Chapter 208: Memories of the Past
Prompt before the article: I heard that you are in a hurry to see the reunion, but accidentally I opened my brain. Pen & fun & pavilion www.biquge.info so. The next chapter breaks the original plot setting, and the Miyano couple died not long after Shiho was born, but the time of death set here is around Shiho's age of six. If you feel that the change is unpleasant to you, OK, just jump. Doesn't matter. Anyway, it's the product of brainstorming.
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Chapter 208 Reminiscences of the Past
My name is Shiho Miyano, and I was born into a happy family, but I lived in the abyss of hell of pain.
From the day I can remember, I learned that my environment was a horrible place called "The Organization", where all the people were dressed in black. With a cold face. They don't laugh or talk, and everyone looks terrible.
That year, when I was four years old, I followed my dad into a room full of glass bottles with colorful liquids and some square things that played strange images. Many uncles and aunts surrounded those big square-like things, and many strange patterns appeared on the screen. I had no idea what they were looking at.
"Daddy, what is this?" I was only four years old, and I seemed curious about everything that was unknown. But such a sentence attracted the attention of everyone on the left and right, and the emotions of indifference, disdain, irritability, and anger all made me feel afraid. However, Dad had a smile on his face and didn't care about anyone else. Answer them all for me with a smile on his face. So, when I was four years old, I learned that those glass bottles were called test tubes, beakers. It is known that the liquid inside is called a chemical molecule element. Learned about the square objects with colorful pictures, called computers. Because of my father's existence, those who looked at me coldly looked away, and Dad's smile also made me no longer feel afraid. And so the endless Q&A began once again. Until one day ...
It was winter, the day before my fifth birthday, and on that day, my father and I were still in this room full of test tubes and computers, but today my father seemed a little different, he did not answer my questions as usual, but looked at a pattern of round and thin small brackets on the computer with a sad face. Through my father's explanation to me some time ago, I know that this thing is called a molecular formula model, which is obtained by the decomposition and recombination of atoms and molecules under certain conditions. And Dad seems to be using this modeling software to piece together an extremely complex molecular cluster. Although there are too many conditions involved in it, there are too many things that I can't understand. However, judging from the pattern, Dad's progress seems to be very unsmooth, thinking that the pattern should be put together into a group after certain conditions, but there are obviously many small branches in front of Dad.
"Shiho, you sit here for a while, Dad go to the reference room, don't mess with those things. Dad said to me a little helplessly. Then he left in a hurry.
Watching my dad leave, I had to sit in my chair in a daze, and turned to look at the complex molecular formula on the computer screen, and the conditions listed next to it.
"Hmmm... Is it that as long as I help my dad put this ball together, my father won't be so distressed?" Just hoping to help my dad, I started to press the mouse. How could I know what kind of molecule and what kind of reaction would be produced under what conditions? Hehe, just with the idea of helping, I began to click on the molecular formula randomly, and if one connection was unsuccessful, I would replace the next. If one condition is not met, the other will be changed. I remembered what colors of dumplings my father had combined, and I did it. If you forget it, you keep changing the conditions and molecules. In this way, time passed minute by minute.
"Hmph, look at that kid. "Behind me, a woman in a lab coat was saying something to a man with glasses in a voice I couldn't hear. "Just operate it like this, and when Dr. Miyano comes back, he will definitely teach her a hard lesson. ”
"Hehe, isn't that what you want to see?" the man scoffed, pushing his glasses. "But it's okay, that way, this annoying little girl won't come here in the future. ”
"Let's go and see what she has done to Dr. Miyano's data. The woman came up to me with a sneer on her face, but I didn't notice it as I was concentrating.
"Hey, did you really mess up everything?" the woman stood behind me and squinted at the computer screen, whispering to the man next to her with a sneer on her face.
"Shhhh Be quiet, let this little imp continue, the more chaotic the better. That way we have a chance to trample him down. The man smiled grimly. Then he and the woman returned to their seats and continued to work. And I didn't know all this, I just concentrated on piecing it together.
Time went by, and my group grew bigger and bigger, but no one knew about it, until a male doctor walked behind me, accidentally saw my computer screen, just a flash, and walked over, but suddenly, he stopped and glanced in the direction of my screen again. He froze for a few seconds, then turned back and walked back again. However, before I had taken a few steps, the man stood still, thought for a long time, and finally returned to me, standing still, staring intently at the mass of molecular formulas that had been basically formed. There was indescribable consternation in his eyes, and even the other members were attracted by his surprised expression, and they all looked at me, and then, it was difficult to move.
"Hmm, what are those people doing?" the woman who was taunting me wondered.
"Go check it out. The man stood up and walked towards me. But when they saw my screen, they were amazed, and I can't describe their expressions. Yes, in front of my computer screen, a nearly complete model of a molecule is glowing green, and below the model, there are only two unpatched chemical bonds left. Such an achievement has long surpassed Dr. Atsuji Miyano, who was meditating.
"Shiho, what are you doing!" a slightly angry voice suddenly sounded behind me. I turned around in a fright, only to see that there were already a lot of people around me, and in the middle of the crowd, my father was looking at me with an angry face. And walked briskly towards me. "Didn't I tell you, don't mess with my electricity... Brain. After saying that, the voice of his father's words became quieter, and then, his eyes kept widening, almost as if his whole eyes were about to pop out.
"Chi. . . Shiho, did you do this?" Dad looked at me in disbelief.
"Hmm... I replied with some trepidation. After all, he didn't listen to his father's words and used his computer privately. I'm really afraid he's angry with me. However, unexpectedly. Instead of getting angry with me, Dad picked me up from his chair and nervously threw myself into the screen in front of him, constantly manipulating it in his hands, and constantly taking a pen and a notebook to record something. About ten minutes. I saw my father slap the table excitedly and stand up.
"Okay! Great! This formula can be used! Our research is finally progressing!" Dad shouted as if cheering, and then began to give orders to the people in the department. The uncles and aunts here are also starting to work. And I could only watch quietly. Don't dare to disturb Dad's work in the slightest. I don't know how long it took, but Dad suddenly burst out laughing, laughing very happily, very happily.
"Shiho, tell Dad, how did you come up with this molecular formula?" Dad asked me excitedly. And I just shook my head. Said that he was just a random patchwork.
"Hehe, hey, but that's a talent, and it took your dad and me a whole week to put this thing together. God knows, hydroxyl and hydrocarbon groups can be under such conditions... Oh, I don't understand what I told you, but ah, Shiho, you really helped Dad solve a big problem, whether it was a coincidence or something. This is the great luck given to me by God, this is a combination of dozens of elements, and the chance of being able to spell it out randomly is less than 1 in 10,000, haha, hahahaha. My Shiho is a genius!"Dad happily lifted me high and walked around the room, and when I saw my father's smiling face, I also laughed happily, thinking to myself, I finally helped my father, so that my father would have time to play with me in the future? I thought happily. But I could never have imagined that such a laugh, such an idea, would completely turn into the beginning of a nightmare the next day.
――――The smell of orchids, the taste of lavender, the taste of home > the wings of angels, the wings of demons, the wings of guardians――――
When I woke up the next day, my dad was no longer with me, and my mom and sister didn't know where they had gone. Even the place where I slept was no longer the little bed I once was, but a two-bedroom suite. But there are no decent home furnishings.
Standing up, I tried to call out to my mom and dad, but there was no response. Until I walked out the door in my pajamas, standing in my doorway was a woman I had never seen before.
"Shiho Miyano, is that you?" the woman's voice made it impossible for me to hear her emotions, because there was no emotion at all. "Yes, may I ask you?" I asked, a little scared.
"From today onwards, I am your teacher. You will learn from me. Your mom and dad are busy right now because of work and don't have time to come to you, and your sister will live next door to you from today. If you still want to see your mom and dad, hurry up and learn and go back to their office to help. Got it?"
"Why! Why should I listen to you! I want to find my mom and dad!
Syllable!
I cried and screamed, but in exchange for a big slap in the face. For the first time, the scorching pain made me freeze in place.
"Stinky little ghost, be quiet for me!" the woman seemed annoyed. "Want to see your sister? Yes. With that, the woman grabbed me by the arm and dragged me to the next room. Kicked the door open. Pushing me in as hard as I could, and in the room, I saw my sister Akemi, who was lying on the ground covered in bruises.
"Sister, sister!" Seeing my sister lying on the ground, I hurriedly ran forward.
"Hmmm... "It seems to hear my voice. Akemi's sister let out a painful moan, then opened her eyes. "Shiho. "A slight softness flashed in my sister's eyes. "You're alright. It's true... Great. Finish. After that, the hand that had just slid over my cheek fell again.
"Sister, sister!" I cried, trying to wake her up again, but no matter how much I shook, I couldn't get a single response from Akemi.
"She can't die yet. The woman said indifferently. "Little ghost, you remember, from today onwards, you can only let you and your sister survive in this place if you study hard with me. Otherwise, don't talk about your parents, not even your sister and don't want to see them again!" the woman's face was full of hideousness. "Now, wipe away your tears and follow me. If I see you shed tears again, you won't want to eat today!" Holding Sister Akemi, who has fainted again, tears can't stop falling. Why? Why did that woman do this to me? What did I do wrong? I don't understand, I don't understand. But I now know that if I don't want to go hungry, if I don't want my sister to get hurt anymore, I'm going to wipe away my tears. Keep up with that woman, go study, go study hard. Then, be able to see Mom and Dad a little earlier. So, holding back the pain, I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes, let out a long breath, and caught up with the woman.
In this way, in the midst of painful study, I went through a year of time, and here, I learned how to live on my own, and knew what life and death, blood and tears were. Understand the consequences of obeying orders and disobeying them. I understand that in this world, except for my sister and parents, maybe no one will like me. Moreover.. I forgot what happiness is.
Gradually, I noticed that I no longer had a smile on my face, and I couldn't see any expression on my face as I walked. Indifference, speechlessness, became my code of conduct. Except for facing my sister, I almost didn't want to say a word to others. And the name Shiho Miyano has been completely forgotten, replaced by a code name that sounds beautiful, but the meaning is full of darkness. sherry。 Shirley. That's when I learned that this horrific organization. Only a person of status can have this code name instead of the name of the wine. People who don't have a code name are people of a lower rank. My code name is because my parents are scientists with status in the organization, so I have such a code name reserved for me. And this sub-base of mine in this organization. There are three of the most senior managers. They are gin, vermouth, and margarita. These three people, no matter which time, whenever they walk past me, I can't stop shivering. Vermouth, in particular, for some reason, felt that terrible aura against me every time I walked past her. Several times it made me feel like I was suffocating. I couldn't breathe a sigh of relief until she left.
Staying across from me was a guy called icewine. Heh, it's fine not to mention him, but when I mention him, I feel chills all over my body. It was the first time in a few months that he moved across from me. Just because there was a person on the opposite side who suddenly lived, about sixteen or seventeen years old, out of accident, I subconsciously glanced at him more, but what I was greeted with was a hard kick. Kicked me out.
"Hmph! It's just a descendant of a dead scientist to have a code name, it's really unpleasant, but Lao Tzu came here after nine deaths!"
"You say... What?" I was stunned when I heard his words. Not because of the pain, but because of his words. The descendants of dead scientists?dead?mom and dad?dead?!
After that, despite all the attempts I made to ask my mom and dad about it, no one paid any attention to me. But my sister just said that my parents were too busy, and when I had the results of my studies, I would naturally be able to meet them. But every time I say this, my sister can always see mist in her eyes.
I lost the clues of my parents, and all I was left with every day was to study, keep learning, and study hard, because if I fell behind a little, I would have no food for a day. And that icewine, as if it was sent by the organization to deliberately make things difficult for me. Every time I go back to my house, I always see him, and then, for no reason, he is beaten and scolded. It wasn't until he broke my arm once, and after offending the majesty of the Order, that he relented slightly, and so that another year went by.
Time passed quickly under the endless study, and in the blink of an eye I was almost eight years old, and I, who had long been used to being bullied by icewine, began to learn to fight with him in the time war and avoid him as much as possible. Although such days are a little tiring, at least you can reduce the number of times you are beaten by him, and over time you will get used to it. Sometimes, I laugh at myself, when is this the end of such a day? Many times, I have thought about dying. However, because my sister is still by my side, I can't die. Because I'm dead, the protection given to her by my only code name will be gone, and my sister doesn't know what kind of torture she will suffer. So I can't die, even if it's hard. However, not every dodge is effective, and occasionally I run into icewine. Then he was pressed against the wall and beaten severely. Every time I come here, my desire to survive decreases again. The grievances in my heart, the pain in my body, I don't know who to talk to. But just when I thought my world would live forever in this darkness ...
He, appeared. (To be continued.) )