Chapter 20: Lin Chen's pain

So later she was cruel to herself, in fact, when she first went to the vegetable market to watch the fish, she was almost suffocated, and she took medicine 3 times to suppress the symptoms of her fainting. During that time, it was heart-rending and uncomfortable to think about myself. Fortunately, I persevered in the end, which is really good.

"Ran Ran will find someone to fall in love with in the future, don't always lock yourself up, I hope you are really happy. Li Mei listened to the chat between the two of them and knew that Feng Ranran was messing around again, and she was really distressed about Feng Ranran. She was watching Feng Ranran's changes in the past 5 years, and if she hadn't seen it with her own eyes, she couldn't believe it. The first time we met in the company, she was still a young girl, and now she is the kind of jade that seems to have been tempered a lot. If you don't know someone, you will never recognize the same person when you see it.

In the top office of an office building in S City, there was a man in a designer suit sitting at the desk, he was looking at the news that Feng Ranran had collected from his assistant in E City in the past 5 years, he was generally frightened, his eyes were scarlet, his lips were a line, and his heart was cramping, he never thought that Feng Ranran was pregnant when he left, and now that he thinks about himself, he is a bastard, and he suddenly remembered that night 5 years ago

"Uncle, I'll surprise you when I come back in the evening. ”

"Uncle, let's get married"

"Uncle, let's have a baby"

Lin Chenjue's whole body was cold, and he felt a piercing pain, thinking about how uncomfortable the girl must have felt when he heard that he didn't want to get married and didn't want children, and he couldn't wait to see his girl now.

He looked at the information and he was getting more and more painful, the girl was accidentally injured and miscarried, the 5-month-old child actually miscarried, and the two of them had no children. Lin Chen had never regretted a thing like this at any time, he regretted hiding Feng Ranran's illness back then, he regretted the decision he made back then, he shouldn't have made that decision, otherwise the child would be fine, Lin Chen felt extremely guilty and blamed himself. He wanted to make a call to Feng Ranran, but as soon as he took out his mobile phone and dialed the number, he didn't have the courage, his hands trembled, and he put the phone on the desk again.

Li Tezhu in front of the station has never seen him so out of shape in the past 4 years with the boss, he thinks the boss should be very much in love with this called Feng Ranran, and he put the search range in several nearby cities of S City, and he didn't expect to be in E City.

Lin Chen leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes, tears slipped through the corners of his eyes, and they all said that the man didn't flick when he had tears, but he didn't reach the sad place.

Lin Chen couldn't imagine how the girl who was so afraid of pain spent her time in a strange city, and he couldn't imagine how painful and helpless the girl should have been at that time, but he was not by her side at that time. It was all bullshit decisions I made at the time. Lin Chen stayed in the office until the early hours of the morning before he got up and returned to the home where he had lived with Feng Ranran, and he had already moved all his luggage from the villa where he lived before.

In the past few years, he has always wanted to buy it but there have always been people renting it, and he is not good at forcing it, but the last time he found Feng Ranran's footprints, he couldn't bear it, when he knew that Feng Ranran had rented it but would not live here, he was even more excited, he thought that Feng Ranran also missed this place, so he bought it without hesitation, the real estate certificate of this house is actually Feng Ranran, he thought that if Feng Ranran got married, then this would leave her a souvenir, if she didn't get married, then this house would be used as a starting point for them to start over. So today, when I know that Feng Ranran is not married, he is still happy.

Lin Chen likes this house, there is a smell of Feng Ranran in this house, and there are Feng Ranran's figures everywhere, and he sleeps peacefully here. Since Feng Ranran left, he has insomnia every night, and his sleep time is less than 5 hours a day, but he sleeps extremely peacefully in the bed where Feng Ranran has slept in.

It's another sunny day in E City, it's a little hot at noon in the beginning of summer, Feng Ranran is wearing a knitted half-sleeved top, and she wears an A-line version of a high-waisted skirt underneath, which sets off her standard figure even more perfectly, and came to her office Feng Ranran continues to improve the design drawings that were inspired by the last time she went to S City, she likes children's clothing design, especially girls, she changed it over and over again, and she strives for perfection. She was wondering what to look better with this summer blouse when a knock on the door interrupted her train of thought.

"Enter," Feng Ranran's cold voice sounded, and her assistant came in with some new blueprints.

"Sister Ran, these are some of my design drawings, please advise. Assistant Pei Dongmei took a thick stack of design drawings and handed it to Feng Ranran. In fact, the assistant Pei Dongmei is still very nervous, she will be nervous every time she sees Feng Ranran, Feng Ranran is very strict during her work, and the comments she gives are also very direct, but she can feel that Feng Ranran is very attentive when she hands her over, but her temperament is relatively cold.