Doomed

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We are like this, licking a sunny face, running on the journey of youth, looking for indescribable love

Sometimes loneliness is so moving, and only at this moment can the world be so clear

Lisa and I sat on a bench in the school playground, the floor full of cigarette butts we had smoked, and I stared at the white legs that came and went, and I felt how exciting summer is.

We haven't reached the age of sitting in a tavern and calling each other about our youth, all we have is the longing and anticipation of the unknown, so most of our time is spent in a panic and doing nothing

"Let's go drink some Mengquan'er oral liquid tonight. "Lisa extinguished her cigarette and looked at me, Lisa had long since threatened to quit drinking, so she went to the bar 14 times in a month.

She said: Every time you drink, it means every time you quit drinking.

And the accumulation of quantity will eventually become qualitative change!

I was struck by her sophistry.

After Fang Wei left me, I had forgotten how long it had been since I had a drink with my friends, and being too sober was not a good thing for us.

So I was also very interested when Lisa mentioned it.

When you stay in a place for a long time, the things around you become more noisy, and the more uncomfortable it becomes to sit on the bench.

We got up and went to the "Clock Tower".

A small bar located in the alley of Mianyang City.

After Lisa and Cheng Yuan broke up, we opened a joint venture bistro in a secluded corner of the city, which we called "Clock Tower". In order to increase the popularity of the bar and the sales of alcohol, we put all the band's equipment and instruments in the bar so that they can perform at the bar at any time.

I found a wine table near the window, and took a few bottles of snowflakes from the bar, but before the wine bottles were put down, Zheng Wei suddenly walked around from the back to the seat next to Lisa.

I was shocked again.

"Guess what happens to people who drink and don't call me?"

"Your mouth stinks," I opened two bottles of beer and handed them to Zheng Wei and Lisa, turning my head to look at his beautiful sister who was waiting for him at the table next to me.

Zheng Wei didn't pay attention to me, but pulled his sister to introduce us to "Xiaoyu, my girlfriend"

"Hello sister-in-law Xiaoyu!" Lisa and I shouted at the same time, and Zheng Wei rolled his eyes.

It just so happened that Qiu Rui was also at the bar, so I simply called Ayu.

Once you have a friend or confidant, you will feel that time flies so quickly. Friends are getting together less and less

Sitting between them, I felt as if the pretentious loneliness had dissipated a lot

Have fun and get drunk

When we were all lying under the table, Ayu slowly entered the bar.

And ignore us and go straight to Zheng Wei, who was already lying behind the bar.

We laughed uncontrollably

Only then did I understand that I like this kind of thing can't be hidden, and it will always show it from the slightest bit and make us sick.

"I want a girlfriend so badly!" Qiu Rui couldn't help but howl when he saw it

"Rest assured, there can be"

"What to do if you don't have it"

"Lisa said, don't target me" I lowered my head, drunkenness running wild in my head. Lisa glared at me, and I turned my head to look at Qiu Rui, who suddenly ran to the next table to pick up her sister.

"You know, the whole bell tower is mine" Qiu Rui was talking to the beautiful sister at the next table when Zheng Wei suddenly rushed to the stage and grabbed the microphone of the resident singer.

I was shocked again!

We looked back at the bar in a panic, and Ayu spread out her hands, as if she had become accustomed to Zheng Wei making this kind of unpredictable operation

The resident singer stayed on the sidelines, overwhelmed, and I waved her away.

The entire bar became quiet because of Zheng Wei's sudden action

Because the location of the bar is in a corner alone, there is no noise of traffic and crowds, and even the birdsong is particularly clear at this moment

Zheng Wei shook the guitar that bent over the corner, his head against the microphone, panting, and his body was shaky.

I don't know if he is looking at us, our vision is blurred, but we can feel the slightly smiling eyes of the guests raging on us

Tacit understanding.

We also took the stage immediately.

Zheng Wei is such a surprise, his life is staggered, hesitant and confused.

In his future, pure ideals are the only things that are determined, not illusory. So he can run from one end to the other abruptly, without worrying about obstacles on the way to stumble his feet.

The world is very complicated, we don't catch any waves, we don't take boats, we have our own sea.

snatched the microphone from Zheng Wei's hand, wiped off his sticky saliva, and then said loudly to the audience: "Thank you very much for your support of our bell tower, and I will only express my gratitude to you with a song." A song 'In the Catastrophe' is given to everyone. ”

Since the last time I performed at school, we rarely performed on stage again, and a large part of it was because of me, even though I repeatedly explained that I could perform normally, Zheng Wei still repeatedly dissuaded me, making me cry and laugh

So whether it's a regular customer of the bar or a close friend, seeing us standing on the stage of the bar, the emotion is obviously a little excited.

We gradually calmed down the drunkenness in our heads.

With a guitar on her back, Lisa lives up to her professional standards......

Heart-palpitating melodies emanated from her electric guitar, our emotions gradually boiled, and the restless audience seemed to drive us even more under the influence of alcohol.

I am already familiar with this song.

......

"You're leaning against the subway stop sign and looking at me

Suddenly I found my heart churning

A fire that has never been extinguished

Lots of friends

It's long gone out of my life

All my dreams

But you're the only one who's seen them all......

...... I finally know when you're gone

I'm doomed before you

Those photos have long since burned to ashes

But I can't remember those memories

Your eyes let me know at last

Your embrace has left me in the dark

Those days were long gone

But those memories run with me......"

The brain turned into a projector, playing Fang Wei's figure one by one.

The drunkenness was even more surging, and despite the emotional climax in the audience, we had no choice but to give up.

The train to spring also slowly stopped

After getting off the stage, he unconsciously continued to drink, and ate beer after beer.

And just like that, we all slept in the bar for the night

Waking up in disarray...... Beer bottles everywhere, crumpled cigarette cases, and a bewildered store manager

According to him, we lay on the ground after singing, screaming and rolling with all our might. Qiu Rui also threatened to stuff the wine bottle in his butt during the performance, but fortunately he stopped it in time and didn't scare the guests away.

As if he couldn't believe that this was our masterpiece, Zheng Wei sat on the sidelines, as if he was thinking about last night's, he looked at me tremblingly and said, "This is ...... We did it?"

As soon as the words fell, Qiu Rui suddenly hugged the headache on the side, which scared us to jump up and down.

I looked at Zheng Wei's eyes, and gradually turned from regret to excitement. His eyes were terrible

"I'm so awesome?" said Zheng Wei as he pushed away the pile of bottles under his buttocks

We were shocked!

Ayu seems to have already gone home, and Ayu sent me a message saying that she asked the store manager to take care of us

I looked back at the bewildered store manager and was about to ask.

was vigorously hooked by Lisa's arm: "I'm in a good mood, go to my house for dinner!"

I began to miss the white legs on the playground last night, Zheng Wei said that he was out of love again, and Qiu Rui was still screaming on the sidelines.

It seems that everything is moving towards a happy ending

We are not vulgar literary artists, nor do we know how to tell stories, we ourselves are an absurd fairy tale that falls in the autumn meadow

"I'm a little out of breath!"