Chapter 31: Leave for a while
Some hurts are not hidden because you can't see them because they don't exist, but they are hidden in places you can't see.
"Uncle, do you think my daughter likes this dress I made?" Feng Ranran asked Lin Chen with a gentle face as if she hadn't heard Lin Chen speak.
"Yes, she must like it, let's go outside first, shall we? Let her play here alone for a while. Lin Chen didn't dare to say anything anymore, he was afraid that it would be even worse if Feng Ranran was stimulated, he didn't understand why Feng Ranran suddenly became like this again, in fact, what he didn't know was that Feng Ranran had been like this several times in the past year, but she didn't seem to remember it afterwards.
"No, I'd better sleep with her, she must want to sleep, she's tired just trying on clothes. Feng Ranran's eyes were full of tenderness, looking at the 'girl' with a doting face.
"Okay, then you can go to sleep too, just get some sleep. Lin Chen pulled out a smile and looked at Feng Ranran.
Feng Ranran was held in Lin Chen's arms, the familiar faint smell of tobacco wrapped Feng Ranran, and soon fell asleep in Lin Chen's arms, Lin Chen went to the bedroom with Feng Ranran in his arms, this is the first time Lin Chen entered Feng Ranran's bedroom, the bedroom is very neutral, not the pink she used to like but blue, the wallpaper is pasted with light blue patterns, the curtains are lake blue, the room layout is very simple, the room is not big, the color light is very good and bright, relatively warm.
Lin Chen put Feng Ranran down like a treasure, covered the quilt for her, sat in front of the bed, and watched Feng Ranran distracted, remorse and guilt surrounded him all the time.
Feng Ranran slept until ten o'clock in the evening, the room turned on a bedside lamp, Feng Ranran came out of the room and saw Lin Chen busy in the kitchen, she was in a trance for a while, Lin Chen saw that Feng Ranran had already gotten up, and smiled at her dotingly, "The girl sits at the dining table and waits, the food will be fine immediately." Lin Chen set up several side dishes and millet porridge after a while.
"You haven't eaten dinner this time, you must be hungry, eat some porridge first, and make the seasonal vegetables and tomatoes you like to eat" Lin Chen looked at Feng Ranran with anticipation.
Feng Ranran felt very weird, as if they had never been separated, everything seemed so natural.
"Mr. Lin, is this his home?" Feng Ranran said ruthlessly with an expressionless face.
"I don't mind being my own house at all. Lin Chen's heart ached when he heard this unfamiliar title, it seemed that Feng Ranran didn't remember what happened in the evening at all.
"Eat, girl, don't be hungry. Lin Chen looked at Feng Ranran gently, Feng Ranranran didn't want to drive people away anymore, she didn't want to say anything anymore, she silently walked over and ate the familiar taste of the meal, the two of them ate very quietly, after eating, Lin Chen cleaned up the leftovers as usual, everything was cleaned up Lin Chen consciously withdrew from Feng Ranran's home, Feng Ranran looked at the door very suspiciously.
When Lin Chen returned to his house, he contacted the attending doctor he used to have in the UK:
"Joe: Are you alright?"
"I need your help. ”
"I'm looking for a specialist in mental illness. ”
"I found my girl, but 5 years ago because of miscarriage depression, and then accompanied by depression, usually the same as a normal person, but today I found out that she is actually very bad, she needs a professional psychologist. ”
"Okay, I hope you're okay soon?"
"Thank you very much, keep in touch. ”
Lin Chen sat on the sofa alone and thought about it for a long time, he had to go back to S City immediately to deal with what should be dealt with, and then stay by Feng Ranran's side all the time. He was afraid that one day he would lose Feng Ranran forever.
He couldn't imagine how terrible the consequences would be if Feng Ranran's illness completely broke out one day.
Lin Chen immediately asked his assistant to book a ticket back to S City the next day.
Feng Ranran slept very much, and she was about to get up to go to work when she heard a knock on the door.
"Girl, I have something to go back to S City now, I will rush back in about a week, this is my assistant, now I am left to you as a driver, you can find him if you have something, or call me directly. As soon as Feng Ranran opened the door, she saw Lin Chen pulling her luggage, and a 30-year-old man standing next to her, both of them standing outside the door together, and before she could ask him what was the matter, she heard him say that he was going to leave for a week, and she suddenly felt a little lost.
"Mr. Lin seems to have thought too much, I don't need a driver or an assistant, you take it away. Feng Ranran refused without thinking about it, she hated to adapt to being around a stranger.
"Girl, don't refuse, okay?I'll rush back to accompany you immediately after I'm done with this week, but I'll be worried if I'm not by your side this week, don't let me worry, okay?" Lin Chen looked at Feng Ranran gently, and said with a doting face.
"Don't worry, if you don't like it, then let him be a driver for you, and the rest of the time will definitely not appear in your sight, okay?" Lin Chen explained anxiously, he was afraid that Feng Ranran would drive alone, he was afraid that if Feng Ranran had an attack while driving one day, the consequences would be unimaginable. He looked at Feng Ranran beggingly, with anxiety and pain in his eyes.