Chapter 2: Nothing
Xiang Wanying asked him where he got the 3,000 yuan for three days.
Song Bin swore that even if he sold blood, he would make up for it, he was a man.
For the first time, she saw hope in the man's eyes.
"I'm still hungry, right? I'll go down to buy food first, the rice cooker is also broken, and I have to buy a new one. Song Bin said.
Xiang Wanying drew three hundred to Song Bin: "Buy a smaller rice cooker, just enough to cook two people's rice." ”
She struggled slightly, adding: "Don't buy so expensive cigarettes if you want to, I still have half a month to pay my salary, the rent is coming soon, and the child is growing ......."
Hearing this, Song Bin wanted to slap himself, he had already guessed the extent of Song Bin's scumbag over the years, but he didn't expect to underestimate himself.
Not to mention the indiscriminate gambling, he can't even pay the rent, and he has to be supported by his wife, so he still has to smoke.
What's even more odious is that in order to avoid debts, he actually threw his wife and children at home, and ran outside to hide alone, if his wife and children had three long and two short, he simply jumped from here upstairs.
"Song Bin, Song Bin, why are you so wasteful?"
Song Bin stuffed back a hundred, threw the broken lighter into the trash, grinned and said, "I won't smoke it anymore." ”
After he went out, the corners of Xiang Wanying's mouth hooked up with a smile, maybe she didn't even notice it, she hadn't smiled for a long time......
Two hundred yuan, spent one hundred and twenty to buy a small rice cooker, spent thirty to buy a fast food, thinking of his wife's thin and bloodless face, Song Bin gritted his teeth and spent thirty to buy a roast duck.
When I got home, the house had been cleaned up by Xiang Wanying.
Song Bin set the meal, Xiang Wanying looked at the roast duck in surprise, swallowed saliva, and said that the family had no money, don't buy roast duck to eat in the future.
In fact, she hadn't seen oil or water for almost a month.
Song Bin said: "Just today, I will go to find a job in the afternoon, and when I earn money, I will definitely let your mother and mother eat meat every day." ”
He sandwiched a piece of duck leg and put it in Xiang Wanying's bowl, and pulled the white rice in his own gulp.
Suddenly, another duck leg reached into his bowl.
Song Bin raised his head, and his daughter smiled at him innocently: "Dad also has a long body." ”
An old man who is almost thirty years old man, unconsciously his eyes are a little red, I don't know if he is in a hurry to eat, or what, his throat is a little choked.
How could he marry such a beautiful and virtuous wife and give birth to such a sensible daughter.
Even if you spare your life, you must let the mother and daughter live a good life.
Song Bin smiled and put the duck leg back into the Ruirui bowl, and sandwiched a duck head himself: "Dad doesn't like to eat duck legs." ”
Gobbling up most of the bowl of rice, and finally swallowing the breath in his throat, Song Bin stared at the bowl and muttered: "Don't go to work, the child is small, you have to keep an eye on it all the time, otherwise it won't be safe." ”
Xiang Wanying was just about to speak, but Song Bin hurriedly added: "I will definitely be able to support you!"
Xiang Wanying looked at Song Bin in disbelief.
The change in him today is incredible, I have heard that the prodigal son turned back, but he didn't turn back so quickly, right?
This is similar to Song Bin half a day ago, if she hadn't been by Song Bin's side all the time, she would have even wondered if she had been transferred to another person.
Xiang Wanying's gaze made Song Bin feel a little goofy, he was a little flustered for no reason, and said with a smile: "Frightened by my transformation, don't worry, I've woken up." ”
In addition to disbelief, Xiang Wanying's eyes were a little more surprised and moved.
Song Bin thought that Xiang Wanying suspected him of lying, so he hurriedly stretched out his hand and swore to the sky, and said anxiously: "I definitely didn't lie to you this time." ”
"Really!"
Song Bin rolled up his sleeves, showed off his biceps, and repeated: "I will definitely be able to support you." ”
Xiang Wanying covered her mouth and chuckled, she sandwiched two pieces of roast duck and put them in Song Bin's bowl, saying that he was a man, and there must be more places to exert force than women, don't be hungry.
Xiang Wanying felt that today's roast duck was unusually fragrant, and she had to ask Song Bin where he bought it.
After eating, Song Bin took the initiative to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, let Xiang Wanying rest, and prepared to go out to find a job after cleaning up.
"Oh, yes. I'll keep the twenty yuan for myself, I should be able to deal with it for two days, you two can eat it yourself, leave me alone!"
Xiang Wanying was about to give him some money, but before the money was withdrawn, Song Bin ran out of the door.
The July sun is very hot, and the heat wave on the asphalt road is blowing in your face.
There are all kinds of job advertisements posted in the streets and alleys, but those job postings are either demanding or unreliable at first glance.
Song Bin felt that he was a wretch, this guy had been in the society for so long, and he couldn't do anything but gamble.
Suddenly, his eyes lit up, and he saw a small advertisement on the ground for recruiting security guards, the salary was not very high, only two thousand and five months, but fortunately, this job was not related to any profession.
The place where he applied was a little far away, he grabbed the twenty yuan in his pocket, didn't take the bus, and ran away with gritted teeth.
In the summer, his head was dizzy from the sun.
I finally arrived at the interview location and met the interviewer, but the interviewer said that he was too thin to be competent.
Song Bin anxiously took off his clothes, flexed his muscles, and begged the interviewer to give him a chance.
But as soon as the clothes were taken off, all I could see were the angular ribs, where there were any muscles, and the smell of stinky sweat came out.
The interviewer looked disgusted, pinched his nose, waved his hand impatiently, and motioned for Song Bin to go out.
Leaving the company, Song Bin was at a loss and found a shady place to sit down.
Three thousand yuan is not much, but it is like a mountain pressing on his shoulders and he can't breathe.
He feels that he is a waste, that he is useless, that he has no work experience, and that his body is not as good as others.
He habitually touched his pocket, but there was no smoke in it.
At night, Song Bin was still wandering around the streets, flashing neon lights, and pedestrians coming and going, all of which had nothing to do with him.
He was like garbage abandoned by the city, at a loss.
After buying two steamed buns, Song Bin returned home.
When I opened the door, I saw Xiang Wanying eating white rice with her old godmother.
"You're going to eat this at night?"
Xiang Wanying packed up the dishes and chopsticks in a panic: "Don't worry, the child has already eaten, and he is not hungry." ”
Song Bin opened the refrigerator, and the roast duck he bought at noon didn't move much at all.
He took out the roast duck, looked directly at Xiang Wanying, and ordered: "Eat! I watched you eat, and I finished eating it all." ”
Xiang Wanying was embarrassed to look at him, twisted and pinched, and muttered, "You can keep this, you can't eat it for a long time after eating one meal...... Besides, you are a big man, you must be tired when you go out to work, so you can save it for tomorrow to eat. ”
"No, look at how thin you've become? You have to eat it. ”
Xiang Wanying was also surprisingly stubborn, and asked Song Bin to eat it too, otherwise she wouldn't eat it.
Song Bin reluctantly agreed.
Xiang Wanying fed him with a smile, although the woman in front of him was his wife, Song Bin was actually still a teenager, how could he stand this kind of warmth.
When feeding Song Bin, Xiang Wanying picked up a piece of steamed bread from the corner of his mouth, and both of them looked at this steamed scalp.
Song Bin's face turned red.
Xiang Wanying gave him a roll of the eyes: "You're embarrassed to talk about me, what is this?"
The two looked at each other, were silent for a long time, and laughed together.
The man in front of him has really changed......