Chapter 115: Commitment

After talking to his father, Wen Xun seems to have finally become traceable about what he has been unable to figure out recently.

She really can't be sure about the rest, but she can be sure that she still likes Jiang Xiangyang. It's a feeling that doesn't require much proof.

Unfortunately, because Liang Baozhen was allergic to the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, Jiang Xiangyang either accompanied her in the hospital or accompanied her to see the Lunar New Year movie she wanted to watch for a few days - these were all heard by Wen Xun from the small talk between his mother and Aunt Li. Every time they finished chatting, they suddenly found that there was a transparent person like Wen Xun sitting next to him who was silently doing his own thing, and the two of them would look at each other and then change the topic.

Wen Xun knew that his mother and Aunt Li were taking care of her emotions as a person who had just broken up, but looking at Jiang Xiangyang, who had also just broken up, how could he already live like a person who was about to start falling in love?!

Wen Xun couldn't help but be angry when she thought of this, and then she had to tell herself again - calm down, calm down, maybe her mother and Aunt Li were too exaggerated, Jiang Xiangyang should not be with Liang Baozhen every day.

She silently went back to her bedroom, turned on her phone, took two deep breaths, and sent Jiang Xiangyang the edited sentence "Do you have time to meet and talk to me before you leave?"

Jiang Xiangyang replied quickly, he said: I may not be free in C City for a while, my mother feels that Liang Baozhen is allergic to the New Year, so let me take her to play more.

Wen Xun pursed his lips and put down his phone.

She was very unhappy, but she had no reason to be unhappy, and she couldn't say anything unhappy, who let her and Jiang Xiangyang have been separated, and she was the one who broke up in the first place.

In the next few days, Wen Xun mostly studied in a small room by himself, and his ears didn't hear anything outside the window, and time passed faster.

This year, Jiang Xiangyang didn't leave after the New Year as usual, he happened to have a shooting assignment in City C, and if he went back to City B after filming, it would be about the same time as Wen Xun returning to school. Wen Xun had heard of these things, but since she was rejected last time she proposed to meet, she didn't really want to talk to Jiang Xiangyang again.

She didn't expect that Jiang Xiangyang happened to find her when she was about to buy a ticket to City B, and he said: I'm going to City B the day after tomorrow, didn't you say you wanted to meet and talk a while ago, let's go back together by the way, talk on the way.

Wen Xun originally wanted to agree, but when she saw the record of Jiang Xiangyang's rejection above, the anger that was not much different from that day suddenly surged up again. She typed indignantly and replied to him: I can't afford a ticket to first class.

He said: Take the train, soft sleeper. Just buy a ticket and show it to me.

Although Wen Xunting wondered how Jiang Xiangyang was not afraid of being recognized how to take the train now, he didn't ask much, and according to what he said, he bought a screenshot of the ticket and gave it to him.

It wasn't until the day of departure that Wen Xun knew why Jiang Xiangyang could sit on a soft sleeper.

- She was dumbfounded at the soft sleeper car where there were only two people, her and Jiang Xiangyang.

Jiang Xiangyang spread his hands, "Your living expenses are not enough to buy a first-class ticket, and you will definitely not accept it if I buy it for you, so I had to buy the other two seats in this carriage as well." ”

"What are you doing, you're wasting public resources. Wen Xun put his luggage away and scolded him speechlessly.

And he just shook his head, "No, when I asked my friend to buy it for me, he said that there were not many people on this bus." ”

"Then why are you still buying this position, maybe there is no one in the first place. ”

"Just in case. ”

Wen Xun glared at him, "He is worthy of being a big star, and the money is blowing in the wind." ”

After a few words, the atmosphere became a little relaxed, as if it was not suitable for talking about anything serious. So Wen Xun cleared his throat and sat up straight after more than ten minutes, ready to talk to Jiang Xiangyang. As a result, before she could speak, Jiang Xiangyang asked her first, "Are you still going abroad?"

She was stunned for a moment, but quickly nodded, "yes." ”

"In that case, what are you talking to me about? ”

"What are you talking about? Is it a prerequisite for us to reconcile if I don't go abroad?"

Wen Xun regretted a little as soon as she spoke, she regretted that she was in a hurry, and she exposed her idea of wanting to reconcile so quickly. However, Jiang Xiangyang didn't laugh at her, but nodded very seriously and said, "Yes." ”

"Why?"

"Because you promised me. ”

"But it's my own future, after all. I'm really tired after what happened to Huairou, I don't want to live for others anymore, I also want to do something for myself. Speaking of this, Wen Xun laughed self-deprecatingly, "You're not going to say that like last time again, are you?"

"No, I was wrong that time. Jiang Xiangyang said, "You are right, you have indeed been living for others, but I think there are few people in this world who can really live for themselves, and I don't live for others as well? Aren't our parents also living for us? But everyone is willing, because this is everyone's responsibility." In other words, isn't it a joy to be able to live for the people you love?"

Wen Xun was silent for a while, and then replied, "I don't think so." ”

"Yes, because you're special. There may be more important things for you, and there are better options. ”

Jiang Xiangyang didn't mean sarcasm when he said this, he said it very sincerely, but Wen Xun didn't know what to say.

Jiang Xiangyang continued, "To be honest, I don't think I'm worthy of you now. In fact, I know that you broke up with me at that time to protect me, and in addition to protecting me, there are also many impulsive factors. But I'm different, Wen Xun, I've thought about it carefully when I've been separated from you for a while, I've thought about our days together, and I've thought about our future, I think it's a good choice for us to be separated temporarily at this stage. ”

Wen Xun still wanted to say what she had just said, and she still wanted to say - I don't think so. But now she can't make a sound, probably because she subconsciously agrees with Jiang Xiangyang.

But soon, she remembered what her father had said, so she hurriedly replied to Jiang Xiangyang, "But isn't it the most important thing to like each other? ”

"It's not a run-in problem. Jiang Xiangyang said, "It's that you're growing up too fast, and I can't keep up." When I first entered the entertainment industry, you were in high school, and when you came to City B to go to college, I was still in the entertainment industry, and you will go abroad in two years, another drastic change, but there is still no change on my side. Wen Xun, although the entertainment industry is complicated, many times it is also like an ivory tower, I can only grow up in a very limited range when I am trapped in it, you are different, the sky is high and the sea is wide, you can fly everywhere, I really can't keep up. ”

Wen Xun lowered his head and didn't speak for a long time. She didn't realize she was crying until tears fell on the back of her hand. She heard herself ask Jiang Xiangyang in a very weak voice, "Then if I stop one day, will we still be together?"

She didn't look up, but she heard Jiang Xiangyang seem to smile. Then, he said, "You don't need to stop for me. I asked you today if you can not go abroad, and I don't want to hear you say yes. ”

"So that means we can't do it anymore?"

"How could it be. Jiang Xiangyang's voice came from beside her, and he deliberately used a relaxed tone, probably not wanting the atmosphere to be too sad. "Bet me, I'll catch up with you, and I'll chase you back then. ”

Faced with this promise in the cloak of betting, Wen Xun didn't know what to say.

She didn't feel that she was ahead of Jiang Xiangyang, but she suddenly remembered one of her thoughts-Jiang Xiangyang is a phased growth, and she is gradual, and now it seems that she is not completely growing gradually, but related to the environment, she can adjust her state at any time according to what happens in the outside world.

Now the environment she is in is constantly changing, so she has grown up extremely rapidly, especially after Xu Huairou's incident, what she thinks seems to have been completely raised to a higher level, and she is completely different from her peers around her.

And Jiang Xiangyang is still in the stage of crawling in the entertainment industry, and now he may not have changed much from when he first entered the entertainment industry.

Wen Xun raised his eyes and looked at Jiang Xiangyang, he was smiling at her, so she also showed him a smile.

- Okay, then let's separate for the time being. At least this way you don't have to consume love in quarrels, and you don't have to become hideous in front of the people you love very much.

He'll always move on to the next stage.

She waited for him.