Chapter 37: Interrogation
Lin Chen's body stiffened and didn't go any further, he looked at Feng Ranran with some pain and nodded lightly.
"Why would you rather break up with me than hide my illness?" Feng Ranran looked at Lin Chen with a calm face, in fact, her palms were already sweaty, she just wanted an answer, an answer that she had already guessed the ending. She wanted to hear him say it himself.
"The doctor said that the blood in my head has compressed the optic nerve, and the worst result is blindness, but if the surgery is performed, there is a 70% chance of cure, but then the head must be incised. Lin Chen looked at Feng Ranran with a painful heart and explained, he knew that Feng Ranran would have to know about it sooner or later, and if he didn't tell her today, she would find someone else to ask.
"So that's why you don't want me to be because of this?" Feng Ranran asked Lin Chen with a hint of trembling, her eyes tangled as she stared at Lin Chen.
"Girl, I 、、、、" Lin Chen looked at Feng Ranran nervously, he didn't know what to say, he wanted to say no, but this was how he decided at the time, but let him say yes, he couldn't say it. One of his selfish decisions at the time hurt three people.
"So you think it's good for me to be separated from me, right? Lin Chen, why are you so selfish in making decisions for me, why do you think I can't share the hardships with you, do you still want to say that it's because you're afraid that your eyes won't be able to see and drag me down? Just for the sake of that unknown thing, you have to think you're good for me and throw me away, right?" Feng Ranran had already guessed what Lin Chen was thinking at that time, so she looked at Lin Chen very calmly, how much she loved Lin Chen at that time, and how disappointed she was now.
"Do you think I'm a teenager and a minor?Are you making any decisions on a whim?Do you think our relationship can't stand the wind and rain?Do you have no confidence in me?Do you think it's for my good, and it turns out that I'm good?" Feng Ranran continued to ask Lin Chen, there was hatred, disappointment, and pain in her eyes.
Lin Chen stood in front of Feng Ranran, he didn't dare to look into her eyes, he was afraid of seeing hatred in Feng Ranran's eyes, which was what he was most worried about.
He hugged Feng Ranran fiercely in his arms, "Girl, I was wrong, I was really wrong, when I knew what you had happened to over the years, I knew how wrong my decision was at that time, if I could do it again, I would definitely hold your hand and face it with you." ”
"Girl, I regret it, I really regret it, if I knew that it would cause you so much damage, I wouldn't have done that, forgive me, let's start over, okay?" Lin Chen hugged Feng Ranran and held Feng Ranran's face with trembling hands, there were tears, pain, remorse, and guilt in his eyes.
Feng Ranran didn't expect Lin Chen to be like this, she didn't know what to say to Lin Chen, she was a little soft-hearted, she looked at the tears in the corners of Lin Chen's eyes in a daze, she wanted to get out of here, she wanted to escape from Lin Chen, the moment her child was gone, Feng Ranran hated herself and Lin Chen, so she began to entrust her relationship with 'taking good care' of the few people who were fighting in prison when she had capital in her hand, and she wanted to make them all pay for their children.
She thought at that time, if she could see Lin Chen, she would also make Lin Chen pay the price. But seeing Lin Chen like this at this moment, she couldn't help but ask herself, is this really the result she wants?
"Would you have made the same choice if you had known that we had children?" Feng Ranran asked the last question she wanted to know today.
"No, absolutely not, girl trust me. Lin Chen looked at Feng Ranran's obviously unbelieving eyes, and immediately panicked, and he hurriedly explained to her and assured her that he felt that Feng Ranran was a little too calm today, so calm that he felt as if she would completely leave him after knowing these answers. He always knew that Feng Ranran hated him, he could feel Feng Ranran's eyes, no matter how deep the hatred was hidden, it was still a little exposed, he would rather Feng Ranran continue to hate himself than lose her, he loved her.
"Lin Chen, are you in pain at the moment? Where are you now, do you know how painful I was when I watched my daughter, who has been more than 5 months old, slip out of my belly? Do you know how disappointed I was when I wanted to marry you but asked me to wait? Even when I later said that we would not get married and have a child, and you didn't agree? My daughter didn't have time to look at the world and it was gone, do you think she also hates you as a father?"
Feng Ranran's emotions became more and more excited, she thought of the night she left S City, and also thought of the evening when the child had a miscarriage, she fell into painful memories over and over again, and she couldn't get out.
Lin Chen looked at Feng Ranran's eyes full of distress, he knew that she must have fallen into painful memories again, and he didn't know what else to do for her except to be able to hold her. He held her over and over again to soothe Feng Ranran's head, and said softly to Feng Ranran: "Girl, I'm sorry, I know it's wrong." ”
"Girl, I love you, can I give me a chance to make amends?"
"Girl, we can start over, we can definitely have another beautiful child. ”
"Don't be like this, girl, let yourself go, okay? If you want to hate, hate me, I beg you to let yourself go, okay?"
"Girl, if the child knew that you were in such pain, she would be sad. ”
With Lin Chen's words, Feng Ranran's mood was much better, and finally fell asleep leaning on Lin Chen's shoulder.