Chapter 2 The World of Adults

When Tang Youyou's face was dyed a little pink and said such a sentence timidly, Li Da found that his little heart couldn't help but pop and jump.

Ah......h

After many years, Tang Youyou won't confess to me in turn!

"I'm sorry. ”

Li Da: "......"

yes, he was thinking about peaches.

He really wanted to complain, did the two of them reunite after a long absence, and began to apologize to each other when they met?

Still, that's good.

met with a smile and hatred, and when he saw that Tang Youyou still had something to say, Li Da just looked at her quietly.

"I'm sorry I promised you something, but I didn't keep my promise. So you don't really need to apologize to me, after all, I was the one who did the wrong thing, at that time, I thought I was mature, but I didn't know that it was also a kind of arrogance, I thought I was smart, but I did a lot of wrong things. ”

This is what Tang Youyou has been thinking about in his heart.

At the beginning, she thought she was mature and thought that what she was doing was for Li Da's good, so she chose to make that agreement with him, to be honest, Tang Youyou really didn't expect Li Da to do it.

At that time, she was shocked, but when Li Daxing rushed to her to fulfill his promise, Tang Youyou was a little scared.

At that time, she didn't like Li Da.

But when she was young, she had her own insistence, and she felt that if she didn't fall in love with Li Da because she fell in love with him, it would be a kind of taint on this relationship.

So, once again, she refused. However, she is actually ready to open up to Li Da.

Because she is not unaware of Li Da's efforts, although she has not yet liked Li Da, she can give it a try.

It's a pity that Li Da was not in the mood to listen to her words at that time.

At that time, Tang Youyou was also a little angry because of Li Da's behavior, and felt that he was indeed too naΓ―ve, so he didn't explain too much to him, and the two sides began a cold war, which gradually evolved into a lack of contact.

If she does it all over again, Tang Youyou will still not regret her decision, but she will make it clear to Li Da that many things, if you can communicate well, the problem will not be so serious.

After that, Tang Youyou often thought of Li Da, and when she reflected alone, she also began to analyze the gains and losses of right and wrong.

Li Da may be immature, but is she really right?

It's not true, at least, she really hurt Li Da's fiery heart.

As she grew older, Tang Youyou knew that the naivety she couldn't look down on at that time was the most precious thing.

When she was in college, some people chased her, but she was smart enough to see through the minds of those people, and she was nothing more than to tease her to try.

If you can chase it, you can chase it, and if you can't catch it, forget it.

Like Li Da, she has never seen her stubbornness if she doesn't give up.

It's ironic.

In high school, she really thought Ledat was naΓ―ve.

Perhaps, this is hypocrisy!

In this way, in college, Tang Youyou failed to fall in love, and by the time she graduated from college, she could already live on her own manuscript fees.

tried to get a part-time job, but Tang Youyou, who earns tens of thousands of dollars a month, really can't stand two or three thousand a month, and is bound by various rules and regulations.

simply went home full-time and became a waster.

Her parents did not object to her career, but they only wanted her to marry out as soon as possible, so they began to arrange blind dates.

Tang Youyou never objected, but after a few kisses, Tang Youyou knew that she refused in her heart.

I still remember that when she was in high school, she felt that it would be good to go on a blind date in the future, everything was based on reality, and how good it would be to find someone to live a good life and live a stable life.

However, when it came time to go on a real blind date, she found out that she was actually eager for a vigorous love.

It's a pity that she has been single so far, and she doesn't know how to fall in love with someone.

If you see people too clearly, you can't like someone.

In this way, Tang Youyou has become a typical example of contemporary young women.

Accept the ordinary, live an ordinary life, but the heart longs for romance.

I want to fall in love, but I am extremely vigilant against others, and I can't easily like someone.

The conflict between reason and emotion is intense, and the whole person is like a fine separation.

Sometimes she thinks it's good to be like this in this life, but sometimes she's afraid of being alone.

Sometimes she also thinks that if she and Li Da had a good relationship at that time, would she be happy?

But it's all just hypothetical.

Thinking of these past events, Tang Youyou's mood is also very complicated.

Li Da said: "You don't have to say that, in fact, I should thank you." Thanks to your encouragement, I was able to get into the first one, which made me very proud at that time. ”

Listening to Li Da's cheerful tone, Tang Youyou couldn't help but smile and said: "You can indeed be proud, you can take one in the ordinary class, but you have refreshed Luming's record." ”

"Indeed, that was the brightest moment of my life, Yu Feihu's pit didn't kill me, and let me climb out. It's a pity that I didn't work hard in college, and it was in vain to fight hard in high school. ”

Li Da looked like he was sighing at the eventful years, and Tang Youyou also echoed: "Teacher Yu was later expelled by Lu Ming, I listened to what my mother said, and he was looking for a relationship with No. 1 Middle School later." ”

The topic of conversation between the two shifted unconsciously.

Talking about the past, they had a lot to say that the restaurant didn't serve food quickly, and it was also the peak time for dinner, but the two of them were not bored at all.

chatting a little thirsty, the two tacitly picked up the teacups again.

Li Da said with a smile: "Let's have a drink, meet and laugh and enmity, the past will be over, we don't have to mind, we will still be good friends in the future, the great god will turn around and give me a chapter push." ”

"You're really looking for me to push it, I'm a woman. ”

Tang Youyou was amused by Li Da, and touched Li Da with the cup.

After drinking saliva, Tang Youyou said, "Are you married now?"

"No, old single dog. ”

Tang Youyou's heart suddenly beat a little restless.

Li Data......

Is it because of her that she has always been single?

Tang Youyou took another sip of tea and said, "It's almost time to get married, haven't you gone to find a partner?"

"I think that after graduating, I have been saving money, just thinking about buying a house and a car, and then I have the capital to fall in love with a girl! ”

Li Da's performance is really in line with the image of a good man in Tang Youyou's heart.

"Actually, you don't have to think about it so much, you can talk about it first, girls nowadays are not necessarily so realistic, most girls look at people. ”

When Tang Youyou said this, he felt more and more as if he was a little moved by Li Da.

Now Li Da looks much more mature than at the beginning, and Li Da himself looks pretty good.

The more mature, the more attractive it is.

Coupled with the blessing of memories, Tang Youyou felt that the deer in his heart was crashing.

She couldn't help but feel that something was wrong.

"You're right, I can prepare now, ah, if only a rich woman could take care of me. ”

Li Da and Tang Youyou were joking, and Tang Youyou also laughed: "Aren't you afraid of the rich woman's happy ball?"

"Hahaha......"

This is the author, chatting for a while, and suddenly drove the car.

After laughing, Li Da asked again, "What about you, are you married?"

"I'm just like you, Maternal SOLO. ”

"Ahem, we're different, I've talked about it once. ”

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Don't be angry, there's nothing to be angry about, it's not normal for people to fall in love!

But......

Hey, so angry.

Tang Youyou's smile suddenly retracted, but then he showed a business-style smile and said, "Yo, when did you talk about it?"

"When I was in college, I talked about it for a few years, and then I broke up in my senior year, and I broke up after graduation. ”

Li Da said with a smile that the things that made him very sad at that time now sound like a joke.

"yes, how do you divide it?"

Tang Youyou knew that he shouldn't ask too specifically, after all, although the two were old friends, the relationship was actually a little delicate.

I haven't been in touch for so many years, but in fact, we don't know each other very well.

This kind of problem is a bit out of bounds.

But she just wanted to know.

"Well, it's nothing, it's just that people don't look down on me. ”

Li Da said very casually, but Tang Youyou suddenly felt a heavy feeling.

In the adult world, there is indeed more reality.

She hurriedly opened her mouth to comfort: "Then they will lose a lot." ”

"Haha, maybe they're really right!"

Li Da has the self-attacking and self-healing ability of contemporary social animals.

Tang Youyou continued to comfort: "Don't be presumptuous, young man, there are a few people like you who can save money for a house and a car at this age." You're already amazing. ”

"What's amazing, it's all about boiling. Working two jobs a day, I was constantly worried that I would die suddenly. ”

"Ah......h

Tang Youyou didn't know how to comfort him.

Working two jobs a day is a bit hard.

She knew that Li Da should be a part-time author.

Most of the authors are part-time, and such authors are quite hard.

"But it doesn't matter, I quit at the end of this month, go home full-time, my life is at stake, and I can't stand two more jobs. ”

"Well, full-time ease is easy, but there are also downsides. ”

As a person who has come over, Tang Youyou has experience.

"For example?"

"If you grow fat, you will be talked about by your family, and if you are single, it will be easier to be talked about. ”

Tang Youyou had a tortured expression, Li Da looked at her, and said with a smile: "You are single because you don't want to find it, with your conditions, it's not easy to find a partner?"

"No, I've been staying at home, and I don't know anyone, if you have the right one, you can introduce me to you. ”

"Okay, okay. ”

Li Da said with a smile.

Adults speak so politely, Li Da thinks that Tang Youyou probably doesn't want to fall in love, and it should be polite to say this.

It was impossible for him to really introduce Tang Youyou to someone.

Oh, if this really happens, then he will have to deal with it.

The atmosphere of the two people chatting became more and more harmonious, but Tang Youyou was thinking, my hint should be obvious enough, right?

Single, can chase.

The money for the meal was paid by Li Da, and Tang Youyou asked for AA, but Li Da did not agree.

Tang Youyou said: "Then I'll invite you to drink tea and face, just take a walk and go back." ”

Not far away, there is a tea house, Li Da is not interested in milk tea, but I only heard that this milk tea is very expensive.

The two waited for a while, got the milk tea, and walked together again, chatting, and the atmosphere was very good.

But as the two chatted, they suddenly found that they had almost talked about all the topics they could talk about.

It would be strange to start talking so much, and now you can't find a new topic.

Tang Youyou asked what Li Da was writing now.

As an author, it's not too difficult to find topics.

"Well, I'm writing a rebirth book. ”

"Rebirth Wen, that's usually going back to the past and recovering regrets, right? If you go back to your youth, do you have any regrets you want to recover?"

Li Da shook his head and said, "Just now, the last regret is gone." ”

Tang Youyou was stunned for a while, and then he figured out what Li Da meant, after apologizing to her and resolving the past grievances, would there be no regrets?

"I do have some. ”

Tang Youyou said this, and stopped abruptly, she had no way to speak, saying that her regret was that she had failed his sincerity at that time.

Even if you are humble and understand each other, the feeling of regret cannot be dissipated.

"Now, let me ask you one more question. ”

You ask. ”

Li Da felt that Tang Youyou's tone was a little strange, so he turned his head to look at her.

The two stopped on the side of the road, and Tang Youyou slowly spoke: "Have you ever regretted that you liked me when you were a teenager?"

Li Da: "......"

Li Da froze.

Looking at Tang Youyou's bright big eyes, her appearance suddenly overlapped with her appearance when she was a teenager.

In fact, Li Da already has an answer to this question.

He regretted it when he was a teenager, but gradually he didn't regret it.

And now, Tang Youyou also apologized to him, and after the two laughed and hated, it was even more impossible for him to regret it.

It's just that......

Li Da looked at Tang Youyou's eyes and suddenly had a bold idea.

She doesn't like me, does she?

Is there such a possibility, doesn't it often be said that you don't know how to cherish it after you lose it, Tang Youyou may be thinking about him because of guilt.

Maybe it was only after the two broke up that she began to face up to her inner feelings?

Li Da began to think crankily again.

Tang Youyou turned his head a little embarrassed, and hurriedly said, "I'm just asking casually, don't take it to heart." ”

"Since you're asking casually, I'll answer casually. My answer is that there have been regrets. ”

Tang Youyou: "......"

This man is really good at making people angry!

However, Li Da continued: "When I regretted it, it was when I was most angry, during my junior year of high school, but then I didn't regret it. Although every time I think back to that time, I feel stupid and naΓ―ve, but I don't regret that I liked you. ”

Tang Youyou: "......"