Chapter 32: Zhang Mengxin's Choice
It has been almost a year since Zhang Mengxin came to Guangdong, and now she has made a decision to resign and go north to her hometown! Because there is something that she cannot solve! She can only go back to her hometown and work again after a while!
After graduating from primary school, Zhang Mengxin was always worried that her sister was working alone in Guangdong! Although her sister sent her a letter, she still couldn't dispel the idea of worrying about her sister!
The family's financial situation has always been bad! My two younger brothers are still in elementary school, and if I am still in school, I will not have any money to go to school for my younger brothers! But now I really don't want to give up my studies!
Mom asked someone to find a job in the city. Order songs for people at karaoke!
Zhang Mengxin followed her mother into the city for the first time, and when she saw cars coming and going on the asphalt road, she felt that the city was really prosperous!
The place of work is on the side of a road, this road is particularly bright at night, and the street lamps and the houses on both sides of the road are illuminated, and the road is illuminated in all colors!
This is a street where ghosts cry wolves in Huainan. The city's bars, bars, karaoke, etc. are basically on both sides of this road!
The place where Zhang Mengxin went was called Emgrand Karaoke! The shop was run by a young couple! I was only 16 years old, and I was able to find a job here, and I am very grateful to this young couple.
Zhang Mengxin's salary here is 160 yuan a month! I thought that working here for two months during the summer vacation would be enough for the tuition fee for the first day of the new year in the future, but fortunately, I had food and accommodation here!
I usually eat a big pot of rice with my brothers and sisters in the store, because I am a singer, and every night the guests order until the early hours of the morning, so I always carry a quilt and sleep in the small order room!
There are many college students who like to come here to charter a room, and it will cost 15 yuan a night! I like this kind of guest the most, as long as I put a few plates and a dozen songs, most of them come not for the purpose of singing!
Sometimes some male customers will buy dim sum for themselves to eat! Those dim sum cakes are so sweet and delicious that I really can't bear to eat them!
In fact, before he came to the city to work, another boy in the sixth grade often came to his house. He has a good relationship with his eldest brother!
Although he didn't talk to him much in class, Zhang Mengxin knew that Kong Lang liked him!
He is different from Kong Weihe, and when he is with him, he will unconsciously pay attention to him! With Kong Weihe, he will feel very safe and comfortable! Zhang Mengxin himself feels very contradictory! I can't put it into words!
Before going to work, Kong Lang came to Zhang Mengxin's house and took out his 300 yuan tuition fee to Zhang Mengxin!
Zhang Mengxin asked, "Give it to me! What should you do when you go to school?"
"I will pretend to go to school every day, and then do a little business in Gaohuang, and you will just go to your school!" Kong Lang said solemnly.
Although it is a very naïve idea and practice, it is deeply imprinted in Zhang Mengxin's heart! At this moment, a ripple has been swayed in Zhang Mengxin's heart!
I have fallen in love with Kong Lang! This is youth! Although it is only the first love! It is often the most beautiful and pure love!
"I can't ask for this money! I won't!"
"Why!"
"I know you're for me, but you can't ruin your future for me to go to school! My mother has already found me a job in the city, and she will go tomorrow, I have your kindness in mind! Really, you can take the money back!" Zhang Mengxin looked at Kong Lang affectionately and said.
Zheng Mengxin handed the money to Kong Lang again and said, "Kong Lang, do you like me!"
After speaking, Zhang Mengxin lowered her head shyly, blushing like an apple!
"I like you!"
After Kong Lang finished speaking, he hugged Zhang Mengxin tightly!
Zhang Mengxin slowly hugged Kong Lang with both hands! The two hugged each other!
The two kissed deeply for a long time...
It's been almost two months, and Zhang Mengxin orders songs for guests every day in this small space! Gradually, Zhang Mengxin feels that she is becoming more and more depressed! At that time, the song of the popular king Jacky Cheung. The depressive style makes her even more depressed!
"Kiss goodbye" and "A thousand reasons to be sad" are all songs that guests will definitely order! Every day, I will listen to such songs more than ten or twenty times! Gradually, Zhang Mengxin became more and more depressed, sometimes thinking of her sister, sometimes thinking of her family becoming more and more depressed, and feeling more and more painful!
Why is my family so poor, why is my sister so far away from home to work, and why I desperately endure these loneliness and pain in exchange for such a Weibo salary!
Many times, Zhang Mengxin listened to Jacky Cheung's songs and unconsciously left tears!
She thought of the boy who lent her shoulder to rely on in the sunset, and if that boy's shoulder could let her rest again at this time, she would be satisfied!
But that will never happen again! She knew that her first love was Kong Lang and not Kong Weihe! She was very conflicted and hesitant!
I haven't seen that boy for almost two months! I like the feeling of being with him! Sometimes when I look back on the past, it is often this boy who accompanies me! By his side, I always feel safe, and by Kong Lang's side, I feel that my heart is full of love!
On the night of the last day of karaoke, I met the boy I wanted to rely on! They met by chance! I haven't seen him much taller in two months! Zhang Mengxin saw him at first sight when he came!
She wanted to run out and call him, but she saw a girl running up and holding the boy's arm!
Zhang Mengxin watched them enter the private room in a daze! She felt very lost!
When she saw other girls around Kongweihe, she felt that she was missing something! She didn't know whether she liked Kongweihedo or Konglangduo!
But now that she saw Kong Weihe and other girls intimately together, she felt that the person she cared about the most had been snatched away by someone else! Her heart immediately tightened! The chest tightness in her previous school days flared up again! She let out a long sigh and lowered her head, her face full of loss and hesitation!
Not long after, the boy found Zhang Mengxin, Zhang Mengxin resisted the urge to rush to him, and looked at him indifferently!
It wasn't until this man shouted that she was his woman outside! I couldn't help it and ran out to stop this man from fighting with others! At the same time, the feeling in my heart was also let go, just because of the sentence "She is his woman!"
For the first time, Zhang Mengxin saw clearly the girl who came with Kong Weihe, white and tall, and the clothes she wore looked very foreign! She felt that only such a girl could match Kong Weihe, so she decided to quit!
At night, Kong Weihe has been waiting for Zhang Mengxin to get off work!
found a café Zhang Mengxin sat with this girl named Fei Fei and chatted about a lot of interesting topics!
Fei Fei said that she likes her brother, and she has liked it since she was a child!
Zhang Mengxin hesitated! This girl named Fei Fei also likes Kong Weihe, but she doesn't know how to choose and has no choice!
Zhang Mengxin told Fei Fei a lot what she was going to do next!
The same entrustment Fei Fei has to take good care of this brother of hers in the future!
Zhang Mengxin, who had been hesitating before, made an important choice! She gave up continuing to go to middle school, and the money she earned in the past two months could go to the south to find her sister, and she wanted to work with her sister!
The economic conditions of the family are not good, and the two younger brothers need money to go to school, so they have no choice!
Before parting with Kong Weihe that night, she really wanted to hug the boy in front of her, and she didn't know when she would meet! Maybe when she came back, she was already a thing! In the end, she reluctantly pushed the boy in front of her into Feifei's car!
Watching them go away! Gradually, two lines of tears were left! Tomorrow I will go south! Sister, I'm here, you won't be alone soon...