580: The final break
An Yao was inexplicably attacked on the Internet without knowing it, and without knowing it, that wave of attacks disappeared silently.
The woman was a bit of a bottom line, and she didn't use the real photos of An Yao and Pang Fei, and all the names in the article were also in the form of pseudonyms, and after the post was deleted, netizens lost the object of discussion, and the incident quickly subsided.
An Yao didn't know those things, but An Lu did, she was very satisfied with the speed at which Pang Fei quickly suppressed the incident this time, and she also saw a different decisiveness and determination in Pang Fei, "In the future, I can finally hand over my sister to you with confidence." ”
Pang Fei was amused by her, "Don't worry, I will definitely not let your sister be hurt in any way." ”
"Then can you come on and become my brother-in-law as soon as possible, the daylilies I am waiting for are almost cold. ”
"Okay, I'll try. ”
Both laughed.
The day after Lele's first birthday, An Yao was going to go to Haocheng with Pang Fei, but before leaving, a person she couldn't imagine appeared at her house.
Lin Jingzhi!
When An Yao opened the door and saw Lin Jingzhi, she was completely stunned, such a meeting is really difficult to describe in one or two sentences.
"Come in. After a short silence, An Yao stepped aside and let Lin Jingzhi come in and sit.
Lin Jingzhi walked in silently, but unfortunately met Cao Xiu'e coming out of the bathroom, and the moment she saw her, her face changed.
Cao Xiu'e hurriedly ran over and pulled An Yao aside, "She...... Why did she get here? Why did you let her in?"
"She came to me for nothing more than two things, either for Pang Fei or for Lele, no matter which one, I couldn't escape. Don't worry, I know what to do. An Yao slapped the back of Cao Xiu'e's hand twice with relief.
Where can Cao Xiu'e rest assured, this An Yao and Pang Fei have finally come to this point, and suddenly a Lin Jingzhi appeared, don't mix An Yao and Pang Fei anymore.
No, she can't go, she has to sit down and listen to what they're saying.
The two came to Lin Jingzhi, but saw that she took out a note from her arms, crumpled, and it could be seen that this note had been on her body for a long time.
Lin Jingzhi handed the note to An Yao, and An Yao took it.
It's a diagnosis, Lin Jingzhi has cancer, terminal!
She was already weak, and she hurt her body when she was happy, and then so many things happened that her body was overworked and she became ill for a long time.
Finally, her body couldn't bear it anymore, and she was about to fall!
An Yao had mixed feelings in her heart, "What do you mean?"
"An Yao, don't get me wrong, I don't want to ask you to do anything because I'm dying, I just want to tell you that I'm going to completely disappear from your life with Pang Fei and Lele soon. Lin Jingzhi said such words first, dispelling the precepts in An Yao's heart.
An Yao was really relieved, "You sit down first." ”
Everyone sat down on the sofa, but Lin Jingzhi said again, "The doctor told me that my health is very bad and I can't have a child, but I don't listen, I have to keep this child, thinking that I can keep Pang Fei." People always have to pay for their actions, and I am paying for the sins I created in the first place. ”
Although she said it with a smile, there was endless desolation in her eyes.
An Yao didn't speak, because she didn't need to say anything.
Lin Jingzhi smiled bitterly, and continued, "People, they always know how to wake up after experiencing some things, but there is no chance to say sorry for many things, because once you are wrong, you are wrong, and there is no way to change it." However, I still want to say to you, An Yao, I'm sorry. ”
An Yao still didn't speak, just don't overdo it.
Lin Jingzhi suddenly knelt in front of An Yao, "What has happened, there is no way to change it, I also know that a fluttering word of sorry can't make up for the damage I caused you." But I still want to say, I'm sorry for you, please forgive me. ”
"Bang-bang-bang......" Lin Jingzhi kowtowed three times to An Yao.
An Yao still didn't speak, and she didn't look at her.
Lin Jingzhi suddenly laughed, it was a kind of relieved laughter, a kind of laughter that was relieved, a kind of laughter that let go of the burden and pressure in his heart.
If she was forced to give up the world, then now, she has figured it out and liberated herself.
"I'm coming to you today for no other purpose than to say this to you personally. Speaking of which, the pressure on my heart is much less, and now ...... I feel like I'm feeling a lot more relaxed. I know that a sinner like me is not qualified to beg you for anything, but ......" Lin Jingzhi suddenly choked up, "But, as Lele's mother, I can't help but beg you." I didn't feel anything when I was a mother, but when I became a mother, I realized that a heart could worry about a person like that. ”
"I'm very lucky that I can leave something in this world in this life, but this luck is always based on being sorry for you, I know that I don't have this qualification, and I also know that I should die, what I can do, I'm afraid I can only pay it back in the next life. ”
"An Yao, Lele is your child, thank you for taking care of him all the time and caring for him. I'm here, and I've thanked you for Lele. ”
It's "dong dong dong" three rings again, this time, it's instead of Lele.
An Yao helped her up and said earnestly, "You don't have to replace Lele like this, because in my heart, Lele is my own child." ”
Lin Jingzhi smiled, and two lines of tears rolled down.
She really didn't know what else to say other than gratitude.
In this life, she is lucky to have such a good friend as An Yao, but she is also sad, she lost her only friend.
Creation makes people!
If it weren't for Pang Fei, she and An Yao would definitely still be as close and carefree as before, how good!
The bits and pieces of the past flashed in her mind like a marquee, and the endless attachment made Lin Jingzhi make a bolder request, "An Yao, can I hug you?"
"No, you can't. An Yao replied very simply.
She accepted Lin Jingzhi's apologies, but she never forgave her for being with Pang Fei.
She accepted Lele, but she never accepted the fact that Lin Jingzhi was Lele's biological mother.
Some things can be forgiven, but there are some things that cannot be forgiven.
Lin Jingzhi, who was rejected, was very sad, because this may be her last long-cherished wish, but unfortunately, this long-cherished wish will become a regret after all.
However, she doesn't blame An Yao, she can treat Lele like her own child, it's enough, it's enough.
She has achieved 80% of the purpose of coming today, and she should be content.
Quickly wiping away the tears on her face, Lin Jingzhi tried her best to keep smiling, she wanted to let herself walk a little more decently and optimistically, "That...... I'm leaving. Don't tell Pang Fei these things, and don't cause you any more trouble. I'm a superfluous person who shouldn't be among you, so let me ...... Leave quietly. ”
An Yao didn't respond, but turned her back.
In a place where Lin Jingzhi couldn't see, a line of clear tears slowly slipped down An Yao's cheeks.
She was sad, sad, ......
The mood is too complicated and complicated to describe in a sentence or two.
But there is one thing An Yao knows very well that what has happened cannot be changed, and some regrets cannot be made up after all.
Everyone has their own destiny, and everyone should be responsible for their words and deeds.
Whether Lin Jingzhi is good or bad after walking out of here is not something she can control, but she can at least be sure that Lin Jingzhi has finally let go of the knots in her heart and can leave without pressure.
And she, because of her distrust of Pang Fei at the beginning, got the result of losing Pang Fei.
It's just that she is luckier than Lin Jingzhi, she still has a chance to make up for it, but Lin Jingzhi has no way to make up for it.
"Whew......" An Yao took a deep breath and threw those messy thoughts out of her mind, and suddenly, she turned around and went back to the room and put on a coat.
Cao Xiu'e was puzzled, "It's almost dark this day, why are you going?"
"I'm going to meet Pang Fei. An Yao said as she walked out.
Cao Xiu'e suddenly thought of something, and hurriedly grabbed An Yao's arm, "Are you going to tell Pang Fei that woman is terminal......ly ill? Anyway, no, absolutely not, you are not allowed to go. ”
An Yao said, "Mom, even if I don't tell Pang Fei, do you think he will never hear this news in his life? Moreover, I also want to see if Pang Fei really let go, or if he said he let go." ”
This is also An Yao's last test for Pang Fei, if Pang Fei can't pass this level, An Yao will not be able to accept Pang Fei.
She was going to give herself an answer.
couldn't stop An Yao, and Cao Xiu'e, who was not at ease, also followed.
Pang family, Pang Fei is packing up things, Pang Jinchuan is coaxing Lele, and Pang Yan is saying goodbye to Zhong Ling at the detective agency and has not come back.
An Yao came straight to Pang Fei, "Don't clean up yet, I have something to tell you, you come over first." ”
Pang Fei looked at Cao Xiu'e, who looked anxious, and then at An Yao, looking puzzled. But he still followed An Yao to Pang Yan's room, and as soon as he entered the door, An Yao locked the door from the inside and stopped Cao Xiu'e outside.
Pang Fei asked with a smile, "What's the matter, and talk about it behind closed doors." ”
"Very important things. An Yao emphasized.
Seeing An Yao's serious look, Pang Fei didn't dare to joke, he sat upright and put on a serious expression, "Okay, I'm ready, you can say it." ”