Chapter 145: Heart-to-Heart Talk
When Jiang Xiangyang returned to his residence, Wen Xun was sitting on the chair at the dining table, as if she had been sitting there since he left until he returned.
She didn't eat a bite of the food on the table, and it was all left there as it was, it should have been cold.
Wen Xun is not a person who can often waste food with peace of mind, and it seems that he must be in a very bad mood if he buys something but doesn't eat a bite.
Seeing that Jiang Xiangyang was back, she turned her head to look at him, and said in a low tone, "You're back." ”
"Hmm. ”
Jiang Xiangyang changed his shoes and entered the house, and pulled a chair next to Wen Xun and sat down.
He thought a lot about the journey from leaving Rao Yini's rental house to returning here, and finally the result of the struggle was that he planned to tell Wen Xun the truth.
"Xiao Xun, I apologize to you first, I'm sorry, I lied to you, I didn't go to Xuelin. ”
Wen Xun's gaze had already fallen on him, and when she heard him say this, she sighed, "I know. ”
"You know?"
"I was a little worried when you left in a bad state. Later, I estimated that you should be almost there, but you didn't send me a message, so I guessed a little and asked Xuelin if you had arrived. He said—'Is Xiang Yang coming?' and he didn't know you were going. ”
- It turns out that she already knows that he is lying.
Jiang Xiangyang had a thought in his heart that was a little out of place: Shang Xuelin is really a person who can't lie, and the girlfriend of a normal brother asked if so-and-so was there or not, didn't he answer decisively.
But he just teased him like this in his heart, and he didn't want Shang Xuelin to help him lie.
Besides, he was going to confess as well.
was exposed before confessing, which made Jiang Xiangyang a little embarrassed. He scratched his head, not knowing how to continue the conversation.
Wen Xun asked him first, "Are you going to see Rao Yini?"
"You know that......"
Wen Xun, who had always been calm, was amused by his surprised appearance, "Otherwise, what else do you need to hide from me." And you answered the phone again before leaving, then you must have been called away by someone you know, except for her, I told you not to interact, there is no other person. ”
Jiang Xiangyang was silent for a while, and suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly. "Well, I might be really bad at paying attention to details. He looked at Wen Xun and said sincerely, "Xiao Xun, this time it is indeed my fault, I solemnly apologize to you - of course, there is no intention to force you to forgive." ”
"But I want to know the reason more than I apologize. Wen Xun also looked at him, his eyes revealing a little puzzlement, "I believe in you, I believe that you will not suddenly like her, so what is the reason for you to run to her early in the morning even if you lie to me?"
"It may be funny to say, I had a dream last night. ”
Wen Xun was stunned, "Dream, you said that nightmare?"
"Hmm. Would you like to hear from me?"
"If it's related to this, you can tell me, I think I'm quite patient to listen to you. ”
So Jiang Xiangyang told Wen Xun about his nightmare, and after listening to his story, Wen Xun was silent for a while before he spoke, "It turns out that the incident in high school has never passed in your heart." When you mentioned it to me before, I thought you had let it go. ”
"Ruined other people's years of time, how can you say let it go. Jiang Xiangyang sighed, "It's just that the past has passed, and I really can't make up for it, if I go to do something for her with the intention of making amends, she will only feel more charity." Besides, now that she's out, I can't bother her again. ”
Wen Xun looked at him with a frown, and suddenly smiled helplessly. "I seem to know what the problem is. ”
"What?" Jiang Xiangyang didn't understand a little.
"It's the same thing we've said before – communication. In fact, we still lack communication. Wen Xun put his left arm on the table, tilted his head and looked at Jiang Xiangyang with a leaning face, "You deliberately told me your heart knot at that time, but you used such a light and fluttering tone, and I didn't ask questions, which led to the fact that in the face of Liang Baozhen or Rao Yini, you still took the heart knot to solve the problem." ”
"But that's my own business, after all. Jiang Xiangyang said, "Even if we communicate, it may not be able to solve it." ”
"You have to believe that we can. Because you didn't make any essential mistakes in that incident, you just really didn't know her well, and at an age that didn't handle feelings very well, so you casually refused to make her sad. But have you ever wondered why she's sad in nature?"
"It was she who felt she wasn't good enough because of my refusal. ”
"Well, but it's more focused on the second half of the sentence - I don't think I'm good enough. Wen Xun continued, "You don't know her, so you don't know what happened to her before. If you really have to figure everything out before you can let yourself go, ask your former mutual friend what happened to her before. Because only if you have already accumulated a lot of things, your words will become the fuse. After all, it's not that you don't know each other unilaterally, it's that you really don't know each other, and her confession itself doesn't want to be promised by you, but wants to prove that she is worthy of being liked. Isn't it?"
The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear. Today, Jiang Xiangyang seems to have suddenly understood the true meaning of this sentence.
In the past, he couldn't let go of the problem over and over again, but now he is not very clear about what happened back then. He also suddenly recalled that the girl had always had a boyfriend before she confessed to him, and the boy was her junior high school classmate, and she had been in love for a long time, and then the boy fell in love with someone else, so the two broke up.
Later, it was the girl who inexplicably said that she liked Jiang Xiangyang, and after confessing to Jiang Xiangyang, she was casually rejected, and then fell into self-denial.
Looking at it this way, what really makes the girl sad is not Jiang Xiangyang's refusal, but the once good boyfriend who likes someone else, she is eager to prove that she is not bad, so she went to confess to Jiang Xiangyang, but she was rejected.
She thinks she's been denied for the second time.
Jiang Xiangyang has always refused to forgive himself, it turned out that it was only because he was trapped in a dead end, and when he was later liked by Liang Baozhen, he went deeper and deeper in the alley.
Fortunately, Wen Xun rushed into the alley and led him to the exit step by step.
"One more thing. Wen Xun was silent for a long time after saying those words just now, as if it was giving Jiang Xiangyang a time to think. Now, she said it again.
"What?" Jiang Xiangyang looked up at her.
"It's about Rao Yini. At that time, you did stop paying attention to her because of me, and I thought it was over, so I didn't tell you again and again why I didn't like her. Now I feel compelled to say it again - I don't think she's approaching you for impure purposes. By the way, you haven't said why she called you over today. ”
Jiang Xiangyang said today's events again.
Wen Xun smiled, "You wait, if you don't be completely indifferent to her, she will have countless similar reasons to come to you for 'help' in the future." I won't force you to ignore her, just remind you to be vigilant when you go to help her, and you will naturally find out that something is wrong with her. ”
After the previous conversation, Jiang Xiangyang has begun to gradually realize his problem, and now that Wen Xun said this, he put away his previous doubts and added a little trust. He remembered that when he came to Rao Yini today, she rushed over to hug him, and it was really hard not to be careful.
Also, since she also said that she only likes idols for him, how can she go to idols for help when this happens?
Even if her parents died young, as she said, wouldn't she have any other family or friends?
- In the end, he was too careless.
He turned his gaze to Wen Xun again, and Wen Xun was also looking at him quietly.
Because Wen Xun is younger than him, he used to inevitably treat her as a child, and many things are obviously right for her, and he will also have a feeling of "what does she know as a child". Now it seems that he is the one who doesn't understand anything.
He shook his head and said, "I don't need to contact her anymore to draw conclusions, I believe you." ”
"Really?" Wen Xun smiled, "Oh, that's for the best." ”
Jiang Xiangyang also smiled.
He knew that he didn't need to do the so-called expression of determination such as swearing poison and deleting Rao Yini's WeChat in front of Wen Xun.
All he needed to do was raise his hand and rub her head, and once again sincerely say sorry for the fact that he had deceived her in a daze today, and answer her question just now, and say, "Of course it's true, definitely." ”