There are some things that don't make sense to explain too much.

Love is based on mutual trust, and An Yao has no trust in Pang Fei at all now.

When trust is gone, no matter how good and perfect you are, in the eyes of the other party, it will be in vain.

Pang Fei didn't have the patience to explain, but in the face of An Yao's aggressive inquiries and questions, he didn't know how to explain.

The quarrel is just a meaningless tearing apart the relationship between the two, and Pang Fei has long been tired of the feeling of-for-tat with An Yao all day long.

"How do you want me to trust you? I used to trust you so much, but what about you and Lin Jingzhi, what did you two do behind my back? And you and that Ji Ruxue, you are on my roof every night...... I really feel sick when I think about it now, Pang Fei, I want to trust you too, but you didn't give me this chance......"

"You tore the trust between us little by little, and now you still want me to trust you, please tell me, how can I trust you?"

The voices of those questions lingered in his ears like magic sounds, sentence by sentence, word by word, Pang Fei's head ached.

"An Yao, you rest early. Pang Fei got up.

An Yao grabbed his arm and stared at him sensitively, "What are you doing?"

"I'm going out for a walk. "This family is too depressing, Pang Fei really just wants to go out for a walk, and has no other meaning.

Now An Yao's emotions are too excited, he needs to calm down first, he wants to give An Yao some time.

However, An Yao didn't think so, she just felt that Pang Fei was lying, "Are you tired of me, are you starting to hate me, do you want to go to Lin Jingzhi? Pang Fei, are you going to find Lin Jingzhi? Do you think she is better than me?

Obviously, there is no such thing, why can An Yao always make up so many pictures in her brain?

Isn't that interesting?

Some words have been held in Pang Fei's heart for a long time, "An Yao, look at what you look like now, you don't even go to the company, you know to guard my phone every day, as long as I don't answer your calls, you can make countless calls to urge me, don't you think it's very tiring?"

"Where are you still a little bit of what you used to be? What have you become, I don't even know you anymore!"

So......

He hasn't really liked me now, he's been forbearance and disguise?

"Pang Fei, I became the ...... I am now because of you" An Yao choked up and couldn't speak, thinking of the wrong things she had done before, she regretted it, so she tried to make up for her mistakes, tried to be good to Pang Fei, and tried to become what she liked, but in the process of this effort, she forgot one thing, that is, when you try to become what others like, you have lost yourself.

Pang Fei has always liked An Yao, who was independent and self-reliant and had his own personality before, not the sensitive and suspicious An Yao who wants to encircle Pang Fei by his side.

Everyone is an independent individual, everyone has their own independent space, and there is no such thing as who is the appendage of whom.

This kind of marriage is not what Pang Fei wants, not at all!

"What do you mean, are you going to divorce me?"

Divorce......

Pang Fei didn't think about it, he just felt that the way the two of them got along with each other was very problematic now, and everyone needed to calm down and think about it.

"Calm down, what do you want me to think, I've worked so hard to be good to you, what else do you want from me?" An Yao still didn't understand what Pang Fei meant.

Pang Fei really didn't know how to explain, "Calm down, let's all calm down." ”

"No, if you don't make it clear to me, you won't be allowed to go anywhere tonight. An Yao stopped at the door with her arms outstretched.

The words have been said very clearly, Pang Fei just doesn't understand what An Yao is still clinging to?

"You speak, why don't you speak, is your heart weak, you definitely don't want to go out to breathe, you definitely want to go to Lin Jingzhi, right...... I knew it, I knew it must have been her who seduced you...... On the surface, he pretends to be indisputable, but in fact, he has a bad stomach...... He's just a vixen, shameless ......."

It's unreasonable!

Pang Fei let An Yao's hand away, and a look of disappointment burst out of his dark eyes.

He was too disappointed in An Yao, she could understand that she was suspicious and sensitive, and she could understand that she became cautious because she had lost herself once, but he couldn't take over An Yao's loss of self to slander others.

When a person loses even her purest self, is she still herself?

No, it's not anymore, An Yao has now completely become a woman who makes Pang Fei feel strange and disappointed, what is the difference between her and those women on the street?

If it's just a woman's body, there are too many targets he can look for. is with An Yao because of her unique charm, because of her stubborn and unyielding temperament, and because of the beauty of the sense of distance between each other.

When all this is gone, this love is gone.

It's a pity that Pang Fei said so much, An Yao still didn't have any consciousness at all, but she blamed Lin Jingzhi for all this.

She was now a resentful woman, an extremely cautious, suspicious and sensitive little woman.

Pang Fei didn't bother to waste saliva with her anymore, and if he left here, at least he wouldn't have so much to worry about.

Leaving Anjia, Pang Fei drove the car to a small river.

It's far away from the hustle and bustle of the metropolis, with no crushing lights, no cars, no music......

It's quiet, only the water of the small river flows quietly, the majestic wind blows, and the leaves are blown "clattering".

Pang Fei lit a cigarette and smoked, not thinking about anything, just wanting to empty his head here.

His dark eyes stared into the distance, and in the smoke, he couldn't see what he looked like at the moment.

There were footsteps behind him, but Pang Fei didn't look back, "You didn't leave?"

Ji Ruxue walked to Pang Fei and sat down, staring at the night in the distance with him, "I was going to leave, but I thought again, maybe you and your wife won't last long, then wouldn't I have a chance?" I've been fighting for so long, so why don't I stop working hard." ”

"Look, now my chance has come. ”

After smoking a cigarette, Pang Fei lit another one.

Ji Ruxue stretched out her hand, "Give me one too." ”

Pang Fei handed her the cigarette case, and Ji Ruxue smoked one and lit it, "It tastes good." ”

Two people, you and I smoke one bite at a time, let the smoke take away the troubles, and let the troubles drift away with the smoke.

Pang Fei didn't want to mention the matter between him and An Yao anymore, and Ji Ruxue didn't mention it, anyway, as long as she could be with Pang Fei, she didn't care about him An Yao and Pang Yan.

"Do you miss the old days very much now, you don't have so many worries, you don't have to think about so many worries, you don't have to be tied up in life, you just think about how to carry out the task well. Ji Ruxue put her hands behind her back and looked up at the stars in the sky.

To be honest, Pang Fei is really ...... A little nostalgic.

Maybe I am indeed more suitable for galloping on the grassland, soaring under the blue sky, and entering this bustling metropolis, it seems to be imprisoned, restrained.

But if you think about it carefully, in addition to making him at a loss in his marriage to An Yao, it doesn't seem to be too difficult to adapt to life here.

Now he has his own career, goals and ideals, which is different from before, and he will no longer let emotional things dictate his life.

Marriage is just a part of life, even if the marriage fails, there are still careers and ideals.

"It seems that I can't convince you to go back with me?" Ji Ruxue was very disappointed, this was really different from what she thought, thinking that An Yao's matter could make Pang Fei disheartened and leave here, but now it seems that she is thinking too simply.

People have different living environments and different situations, and their moods are naturally different.

Ji Ruxue couldn't understand Pang Fei's decision, but she always firmly believed that Pang Fei would be abducted by herself sooner or later without An Yao's bond.

Where there's a will, there's a way!

After separating from Ji Ruxue, Pang Fei found a hotel nearby for one night, and this night he turned off his mobile phone and slept well.

As soon as the phone was turned on, there were bombardment of text messages, countless reminders of missed calls, and countless text messages from An Yao asking where he was......

Pang Fei's little thought of going home that had just risen was completely shattered after seeing those terrible text messages.

He first went to the business hall to re-open a mobile phone number, changed the original mobile phone card, and the mobile phone was finally able to stop.

Settle down......

Now he has a headache just thinking about it.

I thought that the An family would be redecorated and the family would move back, so that they would be able to live a harmonious and beautiful life from now on, but they didn't expect An Yao to ...... now

An Jianshan and Cao Xiu'e are coming back from Yecheng today, and An Lu will also go home this weekend, I wonder how they reacted after learning that Pang Fei ran away from home?

Pang Fei shook his head and didn't want to think about it anymore, just thinking about it gave him a headache.

Since I came back last night, I have only spoken on the phone with Pang Yan once, and I don't know what the girl's situation is until now.

Pang Fei called Lin Jingzhi and asked for the other party's specific address, "Then I'll come over now." ”

"Pang Fei, don't come here, Yanzi has me to take care of you, don't worry, don't add misunderstanding between you and An Yao because of me. Lin Jingzhi said.

Pang Fei smiled bitterly, I really don't want to talk to Lin Jingzhi about those things between myself and An Yao, it's boring. Let's talk about it later, now he is worried about Pang Yan, so he wants to go over and see her.

When my brother visits my sister, do I need to worry so much?

Tired or not!