Chapter 4 No regrets, no fear

"What's the matter, you've been beaten again?"

Cheng Ran crashed into his arms, Mr. Cheng Feiyang was unaccustomed to being alienated, but he was intertwined with the intimacy of blood, and then mixed with a little uncomfortable shaking his father's authority.

I don't know when it began, children and parents no longer talk to each other, even in those years of farewell from home, in the face of the green train into the platform, when stepping on the train that does not look back, perhaps the deepest contact is just from the parents to take the bag and touch the hands that are no longer young and full of wrinkled skin. When you suddenly look back on how long you haven't hugged your child, how long has it been since your child hugged their parents, about half a lifetime has passed.

A hug is very difficult, so difficult that even in the face of the parents who raised you no matter how hard it was, you can't open your arms to hug the body that you were reluctant to let go when you were a child.

The child's growth is like a revolution that can give birth to him, but then what happens is out of control.

At this time, what Cheng Ran was hugging was so real.

But Cheng Feiyang's words made Cheng Ran cry and laugh, what is "again"? Dare to love this kind of thing is the norm? In the past, his reading career was indeed very sad, but is it sad to this extent?

In the previous life, after embarking on the road of work, it was like tens of millions of tons of seawater sinking me to the deepest depths, and the tired survival day after day made people forget all the things that touched their hearts back then.

When he pushed open the door just now, there was an extreme fear in his heart, if everything he saw when he opened the door was wrong, how would he face such a world? Unfortunately but fortunately, everything is business as usual.

"Take my coat here......" pointed to Xu Lan, Cheng Feiyang pulled Cheng Ran up with his other hand, and waited until he took Xu Lan's coat and held it with one hand, stretched out his foot and stomped on his shoes.

"Isn't it a street baby on the street...... If it's your school, we'll go to your homeroom teacher and find the other parent, and I'll ask him how he disciplined his own child!"

Looking at his father's domineering appearance, his face is still handsome, how young is that he still handsome, where does that look like the middle-aged man with nasolabial folds crawling up his cheeks in his memory, it is clearly a little brother who is desperately looking for someone with a coat and a double gun.

It's just that Cheng Ran can't let the father and son team up with the soldiers, just kidding, now that Li is holding back his strength, if his father comes to the door, maybe something will come out of his mouth, wouldn't it give him the opportunity to fire and bomb indiscriminately? Of course, reborn once, Cheng Ran doesn't care about the existence of Butcher Li, it's just that his parents at this time, their every move is something that Cheng Ran cares about maintaining.

"It's okay...... Do you look like I have a skin wound? It's just, Mom, Dad, I'm looking at you today...... Glad. ”

Cheng Feiyang and Xu Lan looked at each other, both with an expression of "this kid is not sick", and then Cheng Feiyang patted his hair, "It's really okay, it's okay if you don't say it, anyway, if you don't get bullied, you are such an adult, you must have a base for everything, and you must be measured." Let's eat!"

He changed into slippers and sat back at the table, and the family of three ate not very rich, and even fried an extra dish of green pepper meat with the leftovers at noon.

Cheng Feiyang put several chopsticks in Cheng Ran's bowl for the first time, and when he saw Cheng Ran's stunnedness, he remained silent, "It's the high school entrance examination soon, it's time to make up for nutrition during this time......"

Xu Lan also immediately said, "I'll go to Binhe Road tomorrow to buy a chicken, how about I stew chicken for you tomorrow...... Half stewed, half cold salad, your mother's cold chicken, I made special oil and spicy seeds overnight today, crispy peanuts, green onions, ginger and garlic ......"

Cheng Feiyang said, "Let's dismantle the cuttlefish sent by Lao Song, the cuttlefish stewed chicken, he is also his favorite ......."

Looking at the much younger parents at the dinner table, you said a word, I said, Cheng Ran's eyes were hot, and he couldn't cry or laugh. It seems that his previous hug stimulated the two of them a lot.

After enjoying a home-cooked meal that he had not had for a long time, Cheng Rancai did find that his current self has become younger from the inside out, which is a source of power, like the power of time and space stored in his body, which contains energy that is more vast than a nuclear bomb.

Needless to say, Cheng Ran also knew what it meant to be a reborn, but when he looked at it, it seemed that there were shackles everywhere. There are too many lessons and history in front of them, there are Wang Mang in ancient times, Wang Anshi, even if there are some Internet companies that are popular in later generations, before them, is there no pioneer, yes, there is ICQ before OICQ, DynaBook before IPad, FaceBook before, there is just a bad time, maybe just a year or two before and after, just like surfing, if you fail to pedal on the board, you will be stepped on the shoulders of the latecomers to go up, the limelight is bound to be important, but if you don't have the ability, rush up, it is a bone destroyer, or the wrong way, smashed by the mad dog wave from nowhere。

Therefore, sometimes it is not necessarily a good thing to think beyond the times, I am afraid that it will still tremble, not to mention that this is a parallel time and space that has many similarities with the previous life, but there are many different parallel time and space, taboos, all kinds of karma, and whether or not it still follows the general trend of the previous life, it still needs to be done. However, once the time comes, it is necessary to spring breeze and wildfire, hang cloud sails, help the sea, catch the moon in the nine days, and send the peddlers to cross the sentient beings......

Jumping out of the way without paying attention, Cheng Ran pulled his mind back into orbit.

After eating, Cheng Ran watched the entire news broadcast in front of the TV, and then jumped to other related news channels, Cheng Feiyang and Xu Lan didn't feel any different at first, although it was still a normal class period, Cheng Ran's TV time was still regulated, but the inexplicable formal content of the news broadcast, he wanted to watch, and he would not prohibit it.

But later, when they saw Cheng Ran switching the content one by one, Cheng Feiyang and Xu Lan looked at each other, and they asked themselves if Cheng Ran had never been a good student in the school, not to mention the competition award, but the pen and word awards, and the large and small awards of the painting sympathy award, which were perfectly avoided in his student career, as for the career of the captain of the small captain who hung two bars and three bars on his shoulders, it was extremely distant, so what happened to these outstanding students who were always hearsay would never appear in him.

But Cheng Ran was watching those social and international news at this time, which were very different from the entertainment of popular TV series and cartoons...... And Cheng Ran's concentration at this time made them inexplicably a little awe-inspiring, he was a world of his own, and he always felt that it was best not to disturb him.

After reading Cheng Ran returned to his room, he took out many outdated newspapers and information sources, and after arriving late at night, he let out a long breath.

This world, by and large, is the same as the previous life...... It is not only the people he once knew who have changed, but also those things.

In February, a great man of the Republic had just died, and his ashes were scattered to the sea.

In March, a famous writer also passed away, and Cheng Ran found some of his works, which were still good, good at scar literature, but he had never seen them before.

The Huaxia Internet Network Information Center (HXNIC) is about to be established, six years after the world's first website was launched in 1991, the country is also about to enter the Internet era, which is the spring and autumn germination period of a hundred flowers, but many things have also evaporated.

The DOS version of "Fairy Sword", which was supposed to appear before, is gone, and it has never appeared. Dune Castle and Fallout are some of the most popular single-player games at the moment.

He couldn't find many familiar names in some of the world's most famous corporate fields, not knowing if it was because the time was wrong, whether these had not yet been born, or if these had disappeared as before, or if in today's world, there were things that could not be born at all.

As for the stock market, it is even more unpredictable.

Heaven left him something and took something away.

In front of you, there is an unknown ocean and the world.

What kind of attitude should he have in this world?

Those familiar people who suddenly disappeared around the corner made Cheng Ran feel the power of time and space, and in a blink of an eye, the lives they were bound to you, those countless voices and smiles that could recall the starting point, just disappeared, more lacking than death, life and death seemed so insignificant in the face of the separation of time and space.

Cheng Ran was stunned for a long time.

Knowing beyond the times and remembering the past made him understand that he had many opportunities, but should he immediately tinker with those things? First of all, there were some things that he knew and were sure of, and the time did not appear.

Secondly, isn't every bit of what is in front of him life? Isn't it worth enjoying and cherishing? The world he is in is not only a world of rebirth, but also a parallel world, and just because he transcends the level of knowledge of a world, he is destined to have many opportunities in the future, which may not be limited to time at all.

Earning money, he knows that he will not lack wealth. But now I can't wait to do it, first of all, as a junior high school student, my family, and many obstacles, I must overcome. And, many years later, when he looks back on today, when he has a privileged life and position, will he regret what he missed?

Well, cherish those who are still alive, greet those you will meet with hope, and face the world with reverence and reverence.

Therefore, he has to devote himself to this familiar and strange world...... There are thousands of ravines in the chest, just waiting for the wind to rise.

And if you have the opportunity to do it all over again, you can have a new experience, and if you can make yourself face the things that are still familiar to the world without regrets, why not try it?

The reason why the student period is a precious treasure in life is because it represents the growth of your almost burned out of youth, and you may still continue to be mature and shrewd and sophisticated, but those unforgettable memories are only once.

Therefore, Cheng Ran is willing to continue on this trajectory. Of course, the top priority is to behead Butcher Li under the horse.

Cheng Ran saw the brush inkstone that he had used to practice calligraphy resting in the corner of the bookcase, as well as the large volume of discarded newspapers. Xuan paper is very luxurious, far less economical than newspapers to practice calligraphy.

Shaken by his heart, he took out his pen to clean, plucked the burrs, glued the ink, and spread out the old newspapers.

Move the pen, press the mention.

His gaze was far-sighted and calm, as if he was using an extremely deep soul to bear the impact of this world.

That night, he wrote over and over again.

"A cup of sunrise, a glass of moonlight......

One cup to the hometown, one cup to the distance......

A cup for tomorrow, a glass for the past......

One cup for freedom, one cup for death...... [Note]"

No regrets, no shame.

Life-and-death...... Dreadnought!"

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[Note: From Mao Buyi's song "Dispel Sorrow"]