When Ling Xingmo came out of Jing's house, a drizzle fell in the sky.

The sky was gray, and the cold weather made people's mood a little lower.

The wind blew the hem of Ling Xingmo's clothes, he glanced at the sky, and walked into the car.

This is the last cold air of the year.

Since then, the temperature has been rising.

Before leaving in the car, he took one last deep look at the mansion.

Towering and calm, standing calmly in the city of B, a place where every inch of land is valuable.

Looking past the old house, he seemed to see the old lady sitting in the middle of the house.

Mrs. Jing has been able to join forces with Jing Shi for so many years, probably because the selfishness of the two people is very similar to some extent.

Although the old lady has been resentful of the Ji family for many years, there are reasons for wanton provocation, but she did have a grudge against the Ji family from the beginning, so she could be provoked so easily.

He didn't even understand that the old lady would have some thoughts about her parents not taking her to country M in the first place.

He, an outsider, had no choice but to analyze her: "At the beginning, the situation was unstable, you have indeed reached the age of talking about marriage, and the family happens to have a more suitable person, for them as parents, it is naturally the best arrangement for you to marry you out at that time." After all, they were forced to leave their homeland for an unknown country, and if the future was uncertain when they got there, my second aunt and grandfather would have kept them in the country as much as possible if they were not too young to take them away. ”

"After that, communication was not convenient, and it was not that they didn't want to contact you, but they were forced to cut off contact, and you didn't think to go to them in those years, so why should they ask them to look for you when they are too busy to take care of themselves?"

"You probably also know that the reason why Jing Shi first found you was because of the request of my great-grandparents and grandparents, and they wanted to find you as soon as the conditions were good, shouldn't you be more grateful to them in your heart?"

This is the person who talks the most except Lin Xinmo.

Speaking of which, Mrs. Jing is already the luckiest of the Ji family's siblings.

But people's hearts are not enough to swallow elephants, and some people are indeed prone to being in the midst of blessings and not knowing blessings.

There is only so much that Ling Xingmo can say and persuade, before leaving, he left the last sentence for Mrs. Jing, "The tombs of my great-grandparents, second aunt, and maternal grandfather are all in country M, and the letter left by your great-grandparents is also in country M. ”

That's all he can say, and the rest has to be communicated by the old lady herself.

After Ling Xingmo left, the old lady stayed in the house alone for a long, long time, just sitting quietly, as if she was asleep, but there were thousands of thoughts in her mind.

Since childhood, the morning and twilight have flooded back in my mind over and over again, and those memories that have been long ago have been turned over and over.

I think that at the beginning, she was the eldest daughter in the family, and she was originally favored by her parents and praised by relatives and friends, and later, her parents gave birth to a younger sister, and later, her parents gave birth to a younger brother.

Her position as the sole pet in the family is gone, and she usually has to let her sister and younger brother do everything.

She is lost and resentful, but the final family is like this, and she can bear it.

When she grew up, who knew that her parents didn't let her marry her first love, the eldest young master of the Jing family, but let her marry the eldest young master of the Jing family.

At that time, the eldest young master of the Jing family was not as good-looking as the eldest young master of the Jing family, and the Jing family was not as big as the Jing family.

The pronunciation of the two family names is similar, but they are very different.

She is naturally full of loss in her heart, she is unhappy, she is not convinced, but there is nothing to be done.

And after she learned that she got married, her parents planned to move to country M with the family, and she was even more unwilling, of course she wanted to go with them.

However, no matter how she made trouble, her parents didn't listen to her, and they insisted on letting her get married, and they wanted her to marry the eldest young master of the Jing family.

So, in the end, she got married.

Soon after she got married, her parents moved to country M with their family.

Before her parents left, they took Ji Tianmei and Ji Tiancheng to see her, she didn't give them a good face, but she had a good face, even if she was unhappy, she still behaved like she was doing well in the family.

As a result, her parents were more relieved when they left.

In the first year of their absence, there was a correspondence between her and them.

Later, the Jing family moved to City B, and she did not write to them that she had changed her address, so the two parties have not been in contact since.

After the family arrived in City B, although she had a few years of poor development, she also lived a few years of hard life, but after all, the time was relatively short, and her subsequent life has been relatively smooth.

Knowing that they are not happy in country M, she is actually happy.

It's just that knowing that each of them has experienced such ups and downs, she can't help but feel distressed.

Her heart is not really evil, but she values her own happiness above all else.

Man does not perish for his own sake.

She's always just held that view.

It's just that sometimes being too selfish can bind yourself and keep you from seeing too much of the outside world.

Thinking of the end, she couldn't help but cough a few times.

The phlegm is stuck in the throat and cannot speak.

Old, she is really old, and she doesn't have long to live.

There's something you can't put down.

It's time to put it down.

She gave Jing Yan a call, "Book the nearest flight and come back." ”

The manager over there heard this sentence after the phone was connected, and he was about to say something, when he heard the old lady on the other end of the phone say: "Forget it, you don't have to come back, I haven't been to see my parents for so many years, it's really my unfilial piety, and the second sister and the third brother, as the eldest sister, it's my fault that I haven't been to see them for so many years." ”

The look in Jing Yan's eyes was unprecedentedly low and gloomy, and there was nothing left to disguise, "You know everything?"

The old lady sighed long, "Jing Shi, you have been by my side for so many years, and you have done a lot of things for the Jing family, I have already regarded you as my own personal child, I will not care about you if you have used the Jing family for so many years, you also let go of the obsession in your heart, how long can life be? ”

This is also a rare time for the old lady to be generous.

The corners of Jing Yan's mouth hooked up a slight smile, but this smile was cold to the bone.

Don't persuade others to be kind without others suffering.

Now that the old lady has untied the knot in her heart, she knows how to admonish others.

It's a pity that he can't be easily shaken as easily as she is.

I've been doing some things for so many years, and I can't remember the reason for sticking to them, and I can't tell whether it's right or wrong.

I only know that if you don't check and do this, life will be like losing your backbone.

So, he had to finish his business.