dollars for a group photo, and the moment he took off the doll's hood, many people shed tears.

The old man's hair was gray, and his pink clothes did not match his old bark-like face, and he even looked a little funny.

But who can laugh?

If it weren't for the compulsion of life, who would want to wear a heavy doll costume to earn that little pitiful money, and if it wasn't for the last resort, who wouldn't want to enjoy family fun at such an age.

However, in the adult world, there is the word easy, and some people have done their best just to live.

Hemingway said: The world is so beautiful that it is worth fighting for. I only agree with the second half of this sentence.

Writer Cheng Guizi told a story that happened to him.

Once he was in a bad mood, bought a dozen cans of beer, sat on a stone bench in the park, drank and blew the wind.

When the third can was drunk, an old woman with a turban sat tremblingly on a bench not far from him.

He drank very slowly, the street lights had been extinguished, and when there were only three cans left, there was no one around, only the old woman had been sitting there, looking at him timidly.

He was a little annoyed and asked directly, "Grandma, are you okay?"

The old woman was asked like this, panicked, and hurriedly waved her hand and said, "It's okay young man, it's okay......

After a while, he was about to pack up and leave, when the old woman, dragging a leg that was not very dexterous, came slowly to him, and said in an almost begging tone, "Young man, will you give me those empty cans?" She sat with her for a few cans that added up to less than a dollar.

She didn't even want to leave the beer unopened for him to take back, and she didn't want him to force the money he gave her, the only thing she took was the empty cans.

No matter how difficult life is, the elderly still retain their dignity and dignity, which is even more difficult than an easy life.

People who do not use their suffering to win sympathy, nor are they bent by the difficult life, such people deserve the respect of others, and they are the brave men who live life.

It has been said, "We cannot see all the snow that falls in a person's life." Everyone winters alone in their own lives. ”

The pessimism of human beings does not make sense, and we will not know what kind of setbacks this man in a suit and leather shoes crying on the subway will make him cry on the crowded subway, regardless of his image.

There was also a taxi driver, who suddenly pulled up on the side of the road, and said to the passenger in a trembling voice: "Girl, will you wait for me?" I haven't had dinner yet, I, I have diabetes ......."

There was a small newspaper kiosk next to the car, and the female passenger bought a bottle of water and handed it to him, he was a little surprised, and there was something shining in his eyes, shiny.

Whose father is this taxi driver, and whose husband is he?

We are not any of them, but the way each of them tries to live, we have our own shadow.

Just like the morning rush hour every day, we don't have time to feel how crowded the crowd is, and we are pushed forward by countless people, this is life! It can't help but make us hesitate, can't tolerate our hesitation, we come to this world, we have to face countless helpless and difficult moments.

When you are young, you will look forward to a better life in the future, whether you will study at Tsinghua University or Peking University, go to New York or Paris, become a scientist or an astronaut?

But it wasn't until we grew up that we realized that we were just the most ordinary one among all living beings, and in the face of a difficult life, not to mention those unattainable dreams, it was not easy to just try to live.

Maybe we have all experienced it, in a strange city, working overtime until late at night, dragging our tired bodies, taking the last subway, passing through most of the city, returning to the poor rental house, and sometimes even falling asleep on the bed before we have time to take a shower or remove our makeup.

When I woke up the next day, I was still chewing on my bread energetically, and I was struggling with the crowded bus.

Countless times, I would be unwilling to think, why me, why is everyone better off than me, only me is so bad. However, I still eat instant noodles for dinner, and I code them until late at night.

Looking back now, I was really beautiful when I was crying and eating, because I never gave up hope in life, and even if I was helpless, I was able to run forward.

There is a good saying that those who can cry and eat will definitely be able to live strongly. Don't let yourself be unworthy of your original ambition and live up to the hardships you have suffered.

So now I just want to code words well so that I can live a better life, because I believe that people who work hard in life will be treated gently.