431. Obsession

"What then, let me make amends to you with my personal promise?"

"Will you?" said expectation.

"No!" she leaned back, replied crisply.

"Then you won't be saved when you die? I will not have you in my future life, and life is better than death. He stared at her.

"You won't die, you may be sad for a while, but time will heal everything, not to mention that your ambition is so strong that you won't trip over this little thing. ”

Feng Zijian shook his head and took a big sip of wine, his eyes red.

"Tiantian, you don't understand me, you don't know, you occupy an important position in my life, all my motivation to work hard comes from you, without you, no matter how hard I work, what's the point?"

"Feng Zijian, I thought we were the same type of people. ”

"Really, what's the common denominator?"

"Sanity and calmness!"

"You are rational and calm enough, but when you face your loved ones, your sanity and calmness come second. ”

"This is natural. ”

"In my mind, you are already my relative, but now, you say that you like someone else, and I feel as sad and painful as if you are about to lose a loved one. ”

"We are still friends, and we can even be commensurate with brother and sister, if you change your mind, we are eternal relatives. ”

Feng Zijian shook his head, "I don't want to be a relative like you, I want you to be my lover day and night." ”

"Feng Zijian, don't let me repeat back and forth. ”

Feng Zijian still ignored Gan Tiantian's reminder, and continued to say with a painful expression: "Tiantian, if, I said if, if there is no existence of that person, will you accept me as your boyfriend?"

Gan Tiantian shook her head, "No, I never thought that I would have that kind of relationship with you." ”

Feng Zijian's eyes were full of disappointment.

"Maybe in your impression, I will always be just the taciturn Feng Zijian who had a strange personality, bad grades, and a poor family before. ”

"Feng Zijian, you know, the biggest characteristic of me is that I like to look at the advantages of others and ignore the shortcomings of others, unless the shortcomings are particularly unbearable. ”

Feng Zijian said depressedly: "Anyway, when I started meeting you, I was very depressed and embarrassed, if I had a choice, I didn't want that way to appear, I didn't want to show you the worst side of me before, why didn't I let you know me after everything was okay with me? But this assumption is not valid, without the help of you and your family, I would not be where I am today." ”

Feng Zijian remembered that before he shared the table with Gan Tiantian, he was going to drop out of school to work, if that was the case, he would only be an ordinary low-level worker for the rest of his life.

"Actually, meeting you eight years ago was a turning point in my life's fate, you made me, I shouldn't be too greedy, but my heart is not under my control! I left Jiangyang City eight years ago, I think I am for your good, I shouldn't disturb your life, but only God knows how I have come over these eight years, I miss you all the time!"

"Feng Zijian, obsession is the root of all suffering, let go with fate! Let go of yourself and let go of others. ”

Feng Zijian poured another big sip of wine, "Tiantian, tell me, what's so good about that person, how much better is he than me?"