"How did you find out that the rooftop could come up? Pull me and get stuck. ”

There is an iron cable bolted to the door of the rooftop, but there is a big gap that can be drilled through after pushing the door open, of course, it is easy for Jiang Wenshu to drill through, and it is still a little laborious for Lu Ze to think about it.

Finally climbed on the rooftop, the wind was very strong, the two came to the corner, Lu Ze found a dozen beers and two bags of peanuts here, obviously, she had come up before.

"If you have to say something, why do you have to climb here?

She was wearing a little thin, Lu Ze looked at himself again, yes, she was wearing thinner than her, and when the breeze blew, goosebumps rose in an instant.

She didn't answer, just sat down against the wall, picked up a bottle of beer, handed it to Lu Ze, and asked Lu Ze if he drank it with an inquiring meaning on her face.

Lu Ze took it, opened the cap of the bottle and took a sip, this beer is imported, with a faint sour taste after drinking, Lu Ze doesn't like this taste very much, it's hard to drink.

"If you have anything to say, go down, it's too cold, don't freeze and catch a cold......"

"Actually, you think I'm dirty, don't you?"

Lu Ze didn't expect the first sentence she said to be so vigorous, he was stunned for a moment, and then shook his head.

"You don't have to deny it, I think it myself...... Cut, dirty is dirty, what's the point?"

The corners of her mouth rose, revealing a disdainful smile, maybe she was mocking herself, or she was laughing at some other people, to be honest, since she called Lu Ze over, she was ready to lose face.

Lu Ze shook his head again, the sports shorts he was wearing, it was too cold to sit on the ground, walked to Jiang Wenshu's side, leaned on the guardrail, took a sip of beer, and turned his head to look at her.

"Who hasn't done a little dirty in this business? I've seen a lot, and I know what I'm doing, it's all mud legs to cross the river, who wades through the water is not muddy?"

"But I'm different, am I?

The neon in the distance was flickering, shining on the rooftop and shining into her eyes, refracting a different light, as if she wanted Lu Ze to affirm that she was different in Lu Ze's heart.

"Actually...... Like, once ...... I was in Hengdian, there was a person who made do with me, called Xiao Ke, and then, I slept with me for three months, ran away, it is said that I was a junior for a boss, she begged me not to show my head for the boss to see, because she told the boss that she rented a house to live in, and then I really didn't show my head, leaning against the wall to watch her pack up her things, watching her leave, getting on an A8, and never seen again. ”

Jiang Wenshu was a little disappointed, she hoped that Lu Ze would say that she was different, but when Lu Ze said the same, she unconsciously breathed a sigh of relief, and her heart was very complicated.

Lu Ze turned around, leaned on the railing and looked downstairs, more than thirty floors, one floor was three meters high, and it was also a hundred meters, he was dizzy when he saw it, retracted his head, took a sip of beer, and continued to speak.

"Also, there is a girl, named Hanjun, who lives in a courtyard with me, this girl is a madman, she is obsessed with becoming famous, and then, after sleeping with the group leader, she slept with the drama, and after accompanying the drama, she had to accompany the little actors, and slept with so many people in a big circle, all of them were a bunch of small miscellaneous fish, and in the end, she still couldn't even play a small role. ”

She was a little fascinated by it, and seemed to have found someone who was in sympathy with her in Lu Ze's story, and asked, "And then?"

"And then, she still lives in that yard now, at least when I left, she was still there, she was a young lady, she was in Hengdian, two hundred straight jobs, three hundred big jobs, five hundred for a full set, and eight hundred for nights, but even so, her madness has not yet recovered, and she still wants to be famous, and she still thinks about fire. ”

I touched the pocket of my clothes, but I didn't touch anything, he forgot to bring a cigarette, smash it, smash it, and smash it, I thought about not smoking it, but Jiang Wenshu handed over a pack of unopened ones, which was the brand he was used to smoking.

Lu Ze was not polite, he took it and tore it open, he found that it was too cold to stand and squatted down, Jiang Wenshu took out a lighter from her clothes pocket and lit it for Lu Ze.

Spit out a puff of smoke, Lu Ze recalled for a while before continuing.

"More than 10,000 a month from the age of 18 to 22, 350,000 for the beautiful ones, 10,000 yuan a month for the next 30 years old, and you have to buy a bag every month, the first 30,000 to 50,000 yuan, the beautiful ones are not counted, and sometimes you can meet gay people looking for men, so who the isn't dirty? I just don't know what it was like before. ”

"Didn't you stick to it?"

"Yes, I was pinched by the head of the group, and then I quit and went back to my hometown, and now I have a monthly salary of three thousand five and a half yuan, and the company pays five insurances and one housing fund, but it is easy to live. ”

Jiang Wenshu seems to have some admiration for such a person, this kind of person who is unwilling to fall, even if she gives up her dreams, but she is not, so she can only worship.

"So, is it useful to think so much and feel sorry for yourself all the time? You have chosen this path, don't you still have to go down? If you don't want to mix up one day, won't it be over if you leave?"

"But...... I've fallen in, I can't get out. ”

Her gaze became calm again, calm and a little desperate, one wrong step is a wrong step, there is feces on her body, and she will be disgusted when she washes it.

Knock knock dry a bottle of beer, she wiped her mouth, and made a wine burp, a long hiccup, it had to be three or four seconds, and when she was done, she was happy, and turned her head to look at Lu Ze.

"So you're not going to accept me, not because of what I've done before, but because you've seen it, right?"

"For now...... That's right. ”

"Is it possible that I will accept it one day in the future? Or will I not make any more mistakes, and will I still have a chance?"

"Hmm....... The estimate may not be large. ”

"Oh, that's it......"

Jiang Wenshu lowered her head, hated herself a little, and felt very helpless, if she wasn't seen by Lu Ze that day, there might still be a chance.

His legs were numb, Lu Ze stood up and jumped, grinned, limped for a walk on the rooftop, let the blood circulate, and suddenly thought of the tap dance he had learned in the system course, and tried to come for a while, but it still didn't, it didn't look like a tap dance, but like an epilepsy or stepping on an electric door.

After the jump was hot, Lu Ze stopped, walked to the edge of the guardrail, looked at the lights in the distance, and didn't look at her.

"Maybe this isn't what you think love is? You are an experiential school, I am also an experiential school, your own family knows your own affairs, you may not be Jiang Wenshu, Tang Yufei, you don't like Lu Ze, it's Guo Xiaofei, so after a while, when you take on a new play, this feeling will be gone." ”

Jiang Wenshu shook her head after hearing this, her belief was firm: "No, I'm Jiang Wenshu, and what I like is Lu Ze." ”

"That's because you've drunk too much, go back and think about it, it's so categorical, can I believe it? This is the end of tonight's exchange party, I'm too cold, go back." ”

"Okay, I'll pack my things. ”

She agreed to go back to her room, put away the unfinished beer, picked it up, and got up and walked back.

"It's pretty good, but what if you drink half a bottle?"

"That's not it, it's eight dollars a bottle. ”

She easily drilled over again, and Lu Ze's athletic shorts butt was scraped there, revealing black pants.

When he returned to the corridor, he suddenly felt a lot warmer, Lu Ze swiped the room card, waved his hand at her, and prepared to go back to the house to sleep.

"Wait ......"

"Eldest sister, what's wrong? I bought these shorts for seventy, and they broke after just two days of wearing, what else do you want to do?"

"You can be friends, right? Good friends are always okay, right?"

Lu Ze tilted his head and showed an evil smile, at least he thought he was very evil, and with shorts with exposed pants, he was actually quite stupid.

"I didn't say no. ”

After speaking, he pushed the door back to the room, leaving Jiang Wenshu sneering in the corridor.