Chapter 227: The Girl Called Zheng Jie
Lu Yuan was really stunned.
What's going on, didn't Zheng Jie no longer care about the previous things, didn't she forget, at the party before, didn't she also say that the previous love and hatred have all disappeared.
Why is this being mentioned again now?
"Then you lied to me just now, do you remember what happened before?" Lu Yuan couldn't help asking.
"Nonsense!" Zheng Jie glared at Lu Yuan coldly, "Of course I remember the past, not only do I remember, I have never forgotten, I remember it deeply, every once in a while, I will take it out and recall it, uncover the deep scars in my heart, and remind me at the same time, never forget the things you once did to me, never forget how much humiliation you once made me, and always remember that the man I hate the most in the world is called Lu Yuan." ”
Lu Yuan was stunned.
He saw the expression on Zheng Jie's face when she said this.
That's really a gnashing of teeth.
A look full of hatred.
If there is a third person standing here at this time and sees Zheng Jie like this, he may not necessarily think that Lu Yuan has done something sorry for Zheng Jie.
However, Lu Yuan knew very well in his heart that although he could indeed be said to be sorry for Zheng Jie, he definitely did not reach the point where people and gods were angry.
Even, I'm not sorry for her.
Although Lu Yuan has not forgotten that incident, whenever he thinks about it, he also feels that he seems to be a little excessive, but from a certain point of view, what he did is reasonable, I really didn't expect that now, three or four years have passed, Zheng Jie has a husband, and she is still obsessed with that incident.
even took revenge on himself because he hated himself, and took such a big detour to take revenge on himself.
How much do you have to hate yourself to go out of your way to take revenge on yourself?
Lu Yuan couldn't figure it out, he couldn't figure out that Zheng Jie would hate herself, to the point of hating her.
"Zheng Jie, are you talking about the high school New Year's Day show?" Lu Yuan said hesitantly.
"Nonsense!"
Maybe it was because she heard Lu Yuan mention the New Year's Day show, Zheng Jie seemed even more excited, maybe Lu Yuan's words further stimulated her to remember what happened at the beginning, and further stabbed her heart.
"Hehe, you still remember this incident, it seems that you have a conscience more than I imagined, I thought that I was the only one who remembered this matter, and you had forgotten it a long time ago. Zheng Jie said with a sneer, her eyes also turned red, and she looked extremely excited.
When Lu Yuan heard this, he was even more confused in his heart.
If it was really a high school New Year's Day show, it wouldn't be like this.
"Of course I haven't forgotten, but if it's really because of that, you don't have to. Lu Yuan said.
"Don't you have to do this?" Zheng Jie sneered and said, "Do you know how long I have been preparing to confess to you at that time? I have been preparing since a month before the start of the New Year's Day show, and every time I go home and practice those confessional words, every action, every word, I have designed for a long time and carefully prepared. Do you know how much courage it took for me to stand on the stage and confess to you? That was in front of all the teachers and students of the school! So many pairs of eyes looked at me, so many people looked at me, and it was still on the stage of the show, and when everyone did not expect it, it was a thing that would have surprised everyone when I confessed to you, and everyone's attention was focused on me at that time! Moreover, I was still a girl, and a girl confessed to a boy! Do you know how much strength she needs to use to convince herself to muster up courage for this?
"You refused so ruthlessly, so decisively, there was almost no room for negotiation, and you left the stage directly, leaving me to stand on the stage alone. ”
Zheng Jie continued, "There was a sparse laughter in the audience, and then a huge laughter erupted, as if everyone was laughing at me and watching my jokes. ”
"A girl, who took so much risk, accumulated so much courage, and fantasized about the beauty after confession, however, at that moment, all illusions came to naught, not only that, but she also had to bear the criticism that others didn't understand, do you know how painful it must be?!"
"And the root of all this pain comes from you! Lu Yuan!" Zheng Jie became more and more excited the more she spoke, "It's all because of your refusal! You don't know, just because of your refusal, how much harm it brought to that girl back then! Just because of this, I will always hate you!"
When Lu Yuan heard this, he was completely stunned.
He didn't expect Zheng Jie to have such a painful understanding of that incident.
Yes, when Lu Yuan was in high school, a New Year's Day show was held in the school, and the performance was performed by class.
The program of Lu Yuan's class is a group dance performance of boys and girls, and it also appears as the finale.
That is, after the end of the performance, it was supposed to bow down as a whole.
However, at this time, Zheng Jie suddenly walked out and came to Lu Yuan, holding a bouquet of white orchids symbolizing her soul, and confessed to Lu Yuan.
Lu Yuan has forgotten what Zheng Jie said at that time, anyway, the general meaning is that Zheng Jie likes herself very much and wants to be her girlfriend.
Lu Yuan was stunned at that time.
He never thought that Zheng Jie would be like this.
You must know that at that time in school, Zheng Jie was also a bad girl in the eyes of teachers and students, dressed up with social habits, usually skipping classes and interacting with social people, and her dressing style was socialized and mature.
As for Lu Yuan, although his family is world-renowned, he was not as restricted as he was in college when he was in high school, but at that time, Lu Yuan, like thousands of high school students in China, was devoted to studying and only thinking about being admitted to a good university, so people who didn't know Lu Yuan's background thought that he was just an ordinary honest student.
Zheng Jie, a troubled girl like a precocious and mixed society, confessed to an honest and ordinary boy, which simply shocked Réndà.
No one could have imagined it.
Lu Yuan was naturally even more caught off guard.
So, of course, Lu Yuan refused.
First, Lu Yuan was a little panicked at that time, and secondly, Lu Yuan was really focused on studying at that time, and he didn't think about any feelings or other things, so he subconsciously refused.
After refusing, Lu Yuan left the stage.
And since then, although Zheng Jie has never confessed to him again, she doesn't even talk to Lu Yuan anymore.
But Lu Yuan didn't feel abnormal, after all, he didn't have much intersection with Zheng Jie before.
Moreover, Lu Yuan later felt that Zheng Jie's confession to herself should not be sincere, but just a play.
After all, it is normal for a girl like Zheng Jie to confess or even fight.
Girls like them don't really treat a relationship.
Therefore, Lu Yuan didn't pay much attention to it.
After that, everyone took the college entrance examination and then separated, and they never saw each other again.
Seriously, if it weren't for meeting Zheng Jie in Wujiang City this time, Lu Yuan would probably have forgotten Zheng Jie's confession to him on the stage forever.
Therefore, Lu Yuan never thought that this matter would be deeply remembered by Zheng Jie.
And it hurt her so much that she hated herself ever since.
"This ......"
Although Lu Yuan felt that it was not a big deal to refuse at that time, but seeing Zheng Jie become like this now, he couldn't help but blame himself a little in his heart, "If I hurt you at the beginning, I'm really sorry, Zheng Jie." ”
"Hehe, I'm sorry, I'm sorry and it's over?"
Zheng Jie sneered and said, "Do you know that because of your refusal, a girl who looks like a bad girl but has a pure heart has completely embarked on the road of deterioration!
"This ......" Lu Yuan thought to himself, where does this start.
"Lu Yuan, I think, you should know that when I was in school, although I was not a school flower-level beauty, but I was very beautiful, didn't I?
Lu Yuan nodded, this is true.
Zheng Jie is already very beautiful, coupled with her early development and mature personality, she usually dresses more maturely, dyes her hair, perms her ears, and has tattoos on the back of her hands.
Not to mention being a student, even if it is a teacher, sometimes when I meet Zheng Jie, I can't help but look at it a few times.
"But what about you, you are in school, you are just an ordinary boy, your family background is average, your appearance is not very outstanding, and your personality is not domineering. And the people who chase me, who want to be my boyfriend, have a rich second generation, a school grass, and a grade-level leader, but why do I still confess to you? Is it because I am cheap? No, it is because I like you, I really like you! I don't contain any interest factors, I simply like you! Very innocent feelings! That is an experience I have never had, that kind of experience and liking are so beautiful, I can't help but confess to you at the New Year's Day show! Because I can't control myself!"
"And as a result, you made my precious girlish feelings, as if the glass cup had fallen, and it was shattered!"
"If you promised me at that time, even if you pretended to agree, I think I would be a good girl, but you refused, I was completely hurt by you and hurt by life, so, since then, the heart of the girl named Zheng Jie, there is no longer any innocence, she has become more presumptuous, more open, she has never gone to college again, she has entered society, in society, wandering among men, she has learned lies and deception, learned tricks and yòuhuò, as long as she hooks her hands, there are countless men who are surging like bees and butterflies, but in her heart, there is no love anymore。 ”