Chapter 354 Gone?
Chapter 354: Gone?
If you stand in Qin Chang'an's position, of course his approach is correct, first, he wants to protect Qin Sheng, second, he wants to train Qin Sheng, third, he wants to determine what kind of person Qin Sheng is, and so on. Although Qin Sheng is his son, among the generations of men in the Qin family, there has never been such a wretch who can't afford the wall, but he still has to use time to test Qin Sheng, and he can't take risks blindly. After all, the Qin family has a great cause, and it is not easy to sacrifice too many things to get to where they are today, so they must be cautious.
However, from Qin Sheng's point of view, these are unacceptable to Qin Sheng, and they are also unfair to Qin Sheng. Because this completely negates Qin Sheng's experience and achievements in the past few years, he thought that many things rely on his own ability, and sometimes it will be mixed with luck and grandpa's good fate, but in the end he found out how ridiculous it is, he is just someone else's doll, everything is arranged by someone, just like an online game, and the plot is set.
For a man like Qin Sheng, who seemed to be approachable but was actually arrogant, how could he accept such a result? How could he be willing to become someone else's puppet and be at their mercy? Second, Qin Changan's so-called protection for him was to watch him being abused by various characters? And then he kept wandering, tormented and wronged. If it wasn't for luck that time, Zhuang Zhou didn't come at the last moment, he would have really died in Jiuhua Mountain.
And the matter of Huangmei County, didn't you protect me, then why did you put me in a desperate situation, is this what you call protection? You protect me, why at the last moment, I have to rely on my brother to exchange my life for a life to find a trace of life, why don't you show up earlier, my brother will not die if you appear earlier, do you know what it feels like? You need to rely on other people's lives to keep yourself alive, you have to fall into guilt and self-blame for the rest of your life.
Qin Sheng sometimes really hoped that it was him who died that day, not Qingyang, because then he would not feel guilty. So during this time, he forced himself not to think about the events of that night, and subjectively avoided the facts, because that feeling was too painful.
So Qin Sheng was really disgusted by Qin Chang'an doing this, if Qin Chang'an had recognized each other from the beginning, Qin Sheng might not have any opinion, after all, this was his biological father. But Qin Chang'an did this, which was unacceptable to Qin Sheng, he would rather pay a painful price for everything he did in the end, even if he died, he deserved it, but he didn't want to be someone else's puppet and become the pitiful protagonist in that Truman's world.
Qin Changan just left, no matter what Qin Sheng thought, Qin Sheng was the only one left in the living room, his mood at the moment was very complicated, and his mind was also a mess of various thoughts.
Qin Sheng understands very well that Qin Changan is his father, and he must have his reasons for doing these things, but Qin Sheng is Qin Sheng, and he also has his reasons, and if the rules of the game between the two sides collide, there will inevitably be contradictions.
Qin Sheng was stunned by Qin Chang'an's words, he could only be stunned and at a loss, he didn't know if his thoughts were right or wrong, but he couldn't accept Qin Chang'an's words for a while, and his heart was extremely entangled and contradictory.
Qin Ran had been waiting outside the door of the main hall, she was afraid that the father and son would quarrel, there was no movement inside at first, who knew that it would really quarrel in the end, Qin Ran couldn't help but get nervous. Anyway, of course, she didn't want too much tension in the father-son relationship between the father and son, who had reunited after many years, otherwise she would be uncomfortable.
However, between Qin Changan and Qin Sheng, Qin Ran would not hesitate to stand on Qin Sheng's side, because Qin Chang'an had someone who cared about someone and someone cared, and Qin Sheng didn't care about anyone who cared.
Therefore, when he saw Qin Changan coming out, Qin Ran directly blocked Qin Changan's way out, and said in an unkind tone, "Can't you treat him well?"
Qin Changan is still not angry, they don't understand it, but they are his children, how can any father blame his children, so Qin Changan said calmly, "Ranran, Dad's hardship, you will know in the future"
I don't know why, when Qin Ran heard this, he suddenly felt that his father was already old, and the tone of this kind of words was quite sad, so Qin Ran didn't know how to respond, he was originally justified, and he lost his temper in an instant.
Qin Changan smiled faintly, and then walked over from Qin Ran's side, he had to go to the kitchen to see how the lunch in the kitchen was prepared?
Qin Ran came back to his senses after a while, and smiled bitterly, although the family was reunited, it still took a long time to run in.
When Qin Ran walked into the side hall, Qin Sheng was still there in a daze, Qin Ran walked up to Qin Sheng with some distress, held Qin Sheng's hand and said, "Don't think so much"
Qin Sheng felt the temperature in his hand, and shook his head helplessly, he didn't know what to do, so he had to say confusedly, "Sister, I want to find a place to stay quietly for a few days, I'm a little tired"
This is the first time Qin Sheng said that he was tired, and in the past, no matter how much he suffered and suffered a lot of grievances, he could go on strongly, but today's events had too much impact on him, he didn't know what was right or wrong, and he didn't know how to accept it.
Qin Ran didn't hesitate, and agreed, "Okay, Yanqi Lake is quite quiet, the scenery is not bad, I'll take you over tomorrow, you have a good time over there, sister knows that it has not been easy for you all these years."
"I want to leave now" Qin Sheng said very directly, he didn't know how to face Qin Changan's father, Qin Chang'an did right or wrong, Qin Sheng really couldn't judge now.
Qin Ran was stunned for a moment, not knowing how to answer, after all, Qin Sheng had just returned here today, and he had just met his biological father, so he always felt bad about leaving directly.
So Qin Ran thought for a moment before he said, "Qin Sheng, listen to my sister's words, no matter what kind of contradictions you have, he is your father after all, no matter what he does, he doesn't have any bad intentions towards you." Take a step back and say, after so many years, you just met today, and it will make him feel bad if you do this, at least we will have a reunion dinner as a family, right?"
Qin Ran's words were very pertinent, and Qin Sheng had to nod and say, "Okay"
The sisters and brothers stayed in the side hall for a while, Qin Sheng's state looked very bad, Qin Ran didn't know what to say, he could only sigh, until Gongsun walked into the side hall and called them to go to the restaurant to eat, Qin Ran took Qin Sheng over.
In the side hall, Qin Changan was already sitting on the main seat, Qin Ran took Qin Sheng to sit on Qin Chang'an's left hand, and Gongsun sat on Qin Chang'an's right hand, his status in the Qin family was very transcendent, and Qin Changan never regarded him as a servant, but as a family member of the Qin family and his brother.
As for Zhuang Zhou and Nangong, they have already left first, the Qin family is reunited, it is not good for them to stay here, originally Nangong can stay, but she has been too tired recently, and she just wants to rest for a few days.
After everyone sat down, the atmosphere at the dinner table was a little awkward, and the table was full of sumptuous dishes, but it didn't seem to be so attractive.
Qin Sheng's face was gloomy, he lowered his head and didn't say a word, Gongsun was not easy to break the deadlock, Qin Ran thought about saying something, and after thinking about it, she took Qin Sheng away, she had to say something to the old man, otherwise it would be too bad to take the old man in his eyes, and the old man would definitely be sad and uncomfortable when he turned back.
So Qin Ran took the initiative to say, "Dad, didn't my brother just come back, I see that he is too tired during this time, and I want to take him to Yanqi Lake to relax."
Of course, Qin Changan knew that this must be Qin Sheng's idea, and he would not stop Qin Sheng, even if Qin Sheng was left in the courtyard, the father and son would be speechless when they met, so he nodded and said, "Well, your Uncle Li has a villa there, and the environment is not bad, if you call him and say goodbye, don't stay in the hotel."
Hearing this, Qin Ran's heart was finally steady, although she knew that the old man would definitely agree, but she was afraid that if she didn't agree, then the relationship would be even more difficult to integrate. As for the said Uncle Li, he is a patriarch of the group.
"Let's eat" Qin Changan picked up the chopsticks and said in a deep voice, and the others began to move the chopsticks.
Qin Chang'an is not in a hurry to eat, Qin Sheng is no longer like usual this time, holding the rice and lowering his head and slowly sandwiching the vegetables, Qin Ran doesn't eat much, most of the time he gives the three men to the dishes, especially for Qin Sheng, basically he doesn't need Qin Sheng to do it, and he also said that this is his sister's favorite dish, just to make Qin Sheng eat more.
Originally, Qin Ran planned to open a bottle of wine and welcome his younger brother home, but this atmosphere didn't seem to be suitable, so he had to give up.
After eating a bowl of rice, Qin Sheng immediately got up and said, "I'm full."
After saying that, Qin Sheng turned around and left, heading towards the outside of the courtyard, which made him panic in his heart, so he had to go out to breathe. Qin Ran glanced at the old man opposite and found that the old man didn't react, so he chased after him.
caught up with Qin Sheng at the door, Qin Ran said helplessly, "Since you don't want to stay here, then my sister will take you away."
After finishing speaking, he pulled Qin Sheng out, and then drove the Land Rover at the door straight to Yanqi Lake, and did not greet Qin Changan again.
To be honest, Qin Ran originally wanted to wait until he finished lunch and then took Qin Sheng to pay tribute to his mother, but seeing Qin Sheng's state was obviously inappropriate, he could only wait until he came back from Yanqi Lake.
Gongsun heard the sound of the car outside, so he chased it out, originally wanted to say a few words, but then thought that Qin Ran would definitely arrange it, so he returned to the restaurant.
"Gone?" Qin Changan asked without raising his head.
Gongsun sighed, he thought that he would be reunited when he came back, but who knew that it was not as beautiful as he imagined, and if it was really what he was most worried about, he smiled bitterly and said, "Let's go"
"There are still a lot of things that Ran Ran needs to deal with in the company, just let him wait quietly alone, and send Nangong to keep an eye on it," Qin Changan casually arranged.
Nangong, who had just returned to the apartment at this moment, would definitely curse Qin Sheng in his heart if he heard Qin Changan's words, Zhuang Zhou was indeed an unpredictable prophet.