In fact, in the days from the New Year's Day to the end of the period, Qin Xizhen faintly felt the turbulent undercurrent. When eating in the cafeteria, you will see some teachers talking something from their mouths and then look at her.

There will also be male teachers who talk to her, "Xiao Qin...... Your band is still working on it...... It's almost the end of the term...... It's enough to finish the performance, and really let the students continue to do it?"

Before becoming a teacher, Qin Xizhen actually felt that the profession of a teacher was very sacred, not only because their family was a family of professors, but also because she had never been excellent in her school journey, and it seemed that she had met some good teachers, so in her impression, teachers were also teaching and educating people, and they were upright.

After graduation, under the operation of family relations, Qin Xizhen entered a high school as a music teacher. This year, according to common sense, in fact, it should still be a female student in college, although she has done the psychological construction to enter the workplace, but when she is really in the middle of it, she can still feel the reality of society.

Wang Qi, Tan Qingchuan's contradictions, annoying people, people who climb power, it turns out that there is competition between teachers, female teachers, chatting and chatting with each other, will also deviate, will deliberately mention the gold ring necklace bought by her husband or boyfriend, how the family is, or how good the child is, I can't get used to seeing who wears gold and silver .......

Teachers are also human beings, and they also have seven emotions and six desires, but they must behave as a model teacher in front of their students and tell the truth. But in the end, this is just a professional identity, and the problems in the workplace also exist here, friction and contradictions between people, and even if there is no contradiction, there will be people who look at you unpleasantly......

Although Qin Xizhen's appearance is a natural advantage, it will also naturally provoke some people.

Later, Song Jia, an English teacher who still had a good relationship with each other, privately reminded her, "Xiao Qin, Cheng Ran, you know, after the last monthly exam, several subjects were surpassed, although the class was the first, it fell too much compared to the ranking in the half term...... Now some people say that your band made ......."

Although Song Jia said it very implicitly, Qin Xizhen understood it as soon as he heard it.

She has also heard a lot of rumors, and there is malicious speculation about her relying on her appearance and circling among male teachers. It is said that she leads students, attracts students to engage in music, does not study and so on.

Since she was a child, Qin Xizhen has not endured these criticisms, and if she can become popular like that in Chuanyin, there will inevitably be jealous and malicious slanderers behind her, but she often just laughs at these rumors, so that people once thought she was a temperless bun.

There is something that is widely spread on the side of Chuanyin Shanhai, and it is also the reason why Qin Xizhen is so famous in the Conservatory of Music.

At that time, a senior sister in the senior grade was a person of the year, and she was originally a figure in the school, but after Qin Xizhen came in, this name was robbed, and the senior sister was a little sour, and often put up the shelves of her predecessors on some occasions in the open and secretly to pick on Qin Xizhen's piano skills, the conservatory of music was relatively small, and everyone knew about it later, and some people sympathized with Qin Xizhen, and even fought for her, but because of the "prestige" of that senior sister, no one dared to support her on the surface.

In the end, things broke out in the piano room in the afternoon, Qin Xizhen and the senior sister booked the same piano room before and after, when Qin Xizhen arrived, the senior sister did not move, and played a very difficult piece for her, as if she couldn't play well and asked her to give some advice. At this time, there was already a lively scene at the door, but Qin Xizhen walked directly to the other piano in the same piano room, sat down and played it with the attitude of the senior sister kicking the iron plate, and finally Qin Xizhen said to her, where did you play just now, which is the wrong rhythm......

The senior sister's face turned the color of pig liver, and she played another tune with the smell of gunpowder. Qin Xizhen has been fully suppressed again. As a result, that day, the senior sister played four songs with a difficulty coefficient of more than 9, and Qin Xizhen followed it again, especially the last one that the senior sister played jerky, Rachmaninoff's "Little Red Riding Hood" was smooth and magnificent in her.

After playing, she didn't wait for Qin Xizhen's "guidance", and the senior sister left with a pale face, and since then she has become famous. After a long time, some talents in the Conservatory of Music figured out a little way, there are so many piano rooms in the Conservatory of Music, how can two people make reservations before and after making reservations to the same piano room, and it is also a double piano room? After speculating for a while, people looked at Qin Xizhen's eyes again, and in addition to admiration, there was also a kind of knowingly impressive look.

She didn't care about the little criticism, in her little narcissistic words, she was so beautiful that she stabbed some people's eyes, and they were not allowed to scold her. But if someone deliberately wants to jump out to find a sense of existence, then don't blame her for fighting back.

So no matter what kind of gossip is good, to her it is a noisy crow.

This is also her guiding ideology against the world.

But this time Song Jia said something different. She couldn't think of it as indifferent and boring remarks.

Cheng Ran's grades have declined.

Moreover, others seem to be running a band, but only Qin Xizhen knows that if Cheng Ran's performance declines, in addition to the band, there are other reasons, such as his and her business...... Qin Xizhen was a little annoyed.

Originally, for Cheng Ran, she thought he was mature enough, and that kind of temperament made her directly ignore the identity of the two and even the difference in age.

But such a news made Qin Xizhen pull back to reality. She even felt a little dissatisfied with Cheng Ran, as the first in her grade, didn't she have a minimum of self-knowledge and consciousness......?

But it's more of a reproach to yourself.

Because He Chengran can make money, he really ignores other ...... in order to make money. Cheng Ran was disturbed, and his grades fell......

How could she be such a woman who dragged her feet......

Hey, what seems wrong with that?

Thinking so crankily in his heart, on the day of the final exam, Qin Xizhen tried to find a way to inquire about Cheng Ran's results. She did not participate in the marking of the papers and was not in school, but she still inquired about Cheng Ran's score through Song Jia, an English teacher who was good with her.

It's just that when I just finished the exam, there was no news for the time being.

Qin Xizhen was already planning in her heart, and she wanted the results to come out, but Cheng Ran regressed, so she clearly cut off the business between each other, and it was over.

She will still resign, but she doesn't have to worry about supporting herself.

After all, he was still only a seventeen-year-old boy, and no matter how mature he was, it seemed ...... That's just an illusion......

He also has his own things that he can't detach......

On the twenty-fifth, after dinner. The next day was the day when the students returned to school to receive the notice, and Qin Xizhen found that he was in unprecedented torment.

This is not because the outside world is saying that Cheng Ran's grades will decline because of the band she supports. But it seems to directly mean that the connection between them can continue......

As if the sentence was announced, she looked back on the bits and pieces of this semester, and was a little reluctant to cut it off in person.

But there are things that must be done. Qin Xizhen, you have to be sober.

She admonished herself.

Bite!

The phone rang, and Song Jia's news came! She was an English teacher, and she participated in the review of the files, and by the afternoon, she should have gotten the news of the ranking of the grade from Tan Qingchuan.

Qin Xizhen picked up the phone, and Song Jia's voice ...... From the other end of the phone.

Hanging up the phone, Qin Xizhen looked out the window in a daze.

After a moment, she laughed out loud.

Then, I changed a poem in a hurry, obviously it was the majesty of the teacher, but at this time, the little girl was full of revelations, muttering.

"I was born before I was born, and I am old when you were born......

Fortunately, I didn't give birth at the same time...... ...... with you Take the test together. ”

......

At this time, Song Shiqiu, who "took the exam together", took a special bath on the 25th, which is probably the meaning of "bathing and changing" every major event in many famous books and biographies, and returned to school refreshed on the 26th, arrived at school at half past eight, and held a closing ceremony at nine o'clock.

Song Shiqiu's mood today is very stable, at the end of the term, he has gone all out to fight, and he feels that he has hollowed himself out, so at this time, he has no regrets, and even Cheng Ran no longer has an indescribable awkwardness, that slight feeling of humiliation when he was surpassed by him.

Some things should be taken for granted, and the effort should be rewarded. At the beginning, Cheng Ran was happy to put his heart into this, but he was careless, playing basketball, and engaging in such and such activities, so that he was quite relaxed about learning. And then, he cut off all leisure and entertainment activities, and on the basketball court, the girls who cheered and marveled had been replaced by someone else. He has stepped up his studies, and the progress of high school is constantly moving backwards, and in this process, he has already put his heart into it.

And Cheng Ran, let's be a band, and Yang Xia is also very close...... It seems that he is also involved with music teacher Qin Xizhen, which is normal...... The first grade in the first half of the semester should be popular. The kind of treatment he received in Song Shiqiu before, is it still less.

But it doesn't matter, he caught up, gambling on his IQ and honor to study hard to brush the questions, and caught up.

He walked into the school and saw the crowd of people in front of the school building.

When he saw the poster, his state of mind, which he had thought was harmonious and seamless, suddenly had a shadow, and the panic and helplessness that he had stepped on in the middle of the term seemed to resurface...... Song Shiqiu realized at this time that he hadn't gotten rid of that afternoon, this was a demon, and only today could he get rid of it. He is actually very good, and after briefly understanding where his heart barrier comes from, he quickly adjusts, and his mentality gradually stabilizes with the pace of stepping.

On the other side of the poster, some people looked at him.

Is this a greeting gaze?

The Return of the King?

But why is the expression on the faces of these people not congratulatory, but similar to ...... Bemoan?

As he got closer, the list became clearer.

Then he looked over the head and saw the ranking.

He looked stunned. It's like a mountain peak in the depths of the clouds, the road in front of him is hidden under the clouds, or maybe there is no road below, he thinks he should take a step forward, there should be a road under the white clouds, there should be a road......

Then he bravely jumped forward and stepped into the air.

It's really an abyss under the clouds, and there's no way out at all!

At this time, among the onlookers behind him, someone's voice came, "Who is the first in the whole grade this time...... There is no suspense...... 1005 points! ”

Song Shiqiu's head was buzzing, and he seemed to hear someone say to him, "Song Shiqiu, you are second, 992 points!

"There is progress. ”

"Keep up the good work!"