Chapter 108: Habit
The first snow of the year in City B came on a weekend in November.
When the snow began to fall outside the window, Wen Xun was sitting in the bedroom with his mobile phone talking to his mother on the phone. On the other side of the phone, my mother said that Liang Baozhen went to City B to play this weekend, and Jiang Xiangyang went to the airport to pick her up. Mom also said that let Wen Xun also go to meet together, "After all, you were playmates with each other when you were children, you and Yangyang are together again now, and Yangyang has gone to pick her up, how inappropriate it is for you not to meet, right?"
Hearing the phrase "together", Wen Xun was stunned. After reacting, she answered twice, which was considered to be an agreement.
After hanging up the phone, Wen Xun got up and walked to the window, turned on the camera and recorded a snow scene, recording that she remembered that in the winter when she was still in high school, it suddenly snowed at home, and she called Jiang Xiangyang a big video early in the morning to watch it together.
Thinking of this, Wen Xun found that he didn't seem to have anyone to share with the snow scene now, so he simply turned off his mobile phone and watched silently with his eyes.
A while ago, the day after Wen Xun deleted Jiang Xiangyang, Jiang Xiangyang added her back. It's not that I'm asking for a reunion, but just telling her, "I sent you something, and it's a single number." And said, "I'm afraid that my mother will be worried when she finds out about our breakup, can you not tell her and your parents first?"
Wen Xun replied, "Okay, I haven't figured out how to tell my parents yet." ”
So, they were back on each other's lists, but they had no reason to speak anymore.
Recently, there are no longer reporters who often harass Wen Xun, and netizens have stopped attacking her. It's not that she defeated public opinion so quickly, it's just that new things on the Internet are emerging one after another, and everyone is tired of this big B incident.
Wen Xun knew that if she didn't insist, this matter would be forgotten by everyone after a while, Director Ren continued to be his director and continued to make a lot of money, Xu Huairou was gone, and nothing was left.
- But Wen Xun will not give up.
Wen Xun is still speaking out on the Internet and in the school, and the school leaders still interview her from time to time to coerce and lure her, and after such magical things gradually become a daily routine, everyone is slowly getting used to it.
After seeing enough of the snow, Wen Xun sat back in his chair and took out the IELTS questions to do.
After the previous series of events, she knew that she could no longer be protected by the research institute. No matter how good or bad her grades are, as long as she doesn't let go, it will be impossible for her to get the qualification for the insurance research institute. Not to mention the qualifications of the research institute, Wen Xun also knew that if she continued to do this, it would be possible for the school to find a reason to expel her in the future - although it was a relatively small probability, after all, she had good grades and had not been punished, and they did not dare to operate too blatantly in the dark.
However, Wen Xun had already prepared for the best and the worst.
If she can successfully graduate with a good grade, she will go abroad to study in the country she wants to go to for graduate school, as originally planned. If the school doesn't let her graduate and only gives her a certificate of graduation, then she will take this certificate to a small European country for graduate school - she has already checked, and there are several small countries that only look at personal ability and don't care about graduation and graduation. If the school expels her, then she will take her high school degree and go abroad to re-enroll in college.
She even thought about what Wen Xun would study in the future, she wanted to study journalism and interprofessionally.
In short, no matter which way you go, going abroad is a certainty. This is because, up to now, Wen Xun realizes that he has always lived in the expectations of others. She is always helping others and fulfilling other people's expectations, but she has never really done anything for herself.
She is a relatively "desireless" person, and she really doesn't have anything she wants, so going abroad to study is even if she fulfills a small wish of herself.
And maybe she wasn't so brave either, when she was surrounded by public opinion and invective a while ago, she desperately wished that she could disappear and go to a place where no one knew her, speaking a language that had never been spoken in life before.
In addition to those, it is Jiang Xiangyang. Wen Xun knew that most of the time if she stayed in China would be in City B or back to City C, but both cities had memories about him and she wanted to avoid.
At this time, Wen Xun didn't know why there was no option of "reuniting with Jiang Xiangyang" in his plan, maybe this is the pride and stubbornness of people at that age, they all think that breaking up is breaking up, and unlike quarrels, after breaking up, they can only move forward, and there is no turning back. Even if there is the slightest possibility of turning back, it can only happen if the other party comes to him.
But obviously Jiang Xiangyang is also proud, he will not look for Wen Xun, he is also waiting for Wen Xun to find him, to tell him, "I said that the breakup was just impulsive. As everyone knows, Wen Xun is already planning a long trip.
Wen Xun took out the answer to the paper and corrected it for himself.
The questions I did before answering the phone were all correct, and the questions after answering the phone were two-thirds wrong.
Wen Xun put down the answer and pressed her temples, she knew that it was the incident that her mother said that affected her. She took out her mobile phone and just happened to see the message that Jiang Xiangyang had just sent her.
- The last time he messaged her was when she told her the tracking number.
He said: Liang Baozhen is here, you come out and have a meal with us, otherwise my mother and they should think about it again.
Wen Xun stared at the "we" for a long time.
Jiang Xiangyang called him and Liang Baozhen "we".
Wen Xun quickly typed back to him: Okay. But let's find a time to make it clear to them, it's not appropriate to keep it a secret.
After saying this, she regretted it a little, because she didn't really think to tell the parents in such a hurry. Parents will be embarrassed not to mention it, and there will be no reason for her and Jiang Xiangyang to intersect in the future.
There is an insurmountable gap between ex-lovers and old friends, and after becoming ex-lovers of the other party, they can no longer be old friends.
Why did she say this all of a sudden......
Wen Xun's gaze returned to Jiang Xiangyang's "we".
She tapped herself on the head, speechless for the reason why she had suddenly failed to control her emotions.
Jiang Xiangyang's "The other party is inputing" flashed for a long time, and Wen Xun knew that he should have been angry with her sudden mention. In the end, he replied with a sentence that was not long: Well, I'll say it when I get home from winter vacation.
Wen Xun pursed his lips and put down his phone.
She kind of wanted to cry, but she couldn't. After all, she was going to meet Jiang Xiangyang in a while, how could she be seen crying by him.
Wen Xun took a deep breath, picked up the vanity mirror on the side and began to put on makeup. After putting on her makeup, she took out a trench coat from the closet and found a dark red scarf around her neck. After thinking for a moment, she put on the gloves she rarely wore.
Since she was a child, she didn't like to wear scarves and gloves, and she felt that wearing them would become bulky and inconvenient. In the past, Jiang Xiangyang couldn't get used to seeing her shiver from the cold, and then took off her scarf and gloves and threw them to her to wear, and she was used to that.
It won't be like that now.
To become single again, you need to quit a lot of habits, and there are many habits that need to be cultivated slowly. It's still a long time, so there should always be a day when you can adapt.