Chapter Thirty-Eight: A Time and Space Divided in Two
"Oh my God, Wen Xun, what's wrong with you?"
Xu Huairou heard the knock on the door and hurriedly opened the door of the bedroom, and the moment she saw Wen Xun, she was really startled.
- Wen Xun's hair was already undecently wet, and it was all sticking to his face one by one. His clothes and pants were also wet and dirty, and covered with mud spots. But the most obvious thing is her pale face and red and swollen eyes, which are cold at first glance, and she must have cried just now.
Xu Huairou hurriedly pulled Wen Xun into the house and closed the door.
"Let's take a shower first?" she asked Wen Xun.
Wen Xun nodded, then went to his place to change his slippers, went to the closet to get clean pajamas, and turned around and walked to the bathroom. After a while, the sound of rushing water sounded in the bathroom, and Xu Huairou breathed a sigh of relief.
Wen Xun's face was a lot rudder when he came out, and his state seemed to be much better. Xu Huairou dared to ask her what happened.
"It's like nothing happened. Wen Xun said, "It's just that Jiang Xiangyang asked me to meet and made me wait for a long time, so I left first." But it may be that a lot of things that make me feel tired happen together, and it makes me a little uncomfortable. ”
"You don't look a little uncomfortable. ”
"It's like falling out of love, isn't it? Wen Xun smiled self-deprecatingly, "Actually, I think so too." The moment I left, I felt that it was impossible for me and him. If I leave just because I don't want him to see me embarrassed, that's really not a big deal. But I'm not, I'm angry in my heart, I'm still angry that he ran to be an artist without considering my opinions, and I'm still angry that I ran to City B for him, so I don't want to wait. I'm fed up with always chasing him and waiting for him, and always not seeing a clear response and a clear future. ”
Wen Xun turned his head and saw Xu Huairou looking at her steadily.
"Sorry...... Am I talking a little too much all at once. I probably need to vent, so I've told you all about it. ”
"No, I'm not annoyed by you. Xu Huairou pulled over her chair and sat down beside her. "At the beginning, I knew that you and Jiang Xiangyang not only knew each other, but were also very close, I just felt that you were lucky to be with such a good person. But after getting along with you for a long time, I feel more and more that you are also a very good person - Wen Xun, I am not comforting you, I am telling the truth. Moreover, I haven't chased stars, and for people like me, being an artist is just a glamorous profession, and it's not a big deal. If you really feel that you have been chasing him all the time and feel tired, then it is okay not to chase him, and it is not necessary for him. ”
Wen Xun smiled at her after listening to Xu Huairou's words. After a long time, she opened her mouth and asked, "Do you believe in constellations?"
"Are you okay?" Xu Huairou thought for a moment. "I don't believe it very much. ”
"I don't believe it either, but sometimes I think it's quite accurate. I'm a Cancer, and the labels that others put on Cancers are that they love to cry, love home, and can't afford to let go. I used to cry very rarely among girls, and because I didn't leave home much, I didn't feel like I was homesick. But in the past six months after going to college, I suddenly found that I was very homesick and crying, and I couldn't afford to let go of Jiang Xiangyang. Jiang Xiangyang is a Leo, a very strong sign, very similar to him, so many times I feel that there is a kind of oppressive relationship in our relationship, and I seem to be the passive one forever, and I can't compete with him. ”
"Don't think so. Once you start believing in these established things, things will really go in that direction. The more things that match, the more you believe in them, and over time, the more convinced you become. The trust of adults is invaluable and should not be delivered on such illusory things. ”
Xu Huairou's words touched Wen Xun, and she said to Xu Huairou very solemnly, "Thank you for saying this with me", and said, "I have to record this famous quote of yours in my diary." ”
Xu Huairou sneered, thinking that Wen Xun was teasing her.
But Wen Xun was serious.
She did write it in her diary: Xu Huairou, my college roommate, told me that adult trust is precious and cannot be delivered to ethereal things. When she said this, she was just trying to persuade me not to be bound by such things as horoscopes, but I thought of something else. For example, love, such as fame, such as a lot of things outside the body. I shouldn't trust those things, I should trust myself, and it has always been.
Wen Xun had a good night's sleep, and after waking up, she saw Jiang Xiangyang's circle of friends, and the address showed that it was already in another city. She wasn't surprised that he didn't reply to her messages - she didn't wait for him, and it was normal for him to be angry.
Before he was about to start feeling sad again, Wen Xun quickly crossed his dynamics.
She didn't know that this circle of friends was only visible to her - Jiang Xiangyang was still angry and reluctant to reply to her, but he still wanted to tell her that he was safe. He thought that as long as Wen Xun could give him a thumbs up, he would reply to her message, but he didn't expect Wen Xun not only not to like it, but also to post another circle of friends a few hours later.
She appears to be in the library, and the text she photographed is a passage from the book "Gone with the Wind", and Wen Xun's caption reads: "For many years, she has been fighting for her with a saber in hand." This is a quote from the original text about the relationship between Scarlett and Melanie in the book.
Jiang Xiangyang hadn't read "Gone with the Wind", and after reading that passage several times, he still didn't understand the meaning, he sighed in annoyance, and picked up the script in his hand again to read.
- In a sense, the world that he and Wen Xun were originally the same did begin to split into two completely different planes in a certain year and month. And the person who divides time and space is none other than himself.
But is it wrong to chase your dreams?
Will people who really love each other stop loving because of a different direction?
Jiang Xiangyang remembered what Wen Xun said: If the person I like is here, I will never go to such a far place.
- Perhaps on some fundamental issues, they have always been similar, but they are contradictory.