Extras 13
Jing Pengze did what he said, and he really began to take things to Jiang Xiaokui in the following week.
He was not ambiguous at all when he talked about things, and he didn't allow Jiang Xiaokui to interrupt, he really looked like a serious teacher.
Jiang Xiaokui also knew from this time that Jing Pengze's grades were so good because he had his own set of learning methods, not like her, running around like a headless fly. She also realized that the reason why she used to work so hard but it was useless was that she always spent her time on some strange things, which perfectly matched the condition of "looking hard".
For example, spending two hours organizing the content of a class into very beautiful notes, and finally exclaiming - I really worked hard. However, when I looked at the notes again, I would at most sigh at the neatness of the notes, and I didn't know what was written.
Now following Jing Pengze's train of thought, she realized that learning is never equivalent to writing homework and taking notes, it is equal to thinking and acting. If you do it seriously, you will find that it is not a boring thing.
They are busy studying, and the parents are not idle.
Wen Xun really called the police as he said before, because the overall situation still attaches great importance to the mental health of teenagers, so this matter quickly got attention, and some of the students who had bullied Jiang Xiaokui entered the juvenile detention center, and some were interviewed by the police and criticized and educated.
But Wen Xun didn't really write a press release to talk about it publicly, because she didn't want Jiang Xiaokui to be forced to be exposed to the public eye again.
Let Jiang Xiaokui be seen by too many people when she has not yet formed the ability to think independently, which has always been a thing that Wen Xun regrets. She hopes that from now on, she can give Jiang Xiaokui more rights to make personal choices - it is a real choice for herself, rather than superficially respecting opinions, but in fact, subconsciously instilling in her the thoughts of herself and Jiang Xiangyang.
Only in this way can she slowly make up for the shortcomings of her childhood and slowly have the ability to protect herself.
After Jing Pengze told Jiang Xiaokui about his last class in the past week, they went out for a walk together.
It was a Sunday afternoon, and there weren't many pedestrians or vehicles on the road. They walked slowly on the sidewalk, and Jiang Xiaokui asked Jing Pengze, "So I have always treated you so badly, why are you always willing to help me?"
When she asked this, she was mentally prepared to be confessed.
She thinks that Jing Pengze's liking of herself should not be a kind of narcissism, after all, Jing Pengze has been really good to her for so long, and if the opposite sex takes care of each other like this, most of them will be considered to like it.
But recently, she thought about it and asked herself whether she liked Jing Pengze or not, and came to a very clear conclusion, she didn't like it.
So she asked like this, which means that she is ready to be confessed, and she is also ready to lose a friend from now on.
It's really sad to just think of him as a friend and lose him soon. But she still felt that it should be like this, even though they were not very old, she still did not want to drag this kind of thing in the name of friends.
However, Jing Pengze's answer was different from what she thought, he said, "When I saw you on a variety show when I was a child, I felt as if I had seen a girl's version of myself, but later I found out that it was really like this, so it was quite kind." ”
Jiang Xiaokui turned her head to look at him unexpectedly, "What do you mean? You mean that I am like you? Don't be kidding, where are we alike." ”
"I've only recently figured it out. Jing Pengze said, "Even my mother thought I liked you before, and I always thought that all my care for you should be attributed to liking, but if you think about it, it's not like liking - I haven't liked anyone, so I don't know what liking is, but I don't think I'm like you." ”
Hearing Jing Pengze say that he didn't like her, Jiang Xiaokui's hanging heart fell to the ground, and she was more willing to have a good chat with him.
"So, you still haven't said where we're alike. ”
"Hmm. Jing Pengze stood still, and Jiang Xiaokui also followed him. Before they knew it, they had reached the sidewalk under a bridge. Leaning on the railing next to the sidewalk and looking at the vehicles passing by from time to time under the bridge, Jing Pengze replied, "You shouldn't know that I went to school two years later than everyone else. ”
"Huh?" Jiang Xiaokui frowned and thought for a while, "No, aren't you the same age as me?"
"That's because I skipped a grade in first grade and jumped to third grade. Jing Pengze continued, "I had a very serious illness before I went to elementary school, and I could hardly see doctors, nurses and my parents in those two years, although my parents would tell me some primary school knowledge from time to time, but I still had little interest in learning, let alone school. ”
"Of course, when I got better, I still had to go to school. Maybe I inherited my parents' IQ, although I didn't go to kindergarten, preschool or anything, but it was effortless to learn those knowledge, my parents didn't want me to fall behind two years than my peers, so they arranged for me to transfer, and when I transferred to school, I directly took the skipping exam and went to the third grade. ”
"That's when I started working with you. Jing Pengze turned his eyes to look at Jiang Xiaokui when he said this, "I feel out of place in the new school and the New Year's department, and I always think of how helpless you looked in variety shows when you were a child." But I'm a boy, and what everyone expects from boys is nothing more than to be brave and strong, so I can only hold on, and it turns out that I did a good job. ”
Jiang Xiaokui didn't know what to say, she looked into the distance and sighed softly.
In the past, she never knew that Jing Pengze also had so many troubles.
Jing Pengze said, "Until later, I forgot about the previous things, and I felt that I was a genius and a proud son of the sky." But every time I see you, I realize what I should be like when I take off my disguise. ”
He scratched his head, "I know it's all sorts of weird silly things to say all of a sudden. Hey, that's probably what happened anyway. If you don't ask me, I don't plan to say it. ”
Jiang Xiaokui was amused by his awkward appearance, she said, "It's good to say it, secrets should be shared with others occasionally, otherwise they will all weigh on a person's heart, and it will be too heavy." ”
"It's no secret. ”
"Don't count? ”
Jing Pengze also smiled, "Then we're really friends now, right?"
"yes. Jiang Xiaokui nodded, "It's really a good friend." ”
They walked down the sidewalk together, separated by about half a meter.
Jiang Xiaokui felt that the stone in her heart had been smashed a little more, and now, she could breathe comfortably.
She didn't know if Jing Pengze felt the same way, but she boldly guessed that it should be. After all, they are "opposite-sex versions of each other". Many times, many feelings, it is indeed possible to be the same.
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