The boss pressed the calculator slowly. I don't know if I've done business before, why my mental arithmetic is faster than my boss's calculator! I didn't think much about it, I guess it was a convulsive brain light.

"Well, I'll give you 370," not bad, there were more than a hundred dollars left, and I bought more than thirty yuan of stationery supplies at the stationery store next door. With two big bags of stuff in my hand, I couldn't walk home, and my hands were about to be broken.

I took a taxi and let it into the alley where I lived, and I knew that there would be a lot of people who would point fingers at me and say that I was spending lavishly. But I can't help it, the book is really heavy. I like my villa with a single courtyard, and I like the house on the hill where there is only my family. Come on, make money and move out as soon as possible!

"Xiaoxi! buy so many books! Spend a lot of money!"

"Well, aunt, the teacher asked me to buy it, and I said that I wanted to use it in class!"

When I got home, I drank a large glass of water.

"Xiaoxi, look at this desk and water cabinet like this!"

"Oh, I'll take a look," I hurriedly ran to the attic.

"Dad, why did you make a desk, and, such a small bookcase, it's not enough! Forget it, forget the bookcase, the desk is playing one, no drawers, two empty grids above the bookcase to make drawers, the desk needs a board, it's good, the drawers are time-consuming and waste, and it's useless. “

The bookcase is not enough, you can force it, the desk is not good, the notes should be used by two people at the same time without hindering each other, now you have to use three people at the same time, the teacher must prepare a space for him to help us read the homework, and you can't let him stand for hours to read!

"Oh, that's easy, I'll be able to do it in half an hour, Xiaoxi, do you want to lay the floor?"

"Yes, it's cleaner, Dad, did you buy the air conditioner?"

"No! It's not even ready. “

"There are a lot of people who install air conditioning in summer, so you have to book in advance. Flooring, didn't Sister Haiyan open a flooring shop? You don't need to choose a color when you call, just send you a few square floors. I went to buy a few square wallpapers, anyway, the area is not large, and it doesn't cost much. Air conditioning we went to buy in the evening. "The salary should be in the account at night, and now the technology is not developed, and others have no way to steal money from the card, so there is no matter how long it takes to use the transfer, compared to everyone using the passbook, using the card less!

I haven't lived in this house for a long time, and when I have the opportunity, I will buy a house in a nearby community, which is quieter than the current house.

The house here is a resettlement house, the distance between the rows is too close, and the people behind my house are a very powerful couple, who always sit in my house and chat without saying a word, scolding people or something, and the voice is very loud! The parents have a gentle temper and are unwilling to fight with others.

After dinner at noon, I brushed the rolls with my brother at home.

Incoming calls from the capital.

"Hey, do you have a job looking for me?"

"If you don't have a job, your salary has arrived, I'll notify you, and then all the books and materials I bought for you will be sent to you by post, and I'll record some good moves for you and send them to your mailbox. Look at it."

"Oh, okay, thank you" hung up the phone, I really can't get on, what can he record for me? What is it difficult to record for children?

Turn on the computer,The download has been downloaded for me for more than ten minutes.,Such a big thing,Put it in my small computer.,With the memory of the current computer,It's estimated that it's stuck!

Unzip the documents, and if you look closely, this is really a gift in the snow! But! Why did he get me this? I have a relationship with him! It's too idle? I don't think the documents I translated for them don't look idle! I really couldn't figure it out, so I dialed the phone

"Hey Xiaoxi, how do you look at it?"

"Look, thank you so much, it's all I need. But why are you doing this!"

"It's nothing, I just think you're a very interesting person! Let's make friends!"

"I'm not going to be a translator for the rest of my life!"

"It's okay, it's okay, I won't let you be a translator, don't you want to be admitted to the College of Traditional Chinese Medicine, we can't get into the College of Traditional Chinese Medicine, there are only three ways to get in here, I told you last time, didn't you say that you can't study!

"Your brain is wat! You want a layman like me to learn something from a child to college for more than ten years!"

"Then what should I do, I have to work hard!"

"I try hard but don't do this, I'm under a lot of pressure! Anyway, thank you very much, if you don't understand, I will definitely ask you, thank you. “

Forty-five degrees up and looking up at the ceiling! Since I was a child, the skill I learned is that no one will help you by yourself, and after you come out of school to work, you have to find a job by yourself! I was bullied by my boyfriend and hid in the quilt and cried silently! I was licking my wounds alone after breaking up, my mother died, and I only felt crying when no one was around, and I didn't even cry much in front of my husband. From pregnancy to childbirth, there is no food to eat, one person has a prenatal checkup, one person gets up at night, and one person holds the child to cook! Even when she gave birth to her second child, she got up early with Dabao, fed the child delicious food, and then drove to pick up her husband to the hospital to give birth. I know my husband wants to help me, but I'm used to being on my own. When you are used to being alone, you want to be alone. I want someone to lean on, but I can't.

It's a strange feeling that someone is coming up with an idea for you!

Yan Fan said, having ten children, in fact, what I want most is to live my life alone! So I don't plan to get married! I just want to learn medicine and let my mother stay with me for a few more years. I know I can't make them live long, but I want them to be happier!

If they want me to get married, I will get married, find someone I look at and I don't hate, and have two children to accompany them.

The more I think about it, the sadder I get. This is the sadness engraved in my bones, this is the feeling, the laughter of my brother holding my mother outside the door, the sound of my father busy in the attic, but now I am not cold to the bone.

I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes and went out with my parents carelessly, taking the No. 3 bus to Jingting Mountain. The road to the top of the mountain, which usually takes half an hour, was walked for more than three hours by me.

When you get to the top of the mountain, you can see the sky that is already dark!

"Can I do it? Mom, can I let you live? Can I do it? I'm afraid, I don't want to be like I'm going through a powerless experience! I hate myself!" I squatted on the ground with my head in my arms and cried loudly! When I was tired of crying, I sat on the ground, lying down, unconscious, looking at the sky that I couldn't touch!

"Hey, Wu Hao, Zhang Hao! Where are you, it's too dark, I can't see anything!"

"Hahaha"

"Hahaha, you're right to go forward," a loud noise interrupted Xiao Xi's musings.

"Oh, I'm too tired to climb this mountain, let's go over there and sit on the flat ground!" a familiar voice came to him!

"Oh my god, someone!" Before I arrived, I might have seen the black shadow sitting in this mass obviously startled people. But I didn't bother with them, I stood up, dusted myself off, and prepared to go back.

"Xiaoxi! It's Xiaoxi!" Liu Jue was closest to me, and when I stood up, the street lamp on the side shone on my face.

"Well, it's me!" they all gathered around me and babbled, but I didn't listen to me.

"I'm going home. Let's play!"

"Xiaoxi, are you in such a hurry to go back? Our big army is behind, we brought food!"

"Yes, yes, there is still wine to drink!" I stopped when I heard that there was wine! Wine suits me now, the best!

"What wine did you bring with you?"

"Beer!"

"No liquor?"

"Nope,"

"Forget it, I'm leaving, bye" I hate drinking two kinds of wine the most, beer and rice wine, the taste is particularly complicated, I don't like to drink, the white wine is fragrant, the entrance is spicy and sweet! Dry red, I don't like to drink it either! Astringent, my favorite is the wine made by my mother! After my mother died, I never drank it again! I drank it as sweet as juice, after two glasses of belly, I was fluttering, and I didn't have a headache when I got drunk the next day!

"Then whatever you want to drink, let them buy it for you!"

"Liquor, rice wine, juice wine. It's all right!"

"Then now you can't buy rice wine and juice, they are as far as the mountain, so they will buy you liquor" Wu Hao ran to the side and called.

"We can't drink liquor with you, let Li Xiang drink it with you!

"No, I'll just drink it myself, just don't bother me. “

"Xiaoxi, what happened to you today?" Zhang Hao asked on the side, Zhang Hao is a very cheerful sunny boy, gentle, and very good at making people happy.

"Well, yes, something unhappy came to mind!"

"Are you unhappy because you broke up with Xu Yang? If you want to talk to him, just talk about it, don't care what other people say? Happy is the most important thing. “

I remember that they all said that Zhang Hao liked me, but I think it may be a little bit liked, but there is no special kind of love and hate parting, after all, they have just graduated, they unloaded their burdens at once, and looked forward to some things that they could not do in school, which is understandable, and they also said that Wu Hao likes me! Hehe, I can only express it with hehe! There are too many women he likes!!

I feel like I'm so narcissistic! No one else said they liked you! Why do you think that! Laugh off your big teeth!

"You say, what does the future look like? What does the future want to become? The world is so big! There are so many secrets, how can we be small and stand at the top! How can life be controlled by ourselves!"

"I started late! If I don't have a task to be done immediately, then I have the confidence to be the best version of myself! The stars in the sky are so bright, but people can't see the planets that don't shine, and I'm not even the planet that doesn't shine. Hehehehehe!

I don't know why I'm so sentimental today, but it's because intermittent depression has returned? But I can't fall! Mom, you're still waiting for me

"Xiaoxi! What's wrong today, don't think so much, get drunk, get up tomorrow and continue to roll up your arms! The human body is only a few autumns, and the worst is just a death, I'm afraid of it!" was stunned for a long time when he heard this. yes, what am I struggling with? someone who has already died once, with a stolen life. Why are you living so restrictively!