Chapter 941: Winter is coming
got the new mobile phone, Lu Shanmin was the first to call Zeng Yaqian. I haven't been in touch with her for a week, and I don't know how many nights she hasn't slept well.
The phone was connected, and Lu Shanmin hurriedly said: "Yaqian, I 、、、"
"Don't scream, who is Yaqian", a very dissatisfied voice came out of the other end of the phone.
Lu Shanmin was stunned for a moment before he reacted to Guan Yue's voice, "Are you Guan Yue"?
"Boss Lu, you are amazing now, you will disappear at every turn."
Lu Shanmin smiled awkwardly, "Secretary Guan, please let Mr. Zeng answer the phone."
"I said Lu Shanmin, is there a boyfriend like you, forget it if you don't stay with you, and you've been missing for three days, do you know how Yaqian has spent the past few days."
Lu Shanmin was speechless, so he had to apologize again and again, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
"It's useless to apologize to me, I said that you have too no conscience, how good Yaqian is to you, how many days would you have without her taking you to study at the financial college?
"Ahem, oh, Guan Yue, you let Yaqian answer the phone."
"Yaqian is on the board of directors, I don't have time to deal with you, just wait, big pig's trotters." After saying that, he hung up the phone.
Lu Shanmin listened to the busy tone on the phone and smiled bitterly. remembered that back then, she often went to the midnight barbecue restaurant with Yaqian to eat barbecue, at that time they were still in their freshman year, and they hadn't seen each other for almost four years in a blink of an eye, and they became Yaqian's personal secretary.
After waiting for a while, Zeng Yaqian called over, with a faint anger in her tone, but more joy.
"Remember to call me"?
"Yaqian, oh, something happened last week." Lu Shanmin was sorry in his heart
explained.
After a long while, Zeng Yaqian's voice sounded on the phone again, "It's good that people are still there."
Lu Shanmin smiled, "Of course, your secretary hasn't changed, he still has that temper, he always likes to get along with me."
Zeng Yaqian was not so much angry, but more precisely, worried, Lu Shanmin had lost contact not once or twice, and every time she encountered such a situation, she couldn't sleep all night, she was used to it. Hearing Lu Shanmin's voice, the joy quickly diluted the anger that was not much before, "The eyes of the masses are bright, which shows how incompetent your boyfriend is."
Lu Shanmin smiled awkwardly, "I review, I admit my mistake."
Zeng Yaqian didn't joke anymore, and asked in a low voice: "How is it, have you been discharged from the hospital, are you seriously injured?"
Lu Shanmin was a little surprised, "Who did you listen to"?
"Do you still need someone else to tell me, which time I lost contact with someone who was not seriously injured and almost lost my life."
Lu Shanmin wanted to say sorry for worrying her, but the words didn't come out of his mouth, the same thing had already been said many times, and it didn't make much sense to say it again.
"It's okay, I've been beaten since I was a child, and no one has hurt me."
"Do you think you're King Kong or Superman".
Lu Shanmin could feel Zeng Yaqian's concern and worry, but he didn't know how to comfort him.
Zeng Yaqian's comforting voice came from the phone: "Don't worry about me, don't feel guilty, I'm used to this kind of frightened days."
Lu Shanmin was very moved in his heart, Zeng Yaqian didn't blame him, and didn't even ask him what happened, she just silently endured and supported her behind her back.
"Yaqian, you are becoming more and more empathetic."
"It's not that I'm empathetic, it's that I've accepted my fate," he said and paused, "I don't stop you from holding you back, and I don't ask what happened to add psychological pressure to you, I only have one request, no matter what you do, don't forget that there is still me waiting for you to go home."
Lu Shanmin snorted, a warmth spread throughout his body, and said slowly: "Yaqian, when everything is over, I will definitely give you a stable happiness, and I won't let you be so frightened as now."
Zeng Yaqian's giggling voice came from the other end of the phone, obviously in a much better mood, "This is what you said, my mobile phone recorded the voice, this is evidence."
"Of course I said it, and that's what I've always thought."
"You, your mouth is getting sweeter and sweeter, sometimes I think, you are still not the mountain villager I know."
The two had a good chat, but hearing Zeng Yaqian's unintentional joke, Lu Shanmin suddenly frowned, although it was a joke, it just hit his heart.
After a few seconds of silence, Zeng Yaqian's voice came from the phone, "Why don't you speak?"
"Oh, nothing". Lu Shanmin tried his best to show a pleasant tone.
There was silence on the phone again for a few seconds, and Zeng Yaqian's tone was calm and gentle: "Mountain people, no one can remain the same."
Lu Shanmin smiled, the woman who knows him in the world is none other than Yaqian, even if he doesn't say anything, he can know what he is thinking.
"Yaqian, do you remember that I once told you about the letter my grandfather wrote to me before he died."
"Well, of course I remember, the heart of the child is unchangeable."
"Did you say that grandpa would have been like this one day?"
"What does it look like"?
"A look that even I hate, I began to lie, and when I lied, my face was not red and my heart was not beating, I began to hurt innocent people, and I was a kind innocent person, I began to become more and more bottomless, conspiracy, ruthlessness and omnipotence, I began to get farther and farther away from the simplicity and honesty of the people of Mazui Village, the last time I returned to Mazui Village, facing the people in the village, seeing their clean and simple eyes, I was a little afraid to look at each other, if one day Secretary Chen, Village Chief Li knows that I am such a person, will they still recognize me?"
"Mountain people, you are a good person, you can still care about what they think of you, it means that your heart has not changed, what you have changed is only the means and methods to deal with the world, this is not called change, but learning, just like learning a technology."
Zeng Yaqian said softly: "Mountain people, I remember that there is another sentence in Grandpa Lu's letter, he said that the truth he talked about is his reason, not your reason, one day you will have your own reason, that is a good reason."
Lu Shanmin unconsciously showed a natural smile, "Yaqian, whenever I am confused and confused, you can always light a guiding light for me and let me firm my direction in the fog."
"Shanmin, think about it carefully, what is the reason why you have made some choices against your will? You are not all for yourself, you are for the Chenlong Group, for your friends, Relatives, for those who died for you and those who are working hard for you, your feelings for them have not changed, your responsibility to them has not changed, you still love them, it is because of this love, you would rather do something you don't want to do, would rather do something you hate, would rather put yourself in the entanglement and pain of uneasy conscience, so you haven't changed, you are still the silly mountain people who value love and righteousness and carry all the responsibilities on your shoulders, who said that you have become bad, I am the first to disagree".
Lu Shanmin's heart was full of warmth, and he smiled: "How do I think your reason is a little crooked, you are called a lover's eyes, even if I become a demon, you will treat me as an angel."
"You're right, the person I fancy is a hero of the world, even if he becomes a devil, he is also a devil who is unparalleled in the world, even if you go to kill people and set fires, I will accompany you to the end."
Lu Shanmin was in a much better mood, and a strong sense of happiness surged in his heart. sighed and said, "Han Yao cried today, and she cried quite sadly."
There was silence for a moment on the other end of the phone, "Mountain people, your body becomes strong after rolling dumplings, and in the same way, your soul and emotions also need to be tempered by rolling dumplings to become strong, you are a hero, heroes are never easy to be, you can endure the abuse of the world, and you can withstand the torture of your heart." If you feel guilty and step over this hurdle, when the matter is over, please make up for it as much as possible, and I will accompany you then."
Lu Shanmin sighed and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Yaqian, do you say that the current girls are too good to bubble, or am I really charming, I haven't made much of a move, and I have taken the bait."
Zeng Yaqian snorted and said with a slight sourness: "Yes, you are very charming, in my impression, you have never officially chased me, and I still haven't figured out how you became your girlfriend inexplicably." ”
"Hehe, that's different, we started from the micro-end and long-term love."
"It's still the same sentence, when you are a good actor, your body can't move, and your heart can't move."
Lu Shanmin smiled, "Yaqian, Sister Mei said that I am still a little short of a real mature man, when will you make it up to me."
The other end of the phone was silent, I don't know if Zeng Yaqian didn't react, or if she reacted and was shy and didn't know how to answer. However, Lu Shanmin knows that with Zeng Yaqian's character, she is not the kind of girl who is so shy that she can't even speak.
Lu Shanmin thought that it was his frivolity that made Zeng Yaqian angry, and when he was about to speak, Zeng Yaqian's voice sounded, "I've been waiting for your words for a long time."
After hanging up the phone, Lu Shanmin took a deep breath, his heart was much smoother, he couldn't care so much about Han Yao. If the Chenlong Group is still alive after the later war, then when the time comes, he will ask for forgiveness, only redemption. If this battle cannot be survived, it should be atonement with death.
Gradually, he retracted his thoughts, thinking of the detailed information that Wei Wuxian had just told him about the Han family, this huge family was more complicated than he imagined, and what he had to face was more difficult than he imagined, and winning Han Yao's heart was just the first step, and it was still too far from being able to really borrow the Han family.
Lu Shanmin turned his head to look out the window, his expression was resolute, and his eyes were cold.
Outside the window, white snowflakes are fluttering, and the first snow of the year has fallen in Tianjing, and the cold winter has come.