147. Past events

Xu Qi and Li Zhannan grew up together, Li Zhannan's family was poor, she often sent him delicious things, and secretly took things from home to their house, her parents actually knew what she did, and they all turned a blind eye, because Li Zhannan studied well, looked good, and had a sweet mouth, and no one in the village didn't like him, so his parents had already acquiesced in their hearts about their relationship.

But when he arrived at college, Li Zhannan accidentally discovered Xu Qi's best friend, that is, manna, and was soon deeply attracted to her.

In his words, he was attracted to her family background, and he only had her in his heart.

She was so deluded that she believed his nonsense.

It's only her own fault, at the beginning, she saw that he was attentive to the nectar, and he didn't fortify it to this point at all.

He told her that he was approaching Manna just to get into their company, because their company was well-known in the country, had prospects, and was well paid, and both of them could enter their company to work because of Ganlu.

But later, he said that Ganlu had taken a fancy to him, and he couldn't help himself, not wanting to offend her father.

She understood that from the very beginning, he didn't just want to enter the Gan's group company, he also wanted to be the owner of the Gan's group company.

She was just a fluke, she thought that her weight in his heart was enough to make him dispel those delusions, but she overestimated her weight in his heart, and also overestimated Li Zhannan's affection for them.

She hated him, hated him, and begged him, saying that they could fight and fight on their own, and they could also have their own good life through their own efforts, and they didn't need to get it by sacrificing their feelings, but he didn't listen, and finally he became the son-in-law of the Gan family.

She was unwilling, why did the man who should have belonged to her marry another woman because of money.

More than that, she felt a deep frustration.

Before that, she felt that she deserved the best thing in the world, but overnight, she lost her most precious person.

She hated him, hated him, but couldn't let him go.

After Li Zhannan and Ganlu got married, she once tried to forget him, leave him, and live again because of disappointment, but after only leaving for more than three months, she couldn't bear it, and came back to him desperately, at that time, Li Zhannan was not treated by his father-in-law in the Gan family, and he was depressed, and happened to meet Xu Qi who went and returned, and the two of them rekindled their old love, and they were together again as before, he gave her money to spend, saying that he could give him anything except for his name.

She has thought that she will live with him for the rest of her life since she was a child, she has never thought about how she can live without him, although now he has married someone else, but she still can't forget him, can't adapt to life without him.

Therefore, she acquiesced in this relationship, and was willing to silently endure the arrangement he gave her, and be a disgraceful character.

Xu Qi loves Li Zhannan, desperately loving with all her life, even if she knows that she and him will not have results, she is willing to be his underground lover.

Later, she became pregnant, and Li Zhannan did not approve of her giving birth to a child, for fear that he would not be able to explain to Ganlu for fear that the matter would be exposed, but Xu Qi insisted on keeping the child.

She feels that she will never be able to like other men except Li Zhannan in this life, she can't be his upright wife, but she hopes to be a mother and a complete woman, she wants to have a child of Li Zhannan, and the child is also a testimony of their love.

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