Liu Weibin and Shang Luoyu grew up together in the provincial capital since childhood, the relationship is as good as a brother, Shang Luoyu is the youngest, quite favored by several people, after he transferred to Baishui Prefecture, they did not break contact, and often came to Baishui Prefecture to find Shang Luoyu during winter and summer vacations, so he also knew Huang Yixi and had a good impression of Huang Yixi.

Liu Weibin is the boss in their group, and he also warned Shang Luoyu at the beginning, but although Shang Luoyu had his own difficulties at that time, he was also obsessed with ghosts, and he had always been ashamed of Huang Yixi, and at this moment he saw that Huang Yixi was still willing to greet them, nodded with satisfaction, and asked Shang Luoyu to send Huang Yixi back.

For the sake of Liu Weibin and others, Huang Yixi did not refuse.

"It's finally quiet, it's just the two of us. Walking in the silent alley, Shang Luoyu looked at the two shadows on the ground with some dissatisfaction, and he felt that those two shadows were redundant.

Huang Yixi looked at Shang Luoyu indifferently, feeling that his actions were too much, even if there were only two of them left in the world, it would be impossible.

Good horses don't eat back grass.

"Xiaoxi, I was wrong, but at that time, I just had to do it. Shang Luoyu sincerely admitted his mistakes, but unconsciously defended himself.

"I don't want to talk about it anymore, and even now, you don't realize you're wrong. Huang Yixi smiled bitterly, everyone said that they had no choice, and there were several people in this world who were free.

After so many years, she has gone from extreme pain to numbness and even to a sense of freedom of liberation, whether she loves it or not, she no longer wants to pursue the past, and naturally she doesn't want to be entangled with Shang Luoyu anymore---- at least now.

The moment she saw Shang Luoyu last year, she was relieved, but she was not as ecstatic as she imagined.

Maybe it was because of the nine years that she hadn't seen each other in the past that she smoothed out her attachment and love for Shang Luoyu, and she even thought that if she could do it all over again, she would rather not know him and never love him.

Huang Yixi doesn't know that there is a kind of affectionate and unaware in this world, if you don't love, you won't mind so much.

"But, Xiaoxi, you love me, you still love me, right? Shang Luoyu anxiously pulled Huang Yixi's shoulders and looked at her fixedly, he always thought that Huang Yixi would not oppose his approach and would support him as before.

Shang Luoyu's eyes are very bright, usually half-open when looking at people, looking lazy, at this moment, a pair of black and bright eyes are deep and transparent, like the brightest morning star in the night sky.

But Huang Yixi could see his confusion from it, the weak appearance of the person who had always been proud and firm at the moment made Huang Yixi suddenly feel a little sour, she closed her eyes, and opened them again, not wanting Shang Luoyu to see her almost shaken.

"I don't deny that I once had feelings for you, feelings are not something I can control, nor can I take it back, but, compared to feelings, the most important thing for me is trust, and I have no trust in you. Huang Yixi said calmly: "I don't want you to have any last resort at some point and abandon our relationship." ”

I don't want you to abandon me anymore, I don't want you to have the ability to abandon me anymore.

"No......" Shang Luoyu wanted to say more, but Huang Yixi didn't want to listen anymore, she shook off Shang Luoyu's hand, turned her head and left.

Nine years ago, Shang Luoyu didn't tell him, and suddenly he was with Wen Zhixia, Huang Yixi asked him several times, but he ignored it and didn't explain.

After graduating from college, Shang Luoyu and Wen Zhixia went abroad to study, and the two never contacted each other again, until Shang Luoyu suddenly appeared in front of her a year ago, saying that he and Wen Zhixia had broken up. also explained that the reason at that time was that his father had an accident, and Wen Zhixia's father could help, and he chose her for his father's sake.

For a long time, Huang Yixi has always thought that it is a ridiculous choice question on the Internet to save your mother or save me first if you fall into the water, love and family affection are different latitudes and longitudes, just like the South Pole and the North Pole are not together, but I didn't expect to meet a filial son who sold himself to save his father.

It's really a bloody drama.

"I thought that no matter what, you would understand me and stand by my side. Shang Luoyu stared at Huang Yixi with fixed eyes, sighed and smiled bitterly, "After you came back last year, you didn't forgive me, it seems that I think too highly of myself." ”

"I'm sorry to give you such an illusion. Huang Yixi turned her face to look at Shang Luoyu with a smile, this face was not much different from what she remembered, but she was a little thinner. It's just that at this time, she looked at this face that carved the deepest memory in her life, the only man who was branded in her heart, and she had a feeling of "nothing more than that".

Shang Luoyu saw Huang Yixi's unfamiliar smile, his heart tightened, he used to know Huang Yixi so well, he could detect her emotional changes from Huang Yixi's every look and every subtle expression, even if he hadn't seen her for so many years, he immediately understood that this was Huang Yixi who had put him in the person who was familiar and now stranger.

Shang Luoyu froze, and the color of his dark eyes slowly faded. "It was me who was wrong, and I only later found out that I was wrong, that I was a bastard, and that I hurt you. ”

"Do we really have no future?" Shang Luoyu said with great difficulty, almost using all his strength.

"You're not wrong, it's the creation that makes people, and I've fantasized more than once that when one day you'll stand in front of me and say you still like me, how will I face you. ”

Huang Yixi's voice was very soft, still her usual gentle tone, but Shang Luoyu felt like a sharp knife, cruelly engraved in the blood and bones, "When I knew that you left me to save your father, intellectually I thought you were right, if someone told me twelve years ago that I would exchange my life with my life, or with no longer seeing you for the rest of my life, in exchange for my father's life, I would not hesitate to agree." ”

Huang Yixi's tears fell silently, "But emotionally, I can't accept it, I can't accept you like this, I don't know how I should choose, and then I found out that it's useless to think too much, it will only embarrass myself, I even think again, it's better that you never appear in front of me, at least I still have a thought, and I don't have to feel like this moment, there is a sense of liberation." ”

Huang Yixi's voice was as gentle as it was back then, ethereal like the sound of dew rolling on the tender leaves in the morning, obviously very close, and he could touch her as soon as he stretched out his hand, but it felt unreachable, as if he was in another world.

Shang Luoyu's heart seemed to be pinched by an invisible hand, intuitively, he wanted to stop Huang Yixi from talking any more, he had a feeling that if he continued to listen, he would hear what he didn't want to hear, and that would make him even doubt the meaning of life.