Chapter 201: Why are you hiding it from me
Whew-
This is the sound of ZIPPO ignition, Chen Xinghe wanted to light the cigarette on his mouth, but at this time his fingers trembled too much, and he didn't light it several times, but the burning flame burned his jaw.
It hurts, it hurts, the hot flame burns directly on the face, and it hurts really, really well.
But Chen Xinghe didn't show this pain, he even laughed, but this smile was very bitter and weak.
"Chen Xinghe, are you okay?" Chen Mei's voice came again, her voice trembled, she seemed to know how much pressure Chen Xinghe was under at this time, and her tone was very self-blaming and painful.
"It's okay, hehe......" Chen Xinghe gritted his teeth, and suddenly laughed, he pulled out the cigarette in his mouth violently, and slammed the ZIPPO lighter in his hand on the ground at once.
Syllable!
The iron lighter fell heavily to the ground, and Chen Xinghe suddenly roared angrily: "Tell me if I'm okay?!"
"Tell me, am I a clown?!Played like a monkey by you?!"
"Why are you hiding from me?!Why are you hiding your identity and deliberately approaching me?!"
"Do you really want to see my Chen Xinghe jokes?!"
"Huh?!, you mean!"
The expression on Chen Xinghe's face at this moment was very hideous and terrifying, which Chen Mei had never seen before.
She was stunned for a moment, and was so frightened by Chen Xinghe that she was at a loss for a while.
"It's not like that...... It's not like this......" Chen Mei bit her lip, shook her head and muttered, at this moment, the tears had already blurred her vision and spread to her neck, but she didn't even notice it at all.
Chen Xinghe's roaring words echoed in her mind, and a fear suddenly surged in the depths of her heart, a deep fear that she was about to lose Chen Xinghe.
Chen Xinghe...... Not what you think...... No...... You don't want to be like this, okay...... I can guarantee ...... It's true...... I don't want to ...... like this" Chen Mei's language was confused at this time, her brain was blank, and she didn't know what she was talking about, she stepped forward and grabbed Chen Xinghe's sleeve weakly with her fingers, but Chen Xinghe brushed it away at once.
"Then tell me, what do you mean by hiding me!" Chen Xinghe was still in a rage at the moment, and his attitude towards Chen Mei was completely different from before.
This matter is a stalk and a dead knot in his heart, and it can even be said that Chen Mei and Ren Qingyan's approach has deeply touched the bottom line of his heart.
When it comes to feelings, he is a person who is not tolerant enough or even stingy, in his world, his love is pure and immaculate, and it is crystal clear!
"What am I, I! You say! Without a trace of sand, there is no room for a single blemish!
If Chen Mei doesn't explain this matter clearly today, then the world will be strange from now on!
What he fears most is that his relatives, lovers or friends around him will betray him, deceive him, and use him!
This is the scar that will never heal in Chen Xinghe's heart after the incident of Long Zaifei appeared!
"I ...... I ......" Chen Mei really didn't know how to explain it at this moment, because she suddenly found that no matter how she explained, it seemed that everything couldn't be explained.
Because she couldn't explain her identity, she did deceive him!
Seeing that Chen Mei was speechless, Chen Xinghe was so angry that he almost couldn't control his emotions. He roared like a lonely, wounded wolf, angry, sad, disappointed!
He slammed his fist into the green tree beside him, and suddenly the tree shook violently, and the leaves fluttered down. As the cold wind spreads across the sky.
Cold, the body is cold, the heart is colder.
The angry expression on Chen Xinghe's face gradually became cold, and he looked at the flying leaves in the sky with cold eyes, and never looked at Chen Mei again.
"Let's go!" Chen Xinghe's tone was no longer angry, and became a little indifferent.
"Don't! Woo woo......" The tears in the corners of Chen Mei's eyes couldn't be suppressed, her heart was trembling violently, she suddenly threw herself into Chen Xinghe's arms, and hugged his broad back, "Don't......! Chen Xinghe: Don't do this to me! I really love you! Very, very loved! It's me who is not good! It's me who is wrong! I shouldn't hide my identity...... I shouldn't have approached you deliberately...... I shouldn't ...... I...... Woohoo......"
Chen Mei's crying voice was very desolate and sad, and she cried whining, causing a heart-wrenching pain in Chen Xinghe's heart. He gritted his teeth tightly, his stiff body trembling.
Could it be that Chen Xinghe doesn't love Chen Mei? No!
He understands very well! Love, love, love, love,
But...... He's a guy who can keep his emotions in check. No matter how much love it is, as long as it touches the bottom line of his heart, it is unforgivable!
"That's good!" Chen Xinghe took a deep breath and finally looked at Chen Mei, "Then tell me what is the purpose of why you are doing this?"
"I ......" The panic in Chen Mei's heart struck, Chen Xinghe's indifferent tone, she knew that this would be her only chance to explain, if she missed today, then she would never have the opportunity to explain like Chen Xinghe again!
At this moment, she was holding Chen Xinghe's arm more and more hard, afraid that the person she was holding tightly in front of her would suddenly disappear from her world and never be seen again!
In that case, she will regret it for the rest of her life!
She hugged Chen Xinghe's back tightly, leaned tightly into his arms, felt his fluctuating heartbeat, and gradually, her body relaxed, and the tears in the corners of her eyes stopped.
"Chen Xinghe!" Chen Mei suddenly raised her head and stared at Chen Xinghe's face in fascination, "Do you want to hear a story?" At this moment, her tone was very soft, almost pleading.
Chen Xinghe closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then he opened his eyes and stared at Chen Mei's pretty face with rain, and said slowly in a calm voice: "Say it!"
Chen Mei's gloomy face finally brightened a little, her delicate body left Chen Xinghe's arms, and then she took Chen Xinghe's hand a little tired and wanted to sit on the ground.
Chen Xinghe's stiff body paused, but after thinking about it, he still let Chen Mei take his hand and slowly sit down on the ground.
At this moment, the smooth ground is covered with slightly yellowish fallen leaves, which looks romantic, but in fact, Chen Xinghe is very anxious in his heart at the moment, and he is at war between heaven and man.
He didn't know what Chen Mei would say to him next, and in the bottom of his heart, he didn't want Chen Mei to deliberately deceive him, he hoped that Chen Mei could give him a reassuring explanation!