Chapter 163: I Want to See You
This gentle female voice of the system directly ignited her anger, Gu Jiang angrily turned it off and redial it again, please, brother, please answer the phone.
This time it was no longer a system sound, but a familiar low voice, "Hey, what's wrong with Gu Jiang?"
Gu Jiang's voice trembled slightly, and he humbly made a request, "Brother, where are you now, I want to see you?"
"What's wrong Gu Jiang, is there something urgent?" Bo Xi immediately heard that something was wrong with her voice, and coaxed, "Don't panic, my brother is here, you speak slowly." ”
Gu Jiang's anxious heart was instantly calmed down, she listened to the sentence "Don't panic brother is here", her eyes couldn't help but be filled with a layer of mist, "Brother, I want to see you, I really want to see you, is it okay?"
This crying "is it okay" directly softened Boxi's heart, how could he be ruthless enough to refuse Gu Jiang for the second time, and immediately agreed, "Okay, you are not in the right state, where are you, I will go to look for you." ”
After Gu Jiang reported his address, Boxi hung up the phone and ended this inexplicable conversation.
Gu Jiang knew that her state was wrong, but she couldn't control it, and she didn't want to restrain it.
She's been patient enough, she doesn't want to laugh, she doesn't want to pretend to be okay, sensible, obedient, and well-behaved......
When the group disbands, you have to smile in front of the camera and give everyone's blessings, if your confession is rejected, you have to smile and pretend to be fine, and you have to keep laughing when acting......
Because she is Gu Jiang with the most beautiful smile, she is bright and charming. But she didn't want to laugh, there was nothing to laugh at, and the reality was harder than she imagined.
The biggest reason why I was able to make this decision to go abroad with such a heart, apart from her studies, was that Brother Boxi's attitude towards her had not changed as always.
She was reluctant to see Boxi, and when she thought that she would never see Boxi again for the next two years, she regretted this decision a little.
If there is no progress with Brother Boxi, I am afraid that it will be a stranger in two years. She was not willing to give up, she could not accept the result.
The most familiar stranger, no, I won't let go of the person I like so easily, what age difference children are not sensible!
In the half an hour that Bo Xi drove here, Gu Jiang's nerves were tense, staring at the door every second to determine whether there were footsteps in the corridor. She made a crack so that he could push the door and come in.
Why haven't you come back? Why are you becoming more and more indifferent to me? Obviously we are not brother and sister, obviously you promised to be with me all the time? Brother Agen, Xiaohua really likes you!
Her eyes gradually lost focus, and she fell into that painful memory, and Brother Agen, who became more and more indifferent, avoided her gaze, and excused herself again and again......
The clock is ticking, in this silent room, it is not the first time to wait, every time I am waiting for you to come back, waiting is really hard.
Why don't you want to come back? Why don't you want me anymore? If you don't want me, what is the point of my existence? A flower without roots is lifeless.
Gu Jiang stood up in a trance and walked towards the kitchen, where there were freshly peeled apples and fruit knives. She picked up her knife and walked towards the bathroom, her brother echoing in her head.
My brother said that water is everyone's home. People are wrapped in amniotic fluid before they are born, so they must return to the water when they die, cleanly, with a beginning and an end.
She wants to be a person who has a beginning and an end, and returns to the embrace of water.
That's home, it's together, it's the beginning of things together.