Chapter 330: Self-inflicted affection
"If things are really as you said, you didn't like me at all from beginning to end, only a good impression of everyone, then when I confessed to you a month ago, why didn't you just reject me?"
Summer forced herself to stop her tears, and asked, "Why do you say that you like me too?" Why do you say that? If you had rejected me at that time, maybe I would have died a long time ago, and this would not have happened today. ”
"I won't explain what happened before, I always keep a sentence, from beginning to end, I only have a good impression of you, and please don't dwell on it anymore, because it will make me feel very annoying. ”
After saying this, Shen Mufeng shook off Xia and dragged his hands, walked straight to the direction where he had just parked, walked to the front of the car, he got into the car without hesitation, and then drove the car away without a trace of nostalgia, driving in front of Xia without a trace of nostalgia.
"Are you going to leave like this? Don't you take me with you? Are you going to leave me here alone?"
Just as the body was passing through the summer, she suddenly asked, and the words she said were distressing, the people who said it were distressed, and the people who listened were also distressed.
Hearing this, Shen Mufeng, who was driving expressionlessly, couldn't help but be stunned, "You take a taxi yourself, or ask your friend to pick you up." ”
"Heh......"
Hearing this, Summer couldn't help but smile, a bitter smile, looking both distressed and pitying, this kind of smile will only be revealed by people who are hurt to the bones, and only those who have experienced it will understand.
Summer turned his head to look at Shen Mufeng, and after a while, he drove away, leaving her alone and staying in place, the two of them came happily, but now they are things and people, the two of them go their own way, no one owes anyone, and they really respond to the sentence that they don't owe each other.
It's just a day, just 24 hours, the two have been separated for 10 hours, they just met in the afternoon, she is very serious, especially happy to dress herself, just want to show him the best side of herself, so that both of them are happy, but why is it like this now?
It's just a few hours, and his attitude towards himself is so contrasting and different from before and after, it makes Summer want to die, and she really has that kind of thought.
Although the mood is very bad, and the mood is so bad that she is dying, at least the reason is still there, the summer will not seek death because of this kind of thing, this kind of thing without a beginning or an end, before she understands this matter, she will never give up, she will not believe what Shen Mufeng said, she will never believe it.
After making up her mind, she secretly made up her mind in her heart, and she cheered up her lifeless self in the summer, wanting to become the same as before, full of blood, anyway, since she was a child, she has been hit, some are bigger than this, and some are smaller than this, she has carried them all, I believe that this time it will be no problem, mainly because she doesn't believe it, and she doesn't believe what Shen Mufeng said to herself.
Xia felt that there must be something strange about this, Shen Mufeng would never say such things for no reason, he must have a hard time, there must be other reasons, he would say this kind of thing to himself, there is definitely a reason.
At this point, Summer still believes in it and is very firm.
"Mu Feng, I understand you, understand the reason why you do this, I also know that you have a hard time, I believe you will not lie to me, you like me, it must be, I will wait for you, wait for you to complete what you want to do, and then we will be together again, okay?"
Since the person has already left, he has long been hiding far away, so the summer speaks to the air, the volume is neither loud nor small, others can't hear it, and he doesn't know it, only he knows it, it's like a person's whisper.
After cheering himself on, Summer returned to her old full of energy, the tears on her face had long since dried up, the corners of her mouth raised, and the smile that had disappeared for a few hours.
Don't look at the surface full of vitality, it's no different from usual, but it's just an empty shell, the surface is all camouflage, only the heart is your real world.
Even if Shen Mufeng has a hard time and has something that he can't tell himself, he will say it as a last resort, but it is just Xia's own conjecture, and it has not been confirmed by him himself, and he can't completely determine whether the matter is what she thinks?
If what happened today is true, what Shen Mufeng said to himself is also true, he really doesn't like himself, he really feels that he is not suitable for him, he really thinks like that, it is true... I really only have a little good impression of her, and I have a good impression of all motivated and excellent employees, and the consequences are unimaginable.
If that's the case, then what is Summer in his heart? A good and hard-working employee? Or is he an on-call fool? Then why did he promise his confession? Why did he stay with her? Why didn't he just reject himself? Why did he ......
At the thought of this, Summer couldn't restrain herself, and the disguise she had built up so hard collapsed at this moment, she squatted on the ground, leaned against the wall, hugged her legs and cried, but when she thought that she was wearing a skirt, Summer forced herself to stand up, wiped the tears from her face with her hands, and forced herself to put on a mask.
It's not early, it's going to get dark soon, she has to hurry home, Nuan Nuan is still waiting for herself at home, there is a pregnant woman at home, waiting to take care of herself, she can't let herself go like this, she still has a responsibility on her shoulders, she can't let herself go, absolutely not.
At this moment, the phone rang suddenly, Summer impatiently took out her mobile phone from her handbag, didn't even look at the caller ID, and hurriedly connected the phone.
"Xia Xia, are you okay?"
A familiar and beautiful voice came from the other end of the phone, just like the first time the two met, his voice was also like this, like a wisp of clear spring, into his heart, warming her whole person, this feeling, really wonderful.
"Mu Feng, you... Are you going to pick me up? Are you going to pick me up? And tell me what just happened, it's a prank, isn't it?"
Xia suddenly said innocently, and a happy smile appeared on her face, she really didn't expect that Shen Mufeng would actually call herself now, and at the same time, she was also very ecstatic, thinking that he was here to apologize, and Xia's voice couldn't help but be a little lighter.
"Mu Feng, I know you ......"
"No, I didn't mean to say that, don't get me wrong. ”
Shen Mufeng's light tone, and the ecstatic summer, as well as her cheerful tone, formed a great contrast, more or less self-inflicted.