Chapter Ninety-Five: The Choice of Falling
Luoluo swallowed the food in his mouth, took a sip of the drink, licked the drink that remained on his lips, and said, "Sister, I want to repeat it, but I don't dare." ”
Zhang Xiaochen looked at Luoluo, but before he could speak, Luoluo said again: "I took the exam very poorly, and my family expressed disappointment. She spoke in a very low voice, and her words were full of feelings of inferiority and guilt.
Zhang Xiaochen comforted: "Don't think too much, I believe you will get better, and now you have already taken the exam, it's useless to think too much about others, it won't help, in the next time, you can look for it, which ones belong to you, you can choose the school, understand it well, don't choose the wrong one." ”
Luoluo asked, "Sister, do you mean you don't support me repeating it?"
Zhang Xiaochen said: "You have already experienced the college entrance examination once, if you come back for the second time, how sure are you, and say, if you don't get better results by then, wouldn't it disappoint your family again?"
Luo Luo was silent, holding the drink in both hands, drinking the drink, and his eyes wandered among the dishes.
Zhang Xiaochen looked at it, put down his chopsticks, picked up a tissue to wipe his mouth, and asked, "Luoluo, let me ask you, how strong is your heart to repeat?"
Luoluo looked up at Zhang Xiaochen, his eyes flickering: "I-I'm just, I want to repeat it, but I'm not sure." ”
Zhang Xiaochen said: "Since you are not sure yourself, why do you have to be stupid to fight for this year? Moreover, does your family support you? If not, what should you do?"
Luoluo's tone was not very firm: "I, I have found a job now, I plan to work for two months, and then use the money earned from the job to repeat my studies......"
Zhang Xiaochen said: "I remember, if you repeat your studies, the school's fees for repeating students are also very expensive, can you have money?"
Luo Luo said: "I'm going to find a school that is a little worse, just accept me-"
The more Luoluo spoke, the more he became more and more unconfident.
Zhang Xiaochen frowned, shook his head and said: "Luoluo, think about it, you had a better learning environment, better teachers, and better conditions, you didn't cherish it, if you changed to a worse place, you lost all the support of your family, the conditions there were not good, and the learning atmosphere was definitely not as good as the school you stayed in before, you fought alone, how do you think you have the opportunity to counterattack?" Fairy tales and inspirational stories, of course, are very inspiring, but they are always stories, and they really succeeded in the end, just a few, walking on the single-plank bridge together, and falling down, but there are countless people. ”
And Luoluo just listened like this, just like when she was on the top of the mountain, she always listened so quietly, used to bearing, and did not make any counterattack.
"And, Luoluo, it's not like I'm going to discourage you, think for yourself, your conditions allow you to do this. ”
Zhang Xiaochen saw that Luoluo didn't speak again, and she also felt deep helplessness, she picked up the chopsticks and ate again, and Luoluo also picked up the chopsticks and ate.
"Okay, don't repeat it, in fact, I'm just talking, I just think about it," Luo Luo said while eating, "Heh, I'm still like that, my heart is not stable enough, and I need someone to push me for everything." Luoluo smiled, with a little bit of mockery in his laughter, which was actually self-deprecating.