The pen writes and draws on the paper, the supple pen and ink slowly form a font in the white blank space, it is now late autumn, and the wind has become much stronger with the climate, blowing the yellow fallen leaves on the trees, and the sound is very good.

Lu Ze put aside the other work at hand, and concentrated on writing the lesson plan for the first phase of the group performance training class, and he actually had an idea of what he was going to talk about in the first class.

It is nothing more than emphasizing the importance of relaxation, he has said before that the reason for the rough level of domestic group performances is to put it in simple language, that is, to hold it, and the training they want to surprise in the first class is to let the group performers relax their nerves and bodies that are often tense in front of the camera.

But this is simple and simple, difficult to say, the simple thing is that the performance only needs to relax in front of the camera, and there is no need to show how superb the facial expression changes, but the difficulty is that it is not Lu Ze who needs to relax, but a group of people who have been used to it.

The specific teaching plan process has been sorted out, he put the notebook together, flipped through the mobile phone placed on the table, the ticket Wang Zixuan has been booked, and set off the day after tomorrow to Hengdian, the place where Lu Ze's career set sail.

At the end of working hours, he glanced at the time, it was already evening, he had not been active for several hours, and when he was together, the bones of his body were crackling, and the coffee in the drip pot was open to keep warm, even if it was still suitable for the entrance after a few hours, he poured a cup and drank it, and the coffee without sugar and milk would serve the purpose of suppressing his appetite, and it temporarily calmed Lu Ze's stomach.

What to eat at night, or what to eat three meals a day, is always the most difficult choice question for a man who lives alone......

Wait.

Back at the bar, charging the phone, seeing that there was still a toy car on the table that had been disassembled piecemeal, he scratched his sideburns with his little thumb, and reluctantly sat back in his position and started working again, but this time he was going to do it to children's toy cars.

The broken front bar was glued with glue, and accidentally got stuck on his hand, forming a thin shell, which felt very uncomfortable, but fortunately, Lu Ze had a very thick calloon on his hand, and he scraped it with a blade, and scraped off a handful of glue chips.

The damage to the shell is still a small problem, the most important thing is the damage to the motor, no matter how you tinker, the wheels just don't turn, in order to find out the problem, Lu Ze also went to the big brother's house next door to repair the computer to borrow an electric pen, and after searching for a long time, it was determined that the cause of the problem was determined.

It's nonsense if you ask Lu Ze to repair the motor, his father is a carpenter, not an electrician, and he inherits his father's business, of course, he repairs tables, chairs and benches, but when it comes to repairing electrical appliances, he has to squint when he changes a light bulb.

So find the easiest way, go to the supermarket to buy a new one, dismantle the motor, and replace it with an old car that has been seriously damaged.

The rest of the work is much simpler, install all kinds of parts on the chassis, install two No. 5 batteries, cover the re-glued and polished cover, turn on the switch, and the car runs smoothly on the table until it falls off the edge of the table, and is firmly caught by Lu Ze.

Relieved to put the four-wheel drive car on the bar, and couldn't help but take a closer look, this kind of toy is not his childhood, go up the mountain to pick mushrooms, go down to the river to catch small fish, but this is Lu Nan's childhood, when she was young, the four-wheel drive brothers were on fire, and he still remembered that she was holding her thighs and crying, and she wanted to live or die in the scene of the four-wheel drive car, but her little wish was not realized at that time.

It wasn't until a few years later, when this kind of four-wheel drive car was rotten on the street, that he spent ten yuan to buy a box of four-wheel drive toys that were completely parts, but unfortunately, Lu Nan didn't like it anymore at that time.

took a few photos and sent them to Lu Nan, maybe it was the lunch break, she happened to be looking at her phone, and immediately replied in seconds, sending a smiling face with a few teeth.

"Where did it come from?"

"The children in the school next door are broken, and I will fix them. ”

"Brother, I want it too!"

"It's at home, right on top of my closet. ”

She also seemed to remember, crying and shouting for a four-wheel drive car, and bluntly saying that she didn't like four-wheel drive, she seemed to have an impression of these two scenes, so this time, she chose to grind Lu Ze again, she liked four-wheel drive again.

Chatting with Lu Nan with a smile, the wind chimes hanging on the door rang, and without Lu Ze speaking first, the crisp greeting had already reached Lu Ze's ears.

"Nice owner. ”

"Good. ”

"The school food tonight is pretty good, boss, if you haven't eaten, don't mind if I bring you some." ”

How many times has this been mixed with the school's food, seeing that there is food coming to the door, and it is not fast food, and more importantly, it must be very hygienic, Lu Ze took it a little unnaturally, folded the food in the lunch box in the bowl, and added a chopstick chili to fry dried tofu.

"The car has been repaired, and it's on the bar, to the left of the beckoning cat. ”

The tavern is not big, and she is already familiar with the specific placement of items, and slowly follows the edge of the table, touching the beckoning cat full of gold dust and causing the paint surface to be very rough, and then moved her hand, and easily picked up the four-wheel drive.

"Boss, you're so good......"

If it weren't for the fact that this toy car might have a different meaning to that child, Lu Ze really planned to do it, so after listening to her praise, he felt more or less embarrassed, and hurriedly took two mouthfuls of food and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Can it still run?"

"Hmm. ”

"Boss, you're so powerful, the school teachers can't figure it out. ”

She once helped Lu Ze get beer, so she remembered that Lu Ze liked to drink the wine placed on the far right of the second row in the second freezer, and she knew that he would definitely drink it, because there had never been an exception, so she walked to the freezer, took the beer, and took off the sucker on the freezer.

When she lifted the cap, she was very forceful, because her strength was really small, and she frowned, as if the strength did not flow to her hands, but to her face.

Bang, the bottle cap was lifted, it didn't fall to the ground, she threw it into the trash can, the wine bottle was placed in front of Lu Ze, she stood at the table, her body stood very straight, her hands behind her back, her face was a little red, like a child waiting to be praised because she helped adults.

The small bottle of white bear, the amount of each night, can not drink more, because to control the weight, it has just been opened, the bubbles continue to rise, clinging to the brown bottle, gathering at the mouth of the bottle, forming a thin layer of white foam, and then, popping, with a sound that people can't hear.

But it can be seen by people.

He looked down at the mouth of the bottle, was silent, took a sip, saw that her smile was a little frozen, and finally whispered: "Thank you." ”

"You're welcome. ”

The frozen smile instantly melted and flowed all over her body, like a sea of joy, but she still didn't move, standing at the table, because her colleague had repeatedly told her the female teacher.

Be reserved.

It's not a twist, but even if you want to do something, you have to wait for the man's invitation, and if you don't do it for a long time, then you will resign, instead of being too familiar with someone else's place and doing what you think without being invited.

"Sit down, what do you want to hear today?"

When she was about to say goodbye, Lu Ze finally responded, she was excited in her heart, let out a long breath as usual, endured a heartbeat like a drum, and said: "It's all good." ”

It's all good, that's right, it's all good, as long as you sit down here, then it's good to listen to anything, sometimes what you think in your heart is like a veil, you need someone to point it out, after recognizing that this is worship, she further recognizes, what is like.

It's a strange feeling, but it's reasonable, the first time I like it in my life, after being ignorant for a while, I finally cleared the clouds and saw the real chapter.

Sitting in her familiar position, the innermost bench against the window, she was so happy that she even swung her legs, and her every move was also seen by Lu Ze, she would not pretend, it was too direct, not to mention Lu Ze, if it was anyone else, she could easily see through it.

Without speaking for a while, he got up and put a CD into the record player, and melodious music sounded, jazz-style piano music, which is also Lu Ze's favorite style.

Silently put the food she brought into his stomach, at this time he was eating with regret, but when she was not sure of the feelings in her heart, Lu Ze did not use food as a channel for her to communicate with her.

So much so that every time he came to such a time, he was always embarrassed, and he once told her not to bring food over, but she seemed to regard his words as a polite statement, and also selectively forgot Lu Ze's gradually decreasing vocabulary.

Cleaning the lunch box she brought, her eyes glanced at her from time to time, she seemed to be a little different from the past today, she was extremely uneasy, her head was against the window pane, and her palms kept rubbing.

The two were silent until the whole CD was played, she knew it was time to go, so she got up to say goodbye to Lu Ze, took the lunch box, she turned around, and at this time, Lu Ze saw that she seemed to have forgotten something, and walked over, it was a piece of paper, there was no text on it, but uneven circular traces were spread all over the paper very regularly.

It was definitely not something she had fallen on inadvertently, because she had never dropped anything, it was Braille, he couldn't read it, but someone could.

……

"Blind!

He shouted, running through the city, not getting tired, passing through the others, to a certain corner, the blind man and the old man, the mentally ill, the driver, the pianist, they formed a small musical team.

At this moment, the old man was pinching his waist and hanging his voice, the blind man was sitting on the stone pier playing allegro to accompaniment, heard someone shouting, stretched his neck and listened to it, and then Lu Ze grabbed the collar.

"Dry ...... What for?"

"Do me a favor!"

The hard stubble Lu Ze please don't move, but now, the soft persimmon can still be pinched, it's a pity that the blind man and the old man are the softest persimmons in this group.

……

He suddenly straightened his body, looked at the surroundings curiously, and suddenly seemed to remember something, took the paper, and gently stroked the uneven round particles with his index finger.

He read very quickly, perhaps because the text was too simple, in short, after quickly reading the whole paper, it was another trembling.

……

"What is written?"

Written...... Like you. ”

"Gone?"

"I've written hundreds of times to like you, that's all, it should have been written for a long time, it's a love letter. ”

"Oh~"

"Dad, I know it's wrong!"

Unconsciously, there were already a lot of people gathered around him, and when they heard the words, they followed a sound, and the tone was full of ridicule, but the mental illness seemed to be onset, and they ran around at an inopportune time, and a small figure was screaming glutinously, chasing after the psychopathy.

"Oh, you're big. ”

Scolding everyone, he ran wildly again, towards the long-standing spatial rift in the distance.

……

"Wait a minute. ”

"What's wrong, boss?"

She walked to the door and heard Lu Ze's shout, her footsteps stopped, showing a panic similar to being a thief, and she really heard the sound of the paper shaking in the air.

"You dropped something. ”

At this time, she was completely panicked, and her face instantly turned red and scary, and even Lu Ze was a little worried that if she fell, she would probably have a cerebral hemorrhage, and then, she could only pretend that she really forgot and took the love letter that she left behind, which should be very romantic in countless fantasies.

Stiffly put it away and thanked Lu Ze, at this time, after the romance was shattered, she just wanted to leave quickly and escape from this embarrassing atmosphere.

"Wait a minute......"

In the end, Lu Ze finally decided to say it, if people like you, but you don't want to accept it, then don't hang it, it's not what people do, especially for a girl who is much younger than himself.

"I know what is written on it. ”

"Hmm...... Huh?"

Her hand holding the cane began to tremble, and she couldn't guess that Lu Ze could understand it, and the old-fashioned toad mirror could hardly hide her violently fluctuating emotions.

"You...... Is it serious?"

"Hmmm......"

"Mengchu, I can call you that, right?"

"Hmmm......"

"I'm sorry, but I think we should only be friends. ”

Refusing to confess, Lu Ze still has some experience, but in the face of a little girl, he still feels hesitant, picking out those words in his mind that are not easy to hurt people, even if she will definitely be hurt.

He lit a cigarette and sat on the chair, holding the bottle of white bear wine that had been drunk in his hand, turning it on the table, but his eyes were always locked on her, watching her face slowly turn from ruddy to pale.

"It's because I...... Can't you see?"

"It has nothing to do with that. ”

"Is it because I'm poor? Actually, I have saved a lot of money, and I have a lot of salary......"

"It's not about money. ”

"Is it because I'm not good-looking......?"

She subconsciously touched her face, her fingertips could still feel the residual warmth when she blushed, or because of the cold fingers caused by Lu Ze's words, she rarely thought about her body appearance, but she now recognized that she was not aware of beauty and ugliness, but it didn't mean that others couldn't feel beauty.

Lu Ze looked at her and took a puff of cigarette, she stood at the door, her skin had a jade texture in the warm light, her skin was very good, it was a little scary to be fair, but it was not miserable, it was more like frost, and she could even "see" through the ice and see the cyan veins flowing below, at least the palm of her hand was like this.

The long hair shawl makes the cheeks that are not big seem smaller, the cheekbones are not high, and they do not look stingy, the bridge of the nose is very straight, and the old-fashioned toad glasses are erected, and the eyebrows are not trimmed, so they don't look as delicate as ordinary women, and the face is only slightly emaciated, and with more meat, it will definitely be more perfect.

The figure can only be said to be average, after all, it is too thin, more than one meter six or five, but it is not more than a hundred pounds, it is inevitable that it will be flat, although the appearance is not so top-notch, it can only be said that it is very good at first glance, a very small baby face, a very cute type, and ugly at all.

For what she said, Lu Ze could only shake his head helplessly, leaned back, leaving only the hind legs of the stool to support the ground, took out a bottle of beer in the refrigerator again, opened it, took a sip, and then spoke.

"I'm thirteen years older than you. ”

"It's okay, I'm not thirty years older. ”

"Let's calm down and think, okay? Do you know what I do?"

"Aren't you a brewery owner......?"

"You see, you don't even know what I do, so isn't it a little too abrupt for you to choose me? My beer shop is just a side hustle, I have to go abroad for work, maybe I will only come back once a year and a half, you know, I sometimes don't open for a long time, let's say if we are together, we may not see each other for a long time, can you accept that?"

She hesitated a little, but not because of time, but because she had the impression that people who went abroad to work were very powerful, and then she had an inferiority complex for her profession.

And Lu Ze also caught the slightest hesitation, although the thoughts between the two were completely different.

"Look, you don't think it's a good fit, do you? Once I go to work, I won't see each other for a long time, and I can't take care of you if there's something going on on your side......"

"I don't need to be taken care of. ”

This was the first time in her life that she robbed Lu Ze's words, which stemmed from her particularly sensitive words, which also made Lu Ze feel a little inappropriate, and quickly apologized to her.

"It's really inappropriate to say this, I'm sorry, but I think that if I live like this, I will come back for more than half a year, or even more than once a year, and it will be the same for the next ten years, or even longer, so it is unfair to either party, so we are really inappropriate, and we have to look at our own situation calmly, what do you think?"

is another more sensitive word, her own situation, was unconsciously said by Lu Ze, she bit her lower lip, but did not think about the time, but kept thinking about her own situation, yes, is she worthy of being with Lu Ze?

"Really?"

"It's not a question of whether you can do it or not, I hope you can understand that the two of us are not suitable, age, work, time, so I hope you can understand, unless you can accept all this, and also let me accept all this. ”

She was confused for the first time, in terms of feelings, Lu Ze's reason was too perfect and flawless, she couldn't find any way to refute it, and in the end, she stood for a long time and nodded, during which Lu Ze kept paying attention to her face without tears.

"I see, boss, that'...... I'll go first. ”

"Good. ”

He was still silent and only spit out this one word, but she was used to this kind of Lu Ze, so she didn't have any grievances, just rushed in the direction of Lu Ze and bowed.

"It's been so long, I'm sorry for causing you trouble, boss. ”

"Don't say that. ”

She sniffed, and wanted to cry, but finally she endured it, and she took the paper back out, put it in the inner lining of her coat, and patted it lightly twice.

The satchel with the fart was twisted by her and stuck to her waist, she pushed the door hard, it was windy outside, and the door couldn't be opened for a while, but the next moment, it was a lot easier to push the door, and she could also feel that Lu Ze was standing behind her, just like ...... She was like that when she first stumbled in.

She walked out and walked in the direction of the school, the wind was indeed very strong, blowing her face, but it was not so bad that she would be blown away when she walked, but in her ears, she could only hear the sound of the wind.

So she didn't notice that Lu Ze had been following behind her not far away, and the sound could be transmitted with the wind, and the downwind was heard farther than the headwind, so Lu Ze was sure that she really didn't cry, and the calm was a little bizarre, but the sound of the crutch hitting the ground was more dense.

He walked with her for this distance until she reached the school gate, about fifteen meters between the two, and watched her stand at the gate, knocking lightly on the glass of the guard's room.

"Teacher Zhang, such a strong wind, where have you been?"

"I'm going to play!"

"Next time, don't run out alone in this weather, it's too dangerous, be careful that the wind blows you to Sulian, hahaha, I'll open the door for you." ”

The old man of the doorman opened the electric door, the kind with a wheel, leaving a big gap for her, but she never went in, and the doorman saw this, and also had some questions, but he didn't speak.

She suddenly turned her head, facing the community in front of her, the back of the community, was Lu Ze's shop, she stood for a while, as if she could see something, stood for about thirty seconds, turned around, and stepped into the school.

Lu Ze just kept watching from behind, bending over, elbowing the guardrail of the sidewalk, and saw her step by step into the teacher's dormitory next to the teaching building, the small bungalow.

The light was turned on, it was her room, she stood by the window, reached out and plucked the wind chimes hanging on the window, and when the sound stopped, she plucked it again, three times in a row, before she stopped, and slowly closed the curtains.

At this time, Lu Ze got up, patted the dust on his sleeve, and walked towards the store, suddenly, he felt a cold on his face, followed by a faint feeling of wetness, he raised his head, by the light of the street lamp, it was a complicated white snowflake flying in the sky, the snowflakes were not big, but the size of a grain of rice, but it meant that Lu Hua's first snow in 2024 came.

It's snowing.

“……”