Chapter Forty-Seven: This Peace of Mind Is My Home
“...... There are still a lot of excellent young people today...... You are still far from it, and you still need to learn. ”
In the face of the words from Jiang's mother that seemed to be encouraging but actually spurred, what else could Cheng Ran do, he could only accept it humbly and restrainedly.
It's just that this sincere recognition from Cheng Ran nodded, Jiang Yueqin was stunned for a moment, and always felt that something was wrong, according to the previous process of Cheng Ran's fight, it seemed that his recognition seemed to be a little too easy.
But there is an old saying that if you don't hit a smiling person, it's always not good to continue to chase and fight. It's just that the previously congested chest was finally relieved at this moment.
She looked at Cheng Ran's low eyebrows over there with satisfaction, and looked at him a little pleasing to the eye.
I don't believe I can't suppress you......
Jiang Yueqin felt that everything was back in control, and suddenly felt that she was really serious about winning and losing, of course, she didn't actually treat him as a real junior before, but now she seems to reflect on herself.
looked at Cheng Ran's handsome face that looked a little like a girl under the warm yellow light, and comforted himself again, after all, he was still a little broken child, and he casually cut off his sharpness. I was worried about how special Red Peony was for him, but now it seems that I am afraid that I am just too worried......
It doesn't feel too good to hold the power of life and death when Jiang Yueqin turned her head, she saw Chen Huiyan staring at her without blinking for a moment, and she replied with a smile that curled up the corners of her lips.
She believed she understood the meaning of her signature micro-expression, the smile she had seen after she had slashed her opponent countless times in their college careers.
It means - "won".
The taste of victory is luscious, and the feeling of barrier-free is so open-minded.
There are no two tigers in one mountain, and the overlord of this place is me, so I can amnesty the world.
She no longer has to think about setting off offensive topics, but can blend into the atmosphere where everyone is chatting under the light of Xinning's living room.
It was about the topic of chatting abroad just now, and Marco opened his mouth with emotion, "Alas, Brother Gao Lin, Brother Luo, you can still come back often, I remember that Sister Yawen, who lived upstairs in our house, went abroad to study medicine, married a doctor in Canada, and did not come back." We used to have a very good relationship and often went to her house for dinner...... I don't know how she's doing now, after she moved, everyone has less contact......"
"Yes, isn't it that in the future, we will have fewer and fewer gatherings like this......"
In fact, these words just spoke to everyone's hearts, that is, with the passage of time, when their respective lives have a chemical reaction as drastic changes, everyone is likely to eventually face various problems in life, and rush to their own battles, so that they are gradually distancing from the people who were once inseparable but ultimately unable to share the same mind.
"Brother Gao Lin, Brother Luo Qin, you will also live abroad in the future, don't forget us! Let's get together," Luo Wei said, "after all, we have seen you when you were young, and you have seen us running around in the yard in open crotch pants!"
"What do you mean by that, Rovi...... We're still young now, I still remember when you came to me with a runny nose and said that someone bullied you and asked me to help!" Gao Lin burst into laughter as soon as he spoke.
But while laughing, he was still a little sad.
The adults over there have already finished eating, coming over here, someone asked if Luo Kang is retired and going to Australia to retire, their family has actually had someone in the past, immigrated and settled over there, the house is quite big, and their family is not short of money.
Everyone asked, "Brother Luo Qin, do you really want to immigrate over there at that time......
Luo Qin nodded, "My aunt and they are already over there first, and our family is also ready to go." ”
Wei Weiqing, who was silent for a while, raised his glasses, "Actually, it's good not to immigrate, our country is still developing, and the future will get better and better, my teacher taught me like this, so what we are studying now is what other developed countries have, and I believe we will have it in the future." ”
Luo Qin nodded, "I believe it, but I'm not a foreigner...... he glanced at Jiang's mother, when Jiang's mother took the IELTS first in college, and then refused the olive branch of a foreign university to attack the deeds of going abroad, they have heard of this, of course, let's make it clear first.
Jiang Yueqin opposed the fever of going abroad back then, it was when he was young and in his prime, and later when he got older, he deepened his thinking a lot, in fact, not everyone wanted to escape from poverty and weakness, and some people would want to learn advanced things when they went abroad, and then consider staying ...... What they are actually pursuing is just a chance to change their fate.
Whether it is going abroad, going to graduate school for a doctorate, or going to sea for business. In fact, it is all within the scope of personal ability and resources, and there is no superiority in nature as a choice.
Struggling to change the dissatisfaction with one's own destiny is the driving force and source of human beings' eternal rush. It is also the reason why human ancestors migrated and wandered.
Seeing that Jiang Yueqin was just smiling at him, Luo Qinru was encouraged and continued, "It's just that when I came back this time, I found more and more that although my former classmates and friends were close, I felt that I was already far away from them, and I began to not understand the things that are popular in China, and young people play and talk about." But there are some things they care about urgently, but they don't seem to me to be a problem. ”
"In fact, my aunt's family was the first to decide to immigrate, she used to be a group of people who went abroad, but the first had the desire to work hard to come back to build the motherland, and then she also fulfilled her promise back then, she came back, she participated in the wedding of her former lovers, saw them happy, but she found in the corner that her youth had passed away in another country. There are not many friends, everyone has their own lives, maybe they get together with the feelings and freshness of the year, but how many topics are really common? Education is cultivated in other countries, but when you return to China, you can't cut into the industry, even with the aura of a returnee, but you find that your behavior is incompatible. I also found that my hometown, which I was once familiar with, had become unfamiliar. My aunt said that she could bear the snubbing of a foreign country, sweat and tears, and lick her wounds by herself, but she couldn't come back and become a stranger in the motherland. Sometimes it's not that you have abandoned your hometown, but that your hometown has become different and no longer needs you. My aunt ended up in an old place thinking about her growing up, and it is said that she cried for a long time before leaving the next day to return to Australia. ”
"I want to ...... I might be the same. ”
Luo Qin said lightly.
Gao Lin recalled all kinds of things in Germany, and he also had all kinds of tastes and mixed feelings, and when he thought about it, he probably wouldn't be able to come back in the future.
But everyone can feel the weight of this foreign and hometown feeling.
It was a little silent in the atmosphere for a while.
After a long silence, a gentle voice suddenly sounded, as if chanting the time rush.
"The guest house and the state have been frosty, and I return to my heart day and night to remember Xianyang......"
Everyone looked at the exchanges, between the light and shadow of the chandelier overhead, the boy who was obviously a teenager was surrounded by light flocs, and read softly.
"There is no reason to cross the dry water, but the state is the hometown. ”
Under the glittering light, the boy was chanting.
This poem is based on the poet Liu Soap, who lived in the late Tang Dynasty, "Traveling to Shuo Fang", and another "Du Sanggan", the sentiment of this poem is natural and real, jumping on the paper, and it is a direct plain display of the feeling of living in a foreign land.
Reading it here at this time, Cheng Ran was actually not reciting a poem, but in this way, he expressed the kind of wisps that people felt when they chatted just now, the reluctance to be attached to their hometown, and the shackles of a foreign land, the feeling that they could only feel in the end.
Therefore, the emotions of Luo Qin Gaolin and people like them who are in a foreign land are also deeply felt by everyone.
It's not just the people around the living room, even the men who got off the table just now, and they were all blushing from drinking, they also stopped at this time, and they only felt real when they heard it, and their minds were divine.
Li Jingping seemed to see the young man who sang to Jiang Hongshao downstairs when he was in the mountains and seas again.
And in his eyes, his daughter also looked at him at this time, reciting softly in her mouth, as if she was repeating the poem that Cheng Ran recited.
After Cheng Ran's voice was cut off for a while, Jiang Yueqin's more magnetic voice sounded, "In fact, all hometowns were originally foreign lands, and our hometown was just the last stop of our ancestors' wandering and migration. People stay here, and the follow-up people regard this place as their hometown, and in which land, they have their own lovers and families, and where they will actually become their hometown in the end. ”
"This place of peace is my hometown. ”
When Jiang Yueqin's last words fell, his eyes were on Cheng Ran's body. Jiang Yueqin felt that this was a response to his performance, and he was appreciative.
The two of them went from hiding their edges to being able to make such a stroke behind, but it was a bit of a mistake.
......
A rare dinner party and the final conversation ended with the end of the men's drinking party, and everyone said goodbye one after another.
When Gao Lin and the others left, because they drove the car, they took Luo Wei and Marco and they lived together. Luo Wei also followed, today's last chat conversation was more sad, everyone actually for Gao Lin Luo Qin, the big brother in the former unit, may settle abroad in the future, see one side less and feel nostalgic, so I want to get along for a while.
Jiang Hongshao's family sent it out, Luo Wei and Shu Jiexi were in Gao Lin's car, Luo Wei shouted when he entered the car, "Brother Gao Lin, you really don't want to come back like Luo Kang in the future...... In the past, we didn't worship you very much, I remember that you used to tell us ghost stories to scare us, so that we had to listen to you, we were bullied, and you were the first to jump out to uphold justice and smash someone's window......"
Gao Lin laughed, "Okay, okay, are you complaining or really worshipping......"
Seeing Luo Wei Shu Jessie's hippie smiling face, Gao Lin drove the car and laughed, "Okay...... I used to worship me, but now, I'm afraid you'll all turn to Cheng Ranluo......"
After Luo Wei and his group got in the car and left, everyone asked him to squeeze together and send him home, but Cheng Ran refused.
After a few cars drove away, only Chen Huiyan, Jiang Hongshao's family of three and Cheng Ran were left under the street lights.
Cheng Ran said goodbye to them, and Jiang Hongshao said, "I'll send you." ”
Jiang Yueqin clasped her hands, "It's getting late, I think, it's time for you to go to bed, Red Peony." ”
Jiang Hongshao had already stood on Cheng Ran's side, turned around and said, "I'll be back soon." ”
Saying that, he glanced at Cheng Ran, and walked forward.
Before Jiang Yueqin could say anything, Li Jingping said from the side, "Okay, sending off guests is also a sign of politeness, the platform outside is not far away, she will be back soon." ”
Jiang Yueqin didn't say anything anymore, she was in a better mood now, and she didn't feel anything, after all, that kid had never been a threat, and he took the initiative to retreat like a little beast, so there should be no threat.
......
Coming out of the community, the two walked side by side under the street lamps of the willow forest by the river, walking between the breeze and the gurgling water.
"Hmm!" Cheng Ran held out his hand to her.
Jiang Hongshao was stunned, and then her face became slightly hot, and she quietly glanced back. This look is as if the color-tailed squirrel that only picked up the pine cone and worried that the praying mantis would be behind, and he was a thief with a weak heart, blushing and fluttering cute.
Without waiting for Cheng Ran to enjoy this rare demeanor in front of him, there was a warm touch in her hand, and her slender five fingers that made people want to play with them one by one probed into his grasp.
Like a squirrel hiding in a warm tree hole in the cold winter.
In the night light, the girl was bright and beautiful, and Cheng burned out in the waves that arose in this chest.
There was nothing between the two, only the reddish roots of their ears and the clear breathing in their ears seemed to be enough.
There was a young man next to him who was giggling and laughing and passing by, and when he saw the two of them walking hand in hand, there were some laughter and arguments behind him, "Ah, if I could ...... with that girl"
"I can blow ...... for a lifetime"
The noise receded from ear to ear.
In the end, I thought that this distance was too short, and I came to the farewell station.
Because the lights are bright and there are a lot of people. Jiang Hongshao was like a scared squirrel again, and her hand was withdrawn.
The car that Cheng Ran was waiting for was approaching, and Lao Jiang said with a smile, "I think what my mother said in the end is very good, a person's peace of mind, in fact, the most important thing is to see who he meets and who he is with." Where these people are, that's where they are. ”
"What about you?" Cheng Ran said with a smile, the car came, he was the only one who got on the bus at this stop, Cheng Ran stepped through the door with one foot, but didn't go up.
"Let's go!" Jiang Hongshao was worried that he would be scolded by the driver, so she pushed him into the car, and before the car door closed, she smiled, "No matter where I go in the future...... The mountains and seas and Rongcheng are the places I will never forget. ”
......
Chen Huiyan helped clean up the living room of the Jiang family, moved the chair, and when she came back, Jiang Yueqin, who was busy in the kitchen just now, brought two cups of ginger tea with a beautiful and elegant pattern bone china teacup and put them in front of Chen Huiyan.
Jiang Yueqin picked up the ginger tea and stirred the small piece of brown sugar in it with a silver spoon, "Let's go later, drink some brown sugar ginger tea, this day, it will help women replenish qi and blood." ”
As she spoke, she took a sip and stirred gently, her eyes staring at the floor in front of her, unfocused, just as if she was recalling something, and the corners of her mouth curled into a smile.
Chen Huiyan finally spoke, "There is a thing...... I actually...... I'm not going to tell you. But look at the boy's wickedness...... I still can't help it......"
"Huh......?"
"I also took a fancy to the Tianxing Daoguan area, and I originally planned to develop commercial real estate...... As a result, Cheng Ran's kid ...... Got ahead of the game. So just now you ...... I actually want to remind me, but I don't have a chance......"
Sting wolf wolf!
The spoon in Jiang Yueqin's hand fell crisply from the cup.
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It's another big chapter, and I admire myself to death.