409: An Yao's dedication

"I don't know, I can't help it, I won't do it...... You're like this every time, and I've said so much before in vain. An Yao believed that Pang Fei could handle it, but Pang Fei didn't believe in himself.

The matter was provoked by him, and if he didn't deal with it, could it be that An Yao couldn't handle it?

As the saying goes, the bell must be tied to the bell, and Lin Jingzhi's matter can only be handled by Pang Fei, and An Yao cannot interfere.

was reprimanded by An Yao like this, Pang Feizhen's face flushed.

Maybe it's a habit that has been developed all along, and it is easy to say, change, he must change this.

If you know what your problems are, and you still stubbornly make mistakes, then you really deserve death!

After helping Pang Fei deal with the last wound, An Yao got up and left, saying that it was inconvenient for her to stay here, so let Pang Fei take care of it.

"Pang Fei, remember what I said before, problems are to be solved, not to escape, I believe you can handle this matter, and please believe in yourself. ”

Without An Yao's appearance, without her encouragement and dedication, Pang Fei still doesn't know what it will be like.

The importance of this woman has long been deeply rooted in the bone marrow, but Pang Fei has never realized it before.

After An Yao left, there were only two people left in the room, Pang Fei and Lin Jingzhi, Pang Fei sat on the side and guarded, Lin Jingzhi didn't wake up for a long time, even if he fainted, his brows were tightly wrinkled.

Suddenly, Pang Fei found that there were crystal tears slowly flowing down from the corners of Lin Jingzhi's eyes, falling on the pillow and wetting them.

I don't know what she dreamed about in her sleep, and she was so sad and sad.

Pang Fei gently helped her wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, and soon new tears rolled down, endlessly, warm and humid.

Lin Jingzhi seems to be conscious, but she never wakes up, is this what she is escaping from in this way?

"Jingzhi, Jingzhi......" Pang Fei shook Lin Jingzhi's body and screamed softly, but there was no response, but the tears with bitterness were rolling down in a steady stream.

Pang Fei became more and more sure that Lin Jingzhi didn't wake up, but just woke up, unwilling to open her eyes, unwilling to face this cruel reality, and unwilling to accept all this reality that made her unacceptable.

She was using this way to escape the helplessness of reality.

People are always like this, when they encounter something they are unwilling to face or difficult to face, the subconscious will use self-protection methods to escape.

Pang Fei is like this, Lin Jingzhi is like this, and everyone is like this!

Physical pain can be healed, but what about the heart.

Pang Fei's first thought was to think of An Yao, and then he thought about it, this Lin Jingzhi's heart disease was in himself, and he called An Yao to come in to help, I was afraid that it would only increase Lin Jingzhi's rejection.

Besides, this matter is a trouble caused by herself, so she should solve it by herself, An Yao repeatedly emphasized that she believes that she can handle this matter, why can't she give herself a chance.

Pang Fei also has to believe in himself, but also in Lin Jingzhi, he always believes that Lin Jingzhi is still the gentle and kind Lin Jingzhi, she may have changed, she may have done some things wrong, but her essence is still kind.

What he has to do now is to pull Lin Jingzhi back from the wrong path and put her on the right path again.

Pang Fei kept talking to Lin Jingzhi, starting from when they first met......

Outside the house, An Yao came to find the master, only to see that the master was offering incense to the Buddha. After the incense, the master reverently knelt on the futon, as if reciting sutras?

An Yao is not sure, anyway, it's all played like this on TV.

In these years, temples are still common, but there are several real masters.

This small temple is not like those famous scenic spots and temples, which are full of incense, but also full of modern people's extravagant hopes, praying for peace, praying for great wealth, praying for health and health.

An Yao went to that temple once, that was when Huatai first opened, she was a little girl's family alone, she had no experience, and she followed her friends to the temple to pray.

Later, when the business got busy, she never went again, but that place.

First, An Yao is an atheist and doesn't believe in those things, and second, An Yao doesn't believe in the kind of things that cost a lot of money to burn incense for the Buddha.

The temple in front of me is simple and simple, and most of the statues have been damaged, but they are clean.

The statues of the gods of the three temples were not dressed up and looked relatively simple, but An Yao noticed that from the time she entered here to the present, the incense in the incense burner in front of each idol had not been broken.

Every once in a while, the master would sweep each idol with a stick of incense to keep the incense burning of each idol uninterrupted.

"Master. An Yao screamed softly, and the master turned his head to look at An Yao and asked her what was the matter.

An Yao is fine, isn't it boring to be idle alone now, just take a look around.

"Are you usually alone in this place?" An Yao chatted casually.

The master nodded yes, "Yes, it's me." ”

"Oh. "The master doesn't talk much, and An Yao can't find any topics.

It's not embarrassing, the monks, it's originally six pure.

The master continued to chant the scriptures to send the Buddha, and An Yao walked around with nothing to do.

Suddenly, there was a woman's scream from the side room where Lin Jingzhi was resting, hissing with exhaustion, and it was frightening just to hear it.

The master and An Yao came to the side room together, only to see Lin Jingzhi covering his head in pain, curled up, and no one was allowed to touch him.

"What's going on?" An Yao hurriedly came.

Pang Fei didn't know what was going on, he was just talking to Lin Jingzhi about the past, and as he was talking, Lin Jingzhi suddenly woke up with a scream, and shouted like this as soon as he woke up.

Seeing An Yao come in, Lin Jingzhi's reaction became even more intense, running around the house.

Pang Fei and An Yao were both taken aback, really, Lin Jingzhi's current appearance was too terrifying!

At this moment, the master rushed over with a brisk step at a very fast speed, and he didn't know where to pinch Lin Jingzhi, and Lin Jingzhi, who was out of control, instantly quieted down.

"Two, if you don't mind, let me talk to this female benefactor alone. "Master's willingness to help is naturally the best, Lin Jingzhi's current situation is that when he sees Pang Fei and An Yao, he is out of control, they have no way to persuade at all, and they can only use others to help with this.

Respectfully thanked the master, and Pang Fei left with An Yao.

The scene of the right talent left too deep an impression on Pang Fei's heart, how did a good person become like this in a trance?

Every tear of Lin Jingzhi, every scream, and every desperate look of hissing were inadvertently engraved in Pang Fei's memory.

"Look you're here again. It's right to blame you, but it's your fault if you want to take all the blame on yourself. Lin Jingzhi has become like this, it is the demon in her heart, if she doesn't get rid of the demon in her heart, it is useless for anyone to help. ”

That being said, Pang Fei was ...... in his heart

"It's uncomfortable, it's right, it's right, if it's uncomfortable, it's not normal. Don't worry, Lin Jingzhi is not as fragile as you think, she was just temporarily blinded by the demons, I believe she will get out of the demons and find the self she once was. ”

In this matter, An Yao's mentality is much better than Pang Fei's, which makes Pang Fei quite puzzled.

Even if it was a change, An Yao had changed too much, and it once made Pang Fei feel like she had an epiphany after being enlightened by a certain master. Moreover, the words she persuaded Pang Fei were really incredible, these words would actually come out of An Yao's mouth!

I was distracted for a while, and I didn't answer An Yao's words in time, and she pushed her angrily, "What do you think, I'll help you come up with ideas, you deserted yourself." ”

"I'm thinking about the two of us, I'm thinking about ...... Why did you help me so much after the divorce?"

This question is easy to answer, "My An Yao's man, I don't help, who will." ”

An Yao's man!

What an An Yao's man!

It turned out that in An Yao's heart, she had never thought about drawing a line with Pang Fei or something because of Lin Jingzhi's matter.

She had already identified Pang Fei's husband in her heart, and it may be that everyone is deep in the whirlpool of the person involved, and many things are not clear and incomprehensible. An Yao understood all the advantages and disadvantages of Pang Fei, and she also knew that in that case, it was impossible for Pang Fei to make a decision that satisfied her. Then she had to endure the pain of parting her love, divorce Pang Fei for the time being, and help him deal with the troubles on his body first.

As for the divorce, firstly, it was because she had to take this step to make Lin Jingzhi and Pang Fei stop, and secondly, An Yao didn't want to meddle in these things as a wife. She has figured it out, but she is not generous enough to deal with the affairs of her husband and the mistress as a wife, and the only thing she can do is to meddle as an outsider.

An Yao has her own bottom line and her own principles, and at the same time, she also knows very well that the matter between her and Pang Fei and Lin Jingzhi will need to be resolved sooner or later.

And this method is the best way she can come up with.

"You don't have to blame yourself for guilt, I'm doing so much, it's not for you to blame yourself for guilt, it's not for you to see my good and realize my importance now, I'm just helping you solve your troubles. When you've dealt with all these troubles, you'll be able to talk about the matter between us as a clean person. ”

An Yao is trying to help Pang Fei get rid of the troubles on his body, so that Pang Fei can start their lives again with a new identity and a new perspective.

Pang Fei also hopes that things will turn out the way they imagined!

They all have to believe that the future must be beautiful!