Extras XVI
People ask the question "will there be pure friendship between the opposite sex" has really been asked for many years, and in the face of this question, Jiang Xiaokui can't give an answer, and she can't guarantee that she really didn't like him for a minute or a second during the time she was getting along with Jing Pengze, and she really didn't have a little heart for him.
In other words, in the past 20 years or so, she still has a very accurate concept of the word "like".
She doesn't chase stars, she has never had a crush on anyone, and the only time she tried to fall in love at first sight was when she ran into a bastard like Zhuang Ziping, which caused her to be too wary of the opposite sex later. Just like Jiang Xiangyang said, except for Jing Pengze, she has never really been in contact with any opposite sex.
However, after going to college, she really experienced what it was like to be stuck in a heap of the opposite sex.
Don't get me wrong, she's not degenerate or anything, it's just that she is the only girl in their class, and she even lives in the dormitory with girls from other classes. At the time of military training, the instructor stood in front of them and glanced at them, and said, "Oh, there are no girls in this class? ”
Everyone burst into laughter, and a boy raised his hand and said, "Instructor, don't be like this, there is still at least one girl in our class, named Jiang Xiaokui!"
Jiang Xiaokui, who was standing silently in the back row, accepted everyone's gaze with a flushed face.
Such a scene has appeared many times later, in short, as the only girl in the group, she will definitely always be the most special and eye-catching existence. In addition, she is quite beautiful, and she has been confessed five times in half a semester, which is more than the number of times she has been confessed in her previous lives combined. But because she didn't feel comfortable being sloppy with people she didn't know well, she finally refused.
In a flash, it was the first winter vacation of the college period, Jiang Xiaokui first went back to C City with his parents to visit the elders, and then, as in the past two years, their family and Jing Pengze's family got together for the New Year.
She and Jing Pengze, who have not been in touch for almost a whole semester, are obviously estranged, and there is no more bickering, and occasionally they will even smile awkwardly at each other when they meet their eyes. She noticed that Jing Pengze had lost a little weight, which made him look more angular and mature. His dressing style seems to have changed a bit, Jiang Xiaokui doesn't know if this is his personal reason or Kong Zhiyao's mark on him.
The parents of the two of them also knew that Jing Pengze had a girlfriend, so they no longer teased them like before.
Jiang Xiaokui thought that this side of the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner would be the only side between her and Jing Pengze during the winter vacation, but what she did not expect was that two days later, she received a message from Jing Pengze.
"Aoi, let's go watch a new movie together. ”
Jiang Xiaokui stared at this line of words a little distracted, and even more confused, she replied: Why don't you go to see Kong Zhiyao, why do you go to see it with me?
"She asked me to ask you out. ”
Jiang Xiaokui was even more puzzled.
"Anyway, come out. ”
knew that such a strange invitation would not be a good thing, but Jiang Xiaokui still agreed.
She and Jing Pengze met in a restaurant in the movie theater, and the first thing Jing Pengze said when he saw her, "Xiaokui, you can save me, I've been dying of sorrow recently." ”
"What's wrong?"
"Zhiyao doesn't believe that we are really just good friends. ”
“...... But you've been together for so long, and we haven't even been in touch, so what's there to doubt about her. ”
She said that this is the problem, and she said that if we both had no idea about each other, we would not break off contact so completely as soon as we fell in love. ”
His words knocked on Jiang Xiaokui's heart like a heavy object.
During the period when she was not in contact with Jing Pengze, many people said similar things to her.
- If it's really just friends, there's no need to force them not to get in touch like this.
- Didn't he talk to you with the same attitude as before, but you ignored him, why didn't you ignore him?
Jing Pengze continued, "Then she said, maybe we don't know what liking is. She said that this movie is very godly and can make people see through their hearts. Yes, if we watch it together and still don't feel anything, she really doesn't doubt it. ”
Jing Pengze said and put two movie tickets on the table, which was a movie with a single name and a love word.
Jiang Xiaokui's eyes fell on the ticket, and for some reason she panicked and wanted to stand up and run away, "I don't watch this kind of movie, it's just a gimmick to make money, and my heart depends on this thing to see clearly?"
Jing Pengze also stood up with her, "I know it's stupid, I think it too." But you should do me a favor, I'm bored and can sleep there for a while. ”
Jiang Xiaokui saw the look of pleading in his eyes.
He was asking Jiang Xiaokui for help for a slightly unreasonable request from his girlfriend.
The two have known each other for so long, and it seems that Jing Pengze has always been helping Jiang Xiaokui, and Jiang Xiaokui really doesn't feel that he has helped him anything. Even if it's just a courtesy exchange and a gratitude, she should always help it.
She sighed helplessly and resigned herself to pulling one of the movie tickets out of his hand.
A look of joy finally bloomed on his face, and she didn't dare to face it.
The storyline of this movie is actually very simple, it is about a pair of happy enemies who obviously like each other but don't realize their hearts, and only wake up in the end and then get together. They realize that their love is when one of them is confessed, and the movie's narration says: It turns out that only when faced with loss and possession by others, vague love can explode into something stark and glaring.
Jiang Xiaokui thought about the night of the graduation party again, and she was confused all of a sudden, not knowing whether she was sad about losing a good friend or what.
In fact, if it's really just the definition of "friend", then how can it be lost because one of the parties is in love. Even if you will be estranged for a while at first, you will always be friends again.
Jiang Xiaokui realized that she was crying again, and the tears dripped onto the back of her hand, this time crying for her hindsight.
She quietly turned her eyes to look at Jing Pengze, he fell asleep - she didn't feel bored and fell asleep, but he slept.
Jiang Xiaokui knew that the first time she liked other people's experiences, she ended up without a problem.
After the movie, Jing Pengze and Jiang Xiaokui walked out of the movie theater together, chatting casually while walking, and exhaling white air in the cold winter day while chatting.
Jing Pengze said, "It's quite a boring movie. ”
"Well, yes. Jiang Xiaokui agreed, "It's boring, it's quite fake, how can anyone not realize that they like another person?"
She said this deliberately, a bit like mocking herself.
After walking a few more steps, Kong Zhiyao suddenly walked over and threw himself into Jing Pengze's arms. I don't know if it's my own delusion, Jiang Xiaokui always felt that the smile Kong Zhiyao gave her had a bit of a show-off meaning.
But she still doesn't hate Kong Zhiyao.
The reason why she missed it with Jing Pengze was because she liked him a little late - she didn't like it until they got to the school after they got to the transfer school together. And after liking him, she always denied in her heart that those emotions were really likes.
When she thought she liked Zhuang Ziping before, Jing Pengze might have liked her, but she was always one step late, and she always realized it later.
She felt that the culprit was herself.
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