Chapter Eighty-Seven: I won't let you experience the regrets I have experienced

Later that day, Wen Xun went to the ward to see his frail mother, and had a meal with his father and Aunt Li. Because the hospital was still far away from their home, Jiang Xiangyang booked a room near the hospital and took Wen Xun to live there.

Obviously, he didn't do anything very physically demanding, but as soon as he arrived at the residence, Wen Xun lay down on the bed as if he had been drained of strength. She remembered that Jiang Xiangyang helped her take off her shoes, and the only memory left behind was that he was lying next to her and patting her back again and again. It was getting late, and tiredness gradually overcame anxiety, and Wen Xun fell asleep.

The next day was the day when Jin Mei had tumor removal surgery, but fortunately, the tumor was benign, and although there was a risk, it was not very large.

Outside the operating room, Wen Boyong paced back and forth restlessly, and from time to time he would walk to the window and smoke a cigarette. Wen Xun sat motionless on the chair where he was resting, as if he had fallen asleep. Jiang Xiangyang was on the other side with Li Fu, and Li Fu had been whispering Jiang Xiangyang in their dialect here, to the effect that he was reproaching him for telling Wen Xun about this, which made Wen Xun worried.

Fortunately, Jin Mei's operation went very smoothly, and she was transferred to the general ward after an hour of observation after the operation. Wen Boyong and Wen Xun both visited the ward, and Jin Mei fell asleep deeply, not looking very uncomfortable.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

Coming out of Jin Mei's ward, Wen Boyong asked Wen Xun when he planned to go back to school. Wen Xun said, "At least wait until my mother wakes up, I can take two days off first." ”

Wen Boyong knew that Jin Mei must have wanted to see Wen Xun very much after waking up, so he didn't refute Wen Xun's statement, but just comforted her and said, "Your mother is fine, the doctor said that she is recovering well." When you go back to school in a few days, you will be handed over to Dad to take care of you, don't worry. ”

Wen Xun's eyebrows stretched and smiled at Wen Boyong, "Of course I'm relieved." You also take care of your own body, don't just take care of my mother and exhaust yourself. ”

Wen Boyong nodded and sighed, "You have grown up." ”

"I've grown up a long time ago. After Wen Xun finished speaking, he thought in his heart - but it is still not strong enough, I still want to become stronger, so strong that you don't have to hide anything bad from me, but tell me everything, let me help you share it.

Jiang Xiangyang is different from Wen Xun, he has been very busy recently, and it is already a luxury to be able to take these two days off, and it is not realistic to stay in City C longer. Now that Jin Mei has nothing to do, he bought a ticket for the night and prepared to leave.

Li Fu only said goodbye to Jiang Xiangyang at the entrance of the hospital, and then said to Wen Xun, "Xiao Xun go and send it, I'm very tired, so I won't toss." ”

- Just like Wen Xun knew that Li Fu missed Jiang Xiangyang very much, Li Fu also understood Wen Xun, she knew that Wen Xun's mood had just experienced ups and downs, and it was always good to have Jiang Xiangyang to talk to her at this time.

Wen Xun, who was named by name, nodded, "Then Aunt Li, I'll go first, and I'll come back to accompany my mother at night." ”

"Don't be busy, there are me and your dad here, don't worry. ”

Walking out of the courtyard of the hospital, Jiang Xiangyang and Wen Xun got into a taxi together. They sat side by side in the back seat, their hands interlocked. Halfway through the drive, Wen Xun, who had been looking out the window, suddenly turned his head and said to Jiang Xiangyang, "Thank you for telling me about my mother's illness, if my mother has three long and two short but I don't know, I will regret it for the rest of my life." And she added, "And there's — I'm sorry." ”

She didn't finish her words, not because she was embarrassed to apologize, but because she didn't want to reveal Jiang Xiangyang's scars again. From what happened to Uncle Jiang to the present, Wen Xun has never understood Jiang Xiangyang's feelings at that time, and he has never regretted not telling him at that time.

At that time, she also regretted seeing Jiang Xiangyang's collapse and incomprehension, but it was always on her own standpoint, and she didn't want Jiang Xiangyang to hate her because of this matter. But now that she has experienced her mother's incident, she has learned to stand in Jiang Xiangyang's position in this matter, she truly understands him, and she really understands what a wrong decision she made at that time.

Although the decision was made by the parents at that time, Wen Xun was just a matter of resignation. But it turns out that it is not that parents do not make mistakes, and it is not that conforming to the herd can have a good result. It's just that things have already happened and can't be repeated.

Jiang Xiangyang of course understood why Wen Xun said sorry, he held her hand tighter, and said softly, "If it weren't for that experience, maybe this time Aunt Jin was sick, I would have chosen 'for your good' and then hide it from you, it is precisely because I have experienced it that I don't want you to have the same regrets." ”

He paused, and then said, "Xiao Xun, I don't blame you anymore, or I didn't blame you in the first place, it's just that the emotions at that time needed an outlet, and you just happened to bump into it." You don't blame yourself anymore. ”

Wen Xun lowered his head and said "um", with a layer of tears in his eyes.

"Alright. Jiang Xiangyang touched her head, "What happened can't be repeated, but at least it can remind us never to make such a mistake again, isn't it?"

Wen Xun nodded heavily, the tears in his eyes dripped on the back of his hand, but his heart was much more cheerful.

When people recall past mistakes, their thinking always stagnates on "can't be repeated, can't be remedied", and they always don't think that they can take this mistake as a lesson and not make bigger mistakes of the same kind in the future.

Jiang Xiangyang reached out to wipe away the tears on Wen Xun's face, and wiped away the tears on the back of her hand. He said, "As long as we always remember to put ourselves in each other's shoes, over time, it will become natural to get used to it." ”

The taxi stopped at the airport gate, and Jiang Xiangyang and Wen Xun got out of the car together. Because Jiang Xiangyang set off in too much of a hurry, he only brought a small backpack with him, and he didn't have any other luggage at all. After learning that Jin Mei was sick, he immediately asked for leave and took a taxi without a second of hesitation.

The wind was strong, but the weather was already hot. Wen Xun's uncombed hair fluttered in the wind, and a few strands even floated into her mouth.

Jiang Xiangyang smiled and helped her pull her hair away, but he didn't dare to hug her and kiss her, nor did he dare to stay any longer. After all, the airport is crowded with people, and they have to avoid suspicion.

Of course, Wen Xun also understood, so even if she was reluctant, she still said goodbye to Jiang Xiangyang.

Jiang Xiangyang also said goodbye to her, and said, "Don't think too much, I'll accompany Aunt Jin and Uncle Wen in the hospital for the past two days, and also accompany my mother." ”

"I know. Wen Xun tried to squeeze out a smile that was not too reluctant, "Don't think too much, work hard, and pay attention to your body." ”

"Okay, got it. Jiang Xiangyang also smiled, "Then I'll go, see you next time." ”