It is because she is too kind that she will be used again and again, people like Chu Lingling have wanted to put her to death many times, and Fu Jin Lan alone has found out many times.

But Lu Xiaoyan never cared about her, and now that she is alone and has lost all her friends, only Lu Xiaoyan, a stupid person, is still worried about her safety.

Such a kind girl, there is only Lu Xiaoyan.

"Don't worry, Jin Lan, I won't easily push all the earliest on myself. After all, she is no longer as ignorant of the world as before, and she has experienced so many setbacks and difficulties, and she should have understood many truths.

It's not that you can maintain a relationship if you want to work hard to maintain it, and it is more meaningful to go both ways.

It was Fu Jin Lan who taught her this truth, but unfortunately Chu Lingling has not been able to understand it until now.

When he arrived at the hospital, after Lu Xiaoyan did some psychological construction, he stood at the door of Chu Lingling's ward in a daze, and he could clearly see Chu Lingling's state through the glass window.

Chu Lingling was lying on the bed, her face was loveless, her eyes were empty, her face was dazed, staring at the ceiling motionlessly, she was already extremely disappointed.

In this world, no matter how hard she tries, she is still the only one, she will never be able to compare to Lu Xiaoyan, this is a fact that she has to admit.

Her eyes flickered slightly, and she seemed to sense that there was someone at the door.

Her eyes also noticed Lu Xiaoyan standing at the door, so her eyes regained some clarity, she looked at Lu Xiaoyan, and didn't speak until she came in, "It's good, you have everything now, and I don't have anything." ”

Lu Xiaoyan walked in alone, while Fu Jin Lan was waiting for her at the door.

If he also followed, then Chu Lingling's state would only be more crazy, and it would not be as peaceful as it is now, she had already turned her love for Fu Jin Lan into hatred.

"Chu Lingling, are you okay?"

"What do you think?"

Chu Lingling looked at Lu Xiaoyan like a fool, she had already become like this, and she also asked herself if she was okay, wasn't this deliberately to stimulate herself?

"Lu Xiaoyan, I lost to you, but so what? Don't be complacent, I can't cure you, there is always someone who can deal with you. ”

Lu Xiaoyan sat next to her and ignored her words.

"Do you hate me that much?"

"Yes, I hate you more than anyone else. ”

"Actually, what you hate is not me, what you hate is only your anger caused by the injustice of fate, and what you hate has never been me, but your imaginary self. ”

Because her ambition is too big, and her strength is not worthy of her ambition, it will cause her to be constantly anxious, derived from her disgust with herself, and become a hatred for Lu Xiaoyan.

"You talk nonsense, don't think you know me well, you have only known me for a few days, you think you can understand my mind? ”

"Chu Lingling, why can't you calm down and have a good talk between the two of us?"

It's all come to this point, and what grievances can't be let go?

In fact, Lu Xiaoyan had wanted to do this for a long time, but Chu Lingling had always been unwilling to cooperate with her, and every time she talked to her, she always had various ways to change the topic, and then she simply didn't respond.

has always been such an evasion, Lu Xiaoyan knows that she is actually afraid to face herself, she is also guilty of herself, she has done so many things before, she actually has regrets in her heart, but it was too late, and she didn't have time to turn back.

"Is there anything else to say between us? I know that you hate me so much, and I also hate you so much, and now that I'm going to die, everyone is happy, and you and Fu Jinlan will never have conflicts because of me again. ”

Chu Lingling suddenly smiled, and that smile became brighter and brighter.

Although she was smiling, Lu Xiaoyan could see her sadness.

"Actually, we almost became good friends, but you didn't believe in our friendship. ”

Chu Lingling's framing of Lu Xiaoyan when he was in college is true, but there is also something hidden in it.

Chu Lingling lowered her head and stopped talking, it seemed that she had acquiesced, and the truth of the year was clear in her heart.

In fact, at the beginning, that person was not pushed down by Chu Lingling, nor was it pushed down by Lu Xiaoyan, but there were other people who wanted to frame Chu Lingling.

It was Lu Xiaoyan who took the initiative to stand up and take everything for her.

Because of the strength of the Lu family, Lu Chongli personally went out and quickly calmed down the matter, and it came to an end temporarily.

The cowardly Chu Lingling was not strong enough in his family background, had no relatives, and was timid and afraid of things, so he blamed Lu Xiaoyan despicably, thinking that things were what others thought, and that Lu Xiaoyan should do so.

"Actually, you should have exposed me at that time, and it wouldn't have led to the current scene

Chu Lingling lowered her head, if Lu Xiaoyan had been ruthless at the beginning, she would not have embarked on the current path, and she would not have brought so much pain to Lu Xiaoyan.

"You regret it, it's the story of the farmer and the snake between us. Although Lu Xiaoyan saved Chu Lingling, he didn't get the slightest benefit, but caused a lot of trouble for himself.

"I have never regretted helping you, although I have also held a grudge against you, but I know that your nature is not bad. ”

"Chu Lingling, you were once able to give all your living expenses to an old man who was scavenging, which shows that you are a kind person, can you tell me what you have been through these days, why did you become like this?"

Even if Lu Xiaoyan thinks about it, he can't understand why a person has changed so much.

"As the eldest lady of the Lu family, you have no worries about food and clothing, and as a woman of Fu Jinlan, you don't lack anything, where do you understand my sadness. ”

Chu Lingling shouted, she had already got everything without doing anything, and she couldn't get what she wanted even if she put in two hundred percent of her efforts.

The gap in reality is already here, no matter how hard she tries, she will always be a loser, and no one can change this.

That's why she resents Lu Xiaoyan and is jealous of Lu Xiaoyan.

"Do you know? I have worked hard for Fu Jinlan for so many years, helping him wholeheartedly, he won't even give me a straight eye, and you just have won at that stop, do you know that kind of gap?"

When Chu Lingling said this, his face was sad.

"I can understand that you have a lot of resentment against me, and I can help you, but I will not give in to this alone. ”

Fu Jin Lan is also Lu Xiaoyan's bottom line, so she will not give Fu Jin Lan to anyone.

"It doesn't matter, I'm going to die soon, all this doesn't mean anything to me anymore, the trouble and trouble I brought you is finally over, you should be happy, why do you have such an expression?"